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traumer

traumer

the thorn
Nov 18, 2023
84

this song makes me feel like crying even though i don't
 
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NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,064


Yeah, fairies wear boots, and you gotta believe me
Yeah, I saw it, I saw it, I tell you no lies
Yeah, fairies wear boots, and you gotta believe me
I saw it, I saw it with my own two eyes
Alright now!

So I went to the doctor, see what he could give me
He said, "Son, son, you've gone too far
'Cause smokin' and trippin' is all that you do"
Yeah!


these lyrics make me laff
 
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Jase_Carter

Jase_Carter

Member
Oct 5, 2021
9


This song by Skynd is about Conrad Henri Roy III was an American man who died by suicide at the age of 18. His girlfriend, 17-year-old Michelle Carter, had encouraged him in text messages to kill himself. As a survivor of an attempted CO2 exit using the same method as Conrad I find this song extremely relatable. The reason for posting this now is that I'm going to drag myself out of the house and go and see the band tonight which should hopefully be a pleasant distraction.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
André 3000 - Ninety Three 'Til Infinity And Beyoncé

 
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YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
257



Classic.
 
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dejaentendu

dejaentendu

die young and save yourself!
Nov 28, 2023
7
 
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almaPerdida

almaPerdida

"Oh God, I’m so depressed." - Marvin
Nov 24, 2023
127



This song makes me feel weird. It's makes me feel relaxed and anxious at the same time. It's calming in a weird way and i love it.
 
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daze

daze

Waiting for a sign
Nov 11, 2023
15


brand new city by mitski. Its like she took the thoughts out of my head and put it in a music form.
 
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TheShadowKing

TheShadowKing

≽^- ˕ -^≼
Dec 5, 2023
158
Anyone listen to Shiloh dynasty I've been listening to her since 2017 she's probably my favorite comfort artist
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
E.M.F. -
Ecstasy Mother Fucker


Children
 
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fragmentary

fragmentary

illusions to illusions
Aug 19, 2023
12


wanted to share this here because it's criminally underrated, withering night. this person (it's a solo project) only has 84 monthly listeners on spotify...
 
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Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Jul 10, 2023
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Devotchka - How It Ends

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Next-Too Close :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I wonder if she could tell, I'm hard right now
Hmm, yeah come on
Dance for me baby, haha yeah
Oh, oh do you feel that? Alright come on
Don't stop now
You done did it, come on, uh, yeah, alright, hold on

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
(You know what you're doing, don't you)
You're making it hard for me

All the slow songs you requested
You're dancing like you're naked
Oh, it's almost like we're sexing (oh yeah)
Yeah boo, I like it
No, I can't deny it
But I know you can tell
I'm excited, oh girl

Step back you're dancing kinda close
I feel a little poke coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Boo you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby girl's dancing so close
Ain't a good idea
'Cause I'mma want you now and here
The way that you shake it on me
Makes me want you so bad sexually
Oh girl

Step back you're dancing kinda close
I feel a little poke coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Boo you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, your dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

I love when you shake it like that, ah, ah, ah
I see that you like it like that, oh, oh, oh
I love when you shake it like that, ah, ah, ah
I see that you like it like that, oh, oh, oh

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby, when we're grinding
I get so excited
Ooh, you know I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh, you're dancing real close
Plus real real slow
You're making it hard for me
 
Lake

Lake

Member
Dec 4, 2023
12
You may not understand the words but,
You'll likely understand the vibe.
Hopefully someone enjoys this as much as I.

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Asinhell-Desert Of Doom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





"Desert Of Doom"

Blazing air and poisoning heat
Agony and wild entreat
Bad becoming worse, anguish in the wasteland
Angels, we're on our way
Eternity is just one day
Birds of prey unrest, vultures coming down and they burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom

Travesties and terrors grow
Thousandfold the blood-sweat flows
Delusions they return, and fevers start to burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom

Crawling mile by mile
Sandblasting, revile, face the hellfire
Arid will be the end
Hell-bound the heaven-sent, nature's a liar

Disregard how much I pray
Numbness is the only way
Confessing all my sins and tempted by Satan
Illusions playing with my mind
All alone, all is behind
All deserted misery, my brain boils and it's going to burn

It's burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom
 
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psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,352
The album is oddly satisfying and the single underneath sounds a bit like my tinnitus.
I always wondered if tinnitus sounds different for each person/is unique to this person so I found this reply to be very interesting

when it comes to music/artist/albums I always assumed that tinnitus might sound a bit like a Ryoji Ikeda album but less loud

or something by Tetsu Inoue

I do not suffer from tinnitus as far as I know but I find random moments of deafness in one ear randomly followed by a high frequency noise, static, or whistling to be normal or spontaneous or sometimes it presents itself when I am incredibly focused or zoning out most likely due to years of disregarding loud noise warnings when using headphones/earphones at a high volume
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
774




 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
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I always wondered if tinnitus sounds different for each person/is unique to this person so I found this reply to be very interesting

when it comes to music/artist/albums I always assumed that tinnitus might sound a bit like a Ryoji Ikeda album but less loud

or something by Tetsu Inoue

I do not suffer from tinnitus as far as I know but I find random moments of deafness in one ear randomly followed by a high frequency noise, static, or whistling to be normal or spontaneous or sometimes it presents itself when I am incredibly focused or zoning out most likely due to years of disregarding loud noise warnings when using headphones/earphones at a high volume

An audiologist once said to me, "everyone has tinnitus", which is rubbish because I didn't have any tinnitus until I was 20 and then for a long while it was only audible at night. And some people do have it long term but then say it goes completely.

But I have always had moments where something happens and I have what I describe as a whistle like the wind through a large hole for about 20 seconds before it goes away and I think that is the case with everyone. And I think what you have described happening to you can be normal, but try to take care of your ears anyway just in case. I've had it for 30 years now and it is in what I see as a 4th stage. With each of the previous 2 stages I thought would be as bad as it gets but when it got even louder and would no longer be masked by anything I knew I'd failed to take enough care when I had the chance to. Some things will cause it to go quieter for a while but there is nothing that consistently does. It seems to be a random thing, so if you do notice something that isn't too bothersome, it could get worse if you don't look after your ears now.

Edit: Although you should play this loud:

 
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traumer

traumer

the thorn
Nov 18, 2023
84



You said you hate being alone
Did you forget the starting gun was in your hand?
Don't want her to change
She's always been the entertainer
Oh, I just wish my own mother was
Less of a stranger
 

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