Venting My job makes me want to CTB

[Webcore]

Long 8 hour shifts relentless for these past few days
Little to no accommodation to the chronic pains I have REPEATEDLY told them I have

I broke down crying three separate times the other day from the pain and stress and I'm expected to do it all again today, no problem.
The easier thing is to just quit, find a new less stressing job. But the immediate thing on my mind is to end it.

 

[taker_of_insulin]

Same here man. I just made a comment on another thread saying the same thing.

I even tried to quit last month. I sent in my letter of resignation and she didn't accept it. She said take a month off and come back. Well now I'm back and it still sucks. I got transferred to a new team late last year and I've got no idea what I'm doing.

But I need the health insurance.

I hope I get fired soon. I haven't even been doing anything for the past month I've been back. And no one has really reached out to me still getting paid though. But it's nerve racking just sitting here when I know I should be working on something at least

 

[Black Sheep One]

I wonder how long it will take Americans and others to learn the Japanese word Karoshi?

 

[prmsenottotellshh]

I don't have advice. But I can empathize when it comes to the stress and even physical pain. My job is a major reason I think about ctb. The demeaning and disrespectful way I'm treated is becoming more and more unbearable. I spent last night sobbing and screaming in my car/apartment. Then ended up back on here. All I can say is you aren't completely alone in your thoughts, but I won't pretend that I know-I can only empathize.

 

[curiousbeing]

I don't have advice. But I can empathize when it comes to the stress and even physical pain. My job is a major reason I think about ctb. The demeaning and disrespectful way I'm treated is becoming more and more unbearable. I spent last night sobbing and screaming in my car/apartment. Then ended up back on here. All I can say is you aren't completely alone in your thoughts, but I won't pretend that I know-I can only empathize.

I can't understand why life is so cruel . What was our fault ? Why God treats us like this ?

 

[prmsenottotellshh]

I can't understand why life is so cruel . What was our fault ? Why God treats us like this ?

I wish I had an answer :/