FireLegion
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- Apr 27, 2026
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I work in a factory and overall it's not so bad, the job itself is kind of mind numbing cause you keep packing the same shit but it requiers some kind of attention and focus also during shifts there's usually radio playing or the machines are loud enough so i don't have to think about my pathethic life and how much i hate everything and everyone even if it's not 100% true but i get very agitated and suicidal when i do something so boring and forced to be alone with my thought so i appreciate some white noise during these 8 hours. Well... Today was quite different...
I was there like half an hour before my shift to get some early spots but someone forgot to do their own job (laundry), there weren't any work clothes and because of that i started half an hour AFTER my shift's time. Which maybe doesn't sound too bad but it is kind of unspoken rule there that when your earlier you actually get the spot in place you were supposed to work but if you came too close to the actual time there won't be any work for you and you get thrown around whole factory until they find anything to do with you (we almost always finish half an hour before the end of the shift so it balances out yeah).
Well because it was whole fricking 30 minutes after my shift begun that puts me in a difficult position because even people who were late were handled and put somewhere so what about me? I get thrown to the all quiet wherehouse: no radio, no windows, not even a fricking clock to know how much longer, the other coworker only speaks other language so fuck me pretty much. The work itself there also fucking sucks you unpack deffects and throw them away all night long and nothing else and im forced to be alone with my very suiciadal thoughts since it's so damn quiet.
To get to the point i managed 5 hours of thinking about shit i said at the beginning and being in a verge of tears quite often, during break something in my said i can't go back to this quiet shithole and i just got dressed up and... left, without telling anybody.
Rn i'm in a bus hoping no one will beat my up on a way back cause it's a middle of the night but more importantly.... Oh my fucking god i'm all stressed what will happen to my job, will they fire me? Hopefully i'll just earn less money but get to keep my only fucking job i know it was stupid to just suddenly quit but i really coulnd't bear that quietness and all that rage building up because such thing even happend. I just hope they won't fire me but idk what if i fucked up too much this time?
I was there like half an hour before my shift to get some early spots but someone forgot to do their own job (laundry), there weren't any work clothes and because of that i started half an hour AFTER my shift's time. Which maybe doesn't sound too bad but it is kind of unspoken rule there that when your earlier you actually get the spot in place you were supposed to work but if you came too close to the actual time there won't be any work for you and you get thrown around whole factory until they find anything to do with you (we almost always finish half an hour before the end of the shift so it balances out yeah).
Well because it was whole fricking 30 minutes after my shift begun that puts me in a difficult position because even people who were late were handled and put somewhere so what about me? I get thrown to the all quiet wherehouse: no radio, no windows, not even a fricking clock to know how much longer, the other coworker only speaks other language so fuck me pretty much. The work itself there also fucking sucks you unpack deffects and throw them away all night long and nothing else and im forced to be alone with my very suiciadal thoughts since it's so damn quiet.
To get to the point i managed 5 hours of thinking about shit i said at the beginning and being in a verge of tears quite often, during break something in my said i can't go back to this quiet shithole and i just got dressed up and... left, without telling anybody.
Rn i'm in a bus hoping no one will beat my up on a way back cause it's a middle of the night but more importantly.... Oh my fucking god i'm all stressed what will happen to my job, will they fire me? Hopefully i'll just earn less money but get to keep my only fucking job i know it was stupid to just suddenly quit but i really coulnd't bear that quietness and all that rage building up because such thing even happend. I just hope they won't fire me but idk what if i fucked up too much this time?
