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Mar 23, 2018
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Post Malone-I Fall Apart 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙








Oooh, I fall apart
Oooh, yeah, mmhmm

She told me that I'm not enough, yeah
And she left me with a broken heart, yeah
She fooled me twice and it's all my fault, yeah
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred, yeah
Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain, yeah
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's Novocaine, yeah

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Never caught a feelin' this hard
Harder than the liquor I pour
Tell me you don't want me no more
But I can't let go
Everybody told me so
Feelin' like I sold my soul
Devil in the form of a whore
Devil in the form of a whore
You said it
No, you said it
No, you said it
We'd be together

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Ice keep pourin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'
Covered in scars and I can't help showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin'
Ice keep droppin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'
All these scars, can't help from showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin', yeah

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought
 
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Oct 28, 2023
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Music used to be my only escape and concerts the only moment in which i felt ok in the world, but know i cant plesures from these things anymore, there are way more important stuff in wich i'm a zero, when i was 23 i didn't care, now i do...
 
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R.I.P. Matthew ❤️🤗💔😭❤️
The Rembrandts-I'll Be There For You










So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's DOA
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month
Or even your year, but

I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far
Things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh, but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that

I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month
Or even your year

I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too
I'll be there for you

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Roy Orbison-Crying 💔😭💔😭💔










I was alright, for a while
I could smile for a while
But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say hello
Oh, you wished me well
You couldn't tell
That I've been
Crying over you
Crying over you

Then you said so long
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying
Crying
Crying
Crying
It's hard to understand
But the touch of your hand
Can start me crying

I thought that I was over you
But it's true, so true
I love you even more
Than I did before
But darling, what can I do?
For you don't love me
And I'll always be
Crying over you
Crying over you
Yes, now you're gone

And from this moment on
I'll be crying
Crying
Crying
Crying
Yeah, I'm crying
Crying
Over you
 
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Oct 31, 2023
10
I wrote a song about CTB. Lyrics are in the video. Best song I'll ever record. Hope someone listens to it.
 
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they/he
Sep 27, 2023
281
Vestron Vulture - Space Ghost Coast to Coast



A broken window inside my head
Why am i living when I feel dead
Hang from the ceiling, just call my name

Space goth
Space goth coast to coast
Space goth
Space goth coast to coast
Space goth
My head is up in
Space
Goth
 
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he/him 🏳️‍⚧️
Oct 24, 2023
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AllCatsAreGrey

they/he
Sep 27, 2023
281
Oppenheimer Analysis - The Devil's Dancers



The future's here
Said the pioneer
There's room at the top
Do-wop do-wop

Whatever comes tomorrow
Happened yesterday

Come with us
The future's here to stay
Dance with us
Dance with us

We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers
Dance with us
Dance with us

We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers
Dance with us
Dance with us

All the radon daughters
Wonder what they taught us
Making up our status
Doubts are only traitors

Whatever comes tomorrow
Happened yesterday
Come with us
Come with us

Dance with us
Dance with us
We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers

Dance with us
Dance with us
We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers

Dance with us
Dance with us
Dance with us until your head is spent
Work it out until the late event

Come with us
Dance with us
Come with us
Romance with us

The future's here
Said the pioneer
There's room at the top
Do-wop do-wop

Whatever comes tomorrow
Happened yesterday
Come with us
The future's here to stay

Dance with us
Dance with us
We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers

Dance with us
Dance with us
We're the Devil's Dancers
Swinging all the answers

Dance with us
Dance with us
 
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May 20, 2023
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music from 2 animated films I am thinking about watching blindly



 
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Mar 23, 2018
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4 Skins-One Law For Them :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Go to football, throw a brick
Get no mercy, months in nick
Riot in the ghetto, red alert
Guilty free, innocent hurt

We've been warned of rivers of blood
See the trickle before the flood
Pretend nothing happened, make no fuss
One law for them, one for us

Chorus
One law for them
One law for them
One law for them
And another law for us

One law for them
One law for them
One law for them
And another law for us

No fun, no home, no job, no use
What else is used as an excuse
Families fighting, familes looting
Next there's death, then there's shooting
Chorus

Riots in London, blame Old Bill
We've been lucky no ones killed
Violence on the streets, more to follow
Freedom for those freedom fighters

Chorus
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Metallica-One :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I know this has been posted before but this is how I feel right now.









I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
 
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Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,576

Shadows and Echoes - TES V: Skyrim: Original Game Soundtrack






Medulla Oblongata - Fight Club (1999)






Sniper - Full Metal Jacket (1987)

 
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Aug 22, 2023
167
have been listening to this quite a bit recently. it resonates so much, with my deep and insatiable tiredness, how calming thinking about death can be (though i also find it makes me admit my fear). also would recommend reading into lucretian philosophy if anyone finds themselves interested
 
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Sep 27, 2023
281
I don't know if there any Brazilian phonk appreciators here, but I've been enjoying this track lately.

 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Wynonna-No One Else On Earth 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙








I've been a rock and I've got my fences
I never let them down
When it comes to love, I keep my senses
I don't get kicked around
I shivered once you broke into my soul
The damage is done now I'm out of control
How did you get to me?

[Chorus]

No one else on earth could ever hurt me
Break my heart the way you do
No one else on earth was ever worth it
No one can love me like
No one can love me like you

You can make me want you any time you want to
You're burnin' me alive
I can't deny you even when I catch you
Weavin' a weak alibi
'Cause when the night falls you make me forget
Your love is killing me and it ain't over yet
How did you get to me?

[Repeat Chorus]

I shivered once you broke into my soul
The damage is done now I'm out of control
How did you get to me?

[Repeat Chorus Twice]
 
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LainCry

You're the difference between Hell and home
Nov 6, 2023
8


My favorite playlist with lots of music I like... over 155 hours long. I've been working on it for 3 years. I know it's stupid but I'm really proud of it.
Although the preview is all stuff I added a few years ago so it looks pretty entry level from here haha.
 
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Cinnamon9326

I'm Ben.
Oct 31, 2023
22
Here's couple of "strangely cheerful" songs about kids with fucked up parents/family...

Girls on the TV can make me cry if I actually listen to it...

...
I remember when she told me
She cried in shame
I told her not to worry
We can do anything
I told her one day we'd be beautiful
And maybe we could start a band
'Cause I was born to sing
And she was born to dance
She was born to dance like the
...







Note: Censored clip!!
Listen to the other video for full version of the song. Apparently "cocaine" is such bad word they have to cut it out...






 
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Feb 13, 2020
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Time released security
Controlled dose of tranquility
Forgetfulness washes over me
Put to rest the voices of insanity

Only the cinders remain
As another night
Becomes a yesterday

Come on! Anesthetize the panic
It is what drives the weak
You're gone! Anesthetize the panic
Putting all the uncertainties to sleep

Not an altered state of mind
But a safer place in an unsafe world
Within the nearness of death
Rapture with the skip of a heartbeat

Only the cinders remain
As another night
Becomes a yesterday

Come on! Anesthetize the panic
It is what drives the weak
You're gone! Anesthetize the panic
Putting all the uncertainties to sleep

To sleep
To sleep​
 
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Fozzy-Spotlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"Spotlight"

(I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Spotlight)

I know you've got a secret
It's buried down below
Deep within the basement
Let it go
Let it go
I know you've got your issues
A homicidal mind
Silence cannot save you
I'm bringing you to light

Every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

Your the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

Slip into the center
Safe in your disguise
From memories dismembered
Away from prying eyes
I'm here with you forever
Like the sweat pooled on your brow
The wound that slowly festers
Eating inside out

Cause every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you
 
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In Twilight Hours

Tell me, tell me God,
what is left here for me?
I'm a ghost in the window,
oh God set me free!

And in twilight hours
I await forgiveness
that never comes.

In an ocean deep,
on a river wild,
the water pulls me down,
never to be found again.

You never really know...
How could I know?
How many tears you own.
Until the day they were gone!

Gone without a trace
until the day fall anew.
Fall anew...

Tell me, tell me God,
what is left here for me?
I'm a ghost in the window,
Oh God set me free!

And in twilight hours
I await forgiveness
that never comes.

Out there in the cold,
remember me!
Along the broken
road of reveries.

When you're
rising from the dead,
reviving from the dust again.

Like in a winterstorm...
I'll cover you!
I'm burning in the cold...
I'll keep you warm!

But I know I'm not alone
as long as I believe in you!

Tell me, tell me why,
share your burden with me.
You're the ghost in the window
and I'll set you free.

When in twilight hours
you await forgiveness
that never comes.

Tell me, tell me God,
what is left here for me?
I'm a ghost in the window,
Oh God set me free!

And in twilight hours
I await forgiveness
that never comes.

Forgiveness will
come for you!
 
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Jul 31, 2023
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This about sums me up.

 
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you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
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Musique-Keep On Jumpin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Catch the rhythm and the beat, it's moving your body
When you start to feel the heat, you're into the party
Music takes me where I want to be
Sick confession makes me high

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Everybody, do your thing, get into the motion
Get on out there on the floor, raise the commotion (yeah, yeah)
Music takes me where I want to be
Happy music makes me fly

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the sun in the sky

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky

Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'

Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'

Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
 

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