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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
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Everyday there are so many suicides, on livestream, by train, murder suicide, by gun, the mother and grandmother that killed the kids and themselves, celebrities, etc. I'm in excruciating unbearable pain and pray for mercy. I can't figure out how to end the agony. There are so many suicides in New York. Everyday it seems like more.Is this happening everywhere? There are many hangings, couples and families dying by murder suicide. I don't know how so many people get past SI. A lot are ODs.I know some are SN but unless it's gunshot they don't usually tell you the cause. I am curious what the mother and grandmother used to poison the kids and themselves because the news says poison by OTC and other poison. I hope it poor kids fell asleep and didn't suffer to much.I wonder what they used. Now when I hear of someone dying I think it's a suicide not an accident.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
68
I am in Australia. We have 9 a day according to Lifeline (a suicide prevention organisation). They say so on a tv ad. They do a lot of good work however they describe the statistic as a "tragedy". Some methods will be worse than others, no doubt, and some cases less rational, no doubt. However some will be people with more life experience who have had enough and gone in a more peaceful manner.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,163
I am in the U.S., BUT daily pressure nowadays of living costs always going up and up, and so many social and family pressures that sometimes something breaks.

We have 2 choices in the long run:

1) Work and do everything TOGETHER

OR

2) Go the way of the dinosaurs.

Like here in the U.S., with orange face as president, so VERY sad indeed! the gulf between haves and have nots has REALLY widen. That is a short- AND long-term recipe for disaster.

1% can NOT own 90% and 99% own 10%, it is NOT stable, never was and never will be. One just has to look at human history, French revolution, Russian revolution, Hitler, Chinese civil war in 1949, and the list goes on and on.

We as a species BETTER start leaving behind, greed, egotistical behavior, self-centered behavior and the like or we ARE doomed as a species.

Same goes for over population, I was reading where species of fish and marine life are continually going extent and down the road our turn will come. Such a shocker but the world population has been UNDER COUNTED, so there are even more humans than ever.

All of this combines and so much more into suicide and suicide rates.

Walter
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
251
Everyday there are so many suicides, on livestream, by train, murder suicide, by gun, the mother and grandmother that killed the kids and themselves, celebrities, etc. I'm in excruciating unbearable pain and pray for mercy. I can't figure out how to end the agony. There are so many suicides in New York. Everyday it seems like more.Is this happening everywhere? There are many hangings, couples and families dying by murder suicide. I don't know how so many people get past SI. A lot are ODs.I know some are SN but unless it's gunshot they don't usually tell you the cause. I am curious what the mother and grandmother used to poison the kids and themselves because the news says poison by OTC and other poison. I hope it poor kids fell asleep and didn't suffer to much.I wonder what they used. Now when I hear of someone dying I think it's a suicide not an accident.
I have always wondered what these ppl used to poison the entire family. If we could know the name, we could try and access that poison and be free.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
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Orange face lol. We have albosleazy in Oz. The man who waffles about his mummy.

At least in US, despite the pitfalls of guns (don't mean to be political), the suicidal have more options in some cases.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Orange face lol. We have albosleazy in Oz. The man who waffles about his mummy.

At least in US, despite the pitfalls of guns (don't mean to be political), the suicidal have more options in some cases.
WOW, I like your terminology much better than mine.

He has been rated the WORST EVER U.S. president EVER by historians and that takes some doing to get there!

Married 3 times and cheated on every one of his 3 wives, so damn sleezy!!!

Walter
 
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davidtorez

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Mar 8, 2024
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Homo sapiens will become extinct eventually just like 99% of all other species that have ever existed on this shitty earth. Its only a matter of when not if. Non existence is best. Nobody is lucky enough to not being born unfortunately
 
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maggineko

Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
82
I'm not sure about the suicide statistic in my country nor my area, but only last month a junior of the high-school I went to committed suicide by jumping after being harassed by disciplinary teachers because she was dating the daughter of one of the teachers. It was an all-girls school, and our country is conservative on LGBTQ+ and penalises suicide. Praying she's at ease now, and that her loved ones are doing alright.

For anyone curious, the school handled it very badly, holding an award ceremony just 3 days after the news, and asking the students to just forget about it and move on the Monday after. They'd also covered up the story by making it seem like it was a bullying case. Very bad taste.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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It's very sad; so much extreme suffering.
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
126
Everyday there are so many suicides, on livestream, by train, murder suicide, by gun, the mother and grandmother that killed the kids and themselves, celebrities, etc. I'm in excruciating unbearable pain and pray for mercy. I can't figure out how to end the agony. There are so many suicides in New York. Everyday it seems like more.Is this happening everywhere? There are many hangings, couples and families dying by murder suicide. I don't know how so many people get past SI. A lot are ODs.I know some are SN but unless it's gunshot they don't usually tell you the cause. I am curious what the mother and grandmother used to poison the kids and themselves because the news says poison by OTC and other poison. I hope it poor kids fell asleep and didn't suffer to much.I wonder what they used. Now when I hear of someone dying I think it's a suicide not an accident.
I live in big city in North America. Once in a while someone jumped the train station and it got delayed and everyone else is pissed bcs they are late to work.
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
175
Everyday there are so many suicides, on livestream, by train, murder suicide, by gun, the mother and grandmother that killed the kids and themselves, celebrities, etc. I'm in excruciating unbearable pain and pray for mercy. I can't figure out how to end the agony. There are so many suicides in New York. Everyday it seems like more.Is this happening everywhere? There are many hangings, couples and families dying by murder suicide. I don't know how so many people get past SI. A lot are ODs.I know some are SN but unless it's gunshot they don't usually tell you the cause. I am curious what the mother and grandmother used to poison the kids and themselves because the news says poison by OTC and other poison. I hope it poor kids fell asleep and didn't suffer to much.I wonder what they used. Now when I hear of someone dying I think it's a suicide not an accident.
Here in Indonesia you have two outcomes for suicides, either:
a. Not reported at all, or
b. Goes viral
Last week, a student is dying because she's forced into a train. Her cause of death is ambiguous, but suicide is one of the suspected cause since she's posting sad edits and venting in her social media. Spontaneously it goes viral and everyone starts calling her morally wrong. The whole case is just sad in my opinion.

I think in Indonesia suicides are going at a "normal" rate. Just that most of the methods used for suicides and/or attempt is crude and painful.
 

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