Return2themoonlight
Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
- Dec 31, 2023
- 153
I'm officially over hoping things will get better as I know they won't and I'm tired of pretending that it will or that I'm happy in life. I'm sorry that my mom will have to go through the pain of losing a son.... I'm sorry that people close to me will wake up to the news of me no longer being here. I wish there was a more efficient way of ending it.... Like having a gun and whatnot. I will prepare my apology note tomorrow while at work or on my way home.... Damn...... I wish it didn't have to come to this....