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GIGN.Officiel

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Nov 12, 2025
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This is just a vent because I can't even right now.

So I had enough gas to get my car down the street to fill up BUT I got stuck in traffic and ran out before I could get there so I parked at a park and walked home and just asked my case manager if I could use the gas can in the shed and if she could drive me to my car at the nightly meeting. And she is literally making fun of me, calling all her bosses so they can sigh and be all like Andrei like everybody doesn't fuck up in life once in a while. Then she's talking about how she has a meeting and I need to hurry up but refuses to help out with the gas can while I go inside to pay for the gas. And then she's making a whole big deal about how it's in a dark park and it's like can you NOT and when I sigh because I have so much going on and can't deal she says don't sigh don't be like that. And this bitch is always talking about how I shouldn't hesitate to reach out like yeah I wonder why I hesitate.

And to top it all of I am so sick of living in a house with a bunch of literal children. These eight other girls I have to live with most of them are the DEFINITION of mean girls. Self absorbed, constantly gossiping and bullying each other, talking behind people's backs, complaining loudly at house meeting. Dude I get like we all need to be clean and do our best to keep the house fresh since so many of us live here but one of them was complaining and lecturing about shower mist smell. Like she made it everyone's problem because she hates getting in the shower after somebody else and smelling "their mist" whatever that means like you are in a TRANSITIONAL HOUSING PROGRAM for HOMELESS WOMEN and you share the house with EIGHT OTHER PEOPLE if you want to be so fucking bougie leave!!!!

I just can't deal. I can't do this anymore. If my attempt fails I'm going back to living in my car once winter is over because I legitimately would rather do that than deal with this fuckass drama with the staff and my housemates on top of everything I have going on.

And on a side note when I was going to get alcohol swabs for sh the med kit is full of just face masks and shit like ARE WE DEAD ASS.

Russian baddies please send me some of that sweet sweet korvalol I can't deal tonight I seriously can't.
 
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