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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
I was wondering about your N. I'm so glad that you were able to evade your country's customs and now have more assurance—you have spoken before of being able to enjoy your time better beforehand with the guarantee of N, too. I wish you peace and obscurity!

I take prochlorperazine for vertigo (and have done for years), have meto for migraines, and have taken other anti emetics before. I'm unusually sensitive to medication but have never noticed any side effects at therapeutic doses. If I were to take a stat dose, I would still test higher doses due to my experience with adverse reactions. I strongly advise taking both a small and a larger test dose of the metoclopramide well beforehand, depending on how much you have available to you—and I agree with Chinaski that 60mg is conservatism and may be too much. Are you particularly prone to vomiting?

I would also be worried about the gag reflex. Can you take e.g. shots of whisky? You need to imbibe the N very quickly, so it might be worth practising that too. (This might be my own worry—my gag reflex triggers easily—others seem to manage fine.)

I have to say I will be a little selfishly sad to see you go, as I have no reliable method secured right now! I have enjoyed having you around. But, pettiness aside, I feel joy that you were able to secure the N and have access to a peaceful, reliable way out when you are ready to subside, and can now move into the next phase of planning. I hope it eases some burdens at least.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
That's solid advice, @Idorus. Thanks.

@Sayo: you're my favorite member here, bar none. I'm sorry about your current lack of viable methods. But you're also resourceful, and I'm sure you'll manage it in due time. I sincerely wish things were easier. No one should be forced to live for the sake of half-baked philosophies (or even worse, religious beliefs). Thanks a lot for your kindness.

Your advice is duly noted, and I'll do as you suggest. Lovemykids gave me the idea of practicing with whisky shots too. I think I can handle it, and I'm not prone to vomiting.
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
This is it! I'm so happy right now!

I just drove 200 miles (round trip) to pick up my package (I'd hired a girl online to receive it on my behalf). Now I have the bottles right here, locked in my safe. It was sent by A on October 15th, and she received it on the 5th of November. I can't believe how fast it was. It was very carefully packed.

I'm profoundly grateful for the people here who pointed me in the right direction, and for the very existence of this place.

I've already set my date: November 17th, next Saturday. The hotel suite is booked. I'll do it at 10AM. I'll create a proper goodbye thread Friday afternoon. Right now I'm on research mode, and also tidying up my financial affairs. Counting today, I've 10 days of life remaining. Shit just got real!

Now that I have the N, I'm terrified of vomiting. I've read the relevant PPEH chapters, but in light of the recent contradictory statements (the October 2018 edition changed the recommendations, with no justification given). I'd appreciate any additional info/tips. I know some of you have thought about this a lot, and have some experience with antiemetics. Even idle speculation is fine.
Why cant u get metoclopramide? My gp gabe them to me easy when i said i have nausea from anxiety.
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
Is it 30mg an hour before taking n?
You can try taking some metocloprimide and seeing how it effects you prior to your exit, or can be done on the 2 day regimine. If it's well tolerated it probably won't matter if you take 60mg versus the 30mg mentioned in the oct. Ppeh. There is quite a laundry list of "possible" side effects one of which is nausea, which is the concerning one while trying to exit.

I'm happy for you that you have your peaceful method at hand.
 
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scales

Resident Slime
Oct 18, 2018
214
I'm so happy for you! I hope you get the peace you are looking for and find your decision to hire someone to receive your package very smart.
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
This is it! I'm so happy right now!

I just drove 200 miles (round trip) to pick up my package (I'd hired a girl online to receive it on my behalf). Now I have the bottles right here, locked in my safe. It was sent by A on October 15th, and she received it on the 5th of November. I can't believe how fast it was. It was very carefully packed.

I'm profoundly grateful for the people here who pointed me in the right direction, and for the very existence of this place.

I've already set my date: November 17th, next Saturday. The hotel suite is booked. I'll do it at 10AM. I'll create a proper goodbye thread Friday afternoon. Right now I'm on research mode, and also tidying up my financial affairs. Counting today, I've 10 days of life remaining. Shit just got real!

Now that I have the N, I'm terrified of vomiting. I've read the relevant PPEH chapters, but in light of the recent contradictory statements (the October 2018 edition changed the recommendations, with no justification given). I'd appreciate any additional info/tips. I know some of you have thought about this a lot, and have some experience with antiemetics. Even idle speculation is fine.
Im so envious. If my family werent around and i had n id catch the bus IMMEDIATELY.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Good luck :) totally jealous and sad that you're goin to be gone soon :("
 
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hikikomori

hikikomori

Attention whore and regular whore
Oct 23, 2018
209
good luck btw test your n with a kit if your not sure
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
I'm very glad this has worked out for you! Good luck
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I'm happy for you, and jealous of your N --and selfishly sad for me, to know you're leaving the conversation.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,653
Awesome @Schopenhauer , I'm glad that you finally have your method in your hands, just make sure that you keep it quiet during your last 10 days of this existence and may you find permanent peace! I will miss your insights, thoughtful posts, and advice, but I respect your decision 100% and your peace and freedom far outweighs what I or we want.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Congratulations! As long as you take antiemetics you will be fine. Also I suggest holding your nose with a mint in your mouth while you are drinking it then immediately eat something sweet like chocolate. The best of luck to you friend!
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Congratulations! As long as you take antiemetics you will be fine. Also I suggest holding your nose with a mint in your mouth while you are drinking it then immediately eat something sweet like chocolate. The best of luck to you friend!

Thank you! The mint in mouth is news to me. It helps with the taste?
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Thank you! The mint in mouth is news to me. It helps with the taste?
You're very welcome. Just a suggestion because of the taste. Maybe suck on one of those soft mints that melts in your mouth.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
You're very welcome. Just a suggestion because of the taste. Maybe suck on one of those soft mints that melts in your mouth.

I see. That sounds like a good idea.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,068
I see. That sounds like a good idea.

Taste it first, then you'll know what works. To me, mint and bitter don't mix - that first coffee after brushing ones teeth is rarely pleasant.

Another thing that might help is test your recepticles, for example if you measure 100ml of water into a tall tumbler, a coffee mug and a half pint glass, see which you can gulp down the quickest. Some may require five swallows, others only three.
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
Mixed emotions. Obviously happy for you that you have your N and you will find your peace, yet somewhat saddened that we will no longer see you around here.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
243
Congratulations, in a way.
 
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AlePizarnik

AlePizarnik

Member
Nov 8, 2018
95
This is it! I'm so happy right now!

I just drove 200 miles (round trip) to pick up my package (I'd hired a girl online to receive it on my behalf). Now I have the bottles right here, locked in my safe. It was sent by A on October 15th, and she received it on the 5th of November. I can't believe how fast it was. It was very carefully packed.

I'm profoundly grateful for the people here who pointed me in the right direction, and for the very existence of this place.

I've already set my date: November 17th, next Saturday. The hotel suite is booked. I'll do it at 10AM. I'll create a proper goodbye thread Friday afternoon. Right now I'm on research mode, and also tidying up my financial affairs. Counting today, I've 10 days of life remaining. Shit just got real!

Now that I have the N, I'm terrified of vomiting. I've read the relevant PPEH chapters, but in light of the recent contradictory statements (the October 2018 edition changed the recommendations, with no justification given). I'd appreciate any additional info/tips. I know some of you have thought about this a lot, and have some experience with antiemetics. Even idle speculation is fine.
Hello
Can you message me please?
Thank you
 
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Suicideisnirvana

Suicideisnirvana

Specialist
Aug 4, 2018
312
I'm really happy for you and at the same time very envious. I'd do almost anything to get my hands on N
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Wishing you freedom,happiness and a smooth exit.x
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Hello
Can you message me please?
Thank you

Not yet, you need a few more posts before you're able to send/receive PMs. Is it about acquiring N?
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
By the way, I'm happy to report that Metoclopramide Trial #1 was a success. No adverse reactions at all with 30mg, on a full stomach (including alcohol). Tomorrow I'll try the Meto + Ondansetron combo. Saturday I'll try the Meto by morning, on a nearly empty stomach.
 
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Spartacus

Member
Nov 8, 2018
14
Congrats
Have u tested it
 
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AlePizarnik

AlePizarnik

Member
Nov 8, 2018
95
Not yet, you need a few more posts before you're able to send/receive PMs. Is it about acquiring N?

Yes. Ok sorry I will try to be more active and i hope you're still around when I am able to send and receive messages
 
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piratemaverick

piratemaverick

Member
Nov 8, 2018
50
I'm really happy for you and at the same time very envious. I'd do almost anything to get my hands on N
same here. i wish i could find a way to obtain it but it seems so fucking difficult doing the whole anonymous thing
 
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nztphill

Member
Nov 12, 2018
98
One more thing: I don't care about his motives, but A is a humanitarian. He does a lot of good, even if he's only in it for the money. He prevents much more suffering than many brainwashed doctors with their pro-life crap.
Can you send me contacts of A in PM?
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
This is it! I'm so happy right now!

I just drove 200 miles (round trip) to pick up my package (I'd hired a girl online to receive it on my behalf). Now I have the bottles right here, locked in my safe. It was sent by A on October 15th, and she received it on the 5th of November. I can't believe how fast it was. It was very carefully packed.

I'm profoundly grateful for the people here who pointed me in the right direction, and for the very existence of this place.

I've already set my date: November 17th, next Saturday. The hotel suite is booked. I'll do it at 10AM. I'll create a proper goodbye thread Friday afternoon. Right now I'm on research mode, and also tidying up my financial affairs. Counting today, I've 10 days of life remaining. Shit just got real!

Now that I have the N, I'm terrified of vomiting. I've read the relevant PPEH chapters, but in light of the recent contradictory statements (the October 2018 edition changed the recommendations, with no justification given). I'd appreciate any additional info/tips. I know some of you have thought about this a lot, and have some experience with antiemetics. Even idle speculation is fine.
You can order the dopamine inhibitor antiemetic and it's on eBay for $24 bucks...it's Greek... - as good as Compazine.
I'm Jealous. How? From A recently? I WANT AN "N" PACKAGE!!! Btw, Apparently, regardless of your drug method you should also have benadryl on hand. Watch for swelling etc...not because you may be allergic but because your body can become allergic depending on dosage...blah blah
 
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ddutch

Done with life
Oct 28, 2018
396
I'm profoundly grateful for the people here who pointed me in the right direction, and for the very existence of this place.

I've already set my date: November 17th, next Saturday. The hotel suite is booked. I'll do it at 10AM. I'll create a proper goodbye thread Friday afternoon. Right now I'm on research mode, and also tidying up my financial affairs. Counting today, I've 10 days of life remaining. Shit just got real!

Now that I have the N, I'm terrified of vomiting. I've read the relevant PPEH chapters, but in light of the recent contradictory statements (the October 2018 edition changed the recommendations, with no justification given). I'd appreciate any additional info/tips. I know some of you have thought about this a lot, and have some experience with antiemetics. Even idle speculation is fine.[/QUOTE]

I wish you good luck and peacefull exit.

Waiting for mine now and dont feel well at the moment.

did you not get the pill with the package?
 
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