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SeaWeedIsBest

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May 20, 2023
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I want to kill myself but where I am right now has so much restriction.

no.1: Drowning, jumping off a building, etc. doesn't work for me since SI kicks in when I'm doing it
no.2: Stabbing, Suffocation, etc. is too painful for me, and again, SI.
no.3: Guns, trains, chemicals, etc. My country doesn't have those

Please, If someone here knows the way out please help me.
my life has been in so much agony. I want to die.
 
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m1v

Eternal flower fields
Feb 27, 2023
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Your country might actually have chemicals. If you do a little research, whether on the dark web or the clear net, there's chemicals that could be lethal if used properly.

And I'm sorry that you're going through so much pain. It's truly saddening that you have come to this decision. Wish you well.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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There are certainly chemicals and medicines in your country. And nitrogen, helium, a BBQ and charcoal will probably be available as well.
Maybe SN (sodium nitrite) is also an option for you. But maybe you are lucky and live in a country where N is available (N = Nembutal, Pentobarbital Sedal-vet).










 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,666
I really wish there was a decent way to end our existence, that is accessible, reliable and at least somewhat peaceful, but sadly suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this horrible anti-suicide society. To me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just so difficult to go through with/incredibly horrific.

It repluses me how humans are denied the option of a dignified death and are just expected to be prisoners to this existence until they decay from old age just to die anyway. This world truly is hell to me, and it's so devastating how so many are trapped here against their wishes in a cycle of endless suffering, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.
 

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