comeoutandhauntme
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- Feb 10, 2026
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both my parents have handguns. i've been trying to avoid using it to ctb bc
1. ik my parents would feel guilty over it and so would i
2. it's so hard to acc get myself to pull
the trigger but mainly,
3. i'm terrified if wouldn't work and i'd become a vegetable.
ik nothing abt guns but know that the general consensus is that it's best to ctb w a shotgun (i think). i could prbly find a way to buy one as i'm in US but it'd def be very difficult for me and also risky.
anyways, my sn that i ordered is stuck and i'm growing restless and just wanna get this over with. i need to be dead. could using a handgun work? it'd be via my head. i don't even know the type of gun they have or bullets used or any of that but surely it would work as long as i aim it at my head properly? or does it vary from gun to gun?
1. ik my parents would feel guilty over it and so would i
2. it's so hard to acc get myself to pull
the trigger but mainly,
3. i'm terrified if wouldn't work and i'd become a vegetable.
ik nothing abt guns but know that the general consensus is that it's best to ctb w a shotgun (i think). i could prbly find a way to buy one as i'm in US but it'd def be very difficult for me and also risky.
anyways, my sn that i ordered is stuck and i'm growing restless and just wanna get this over with. i need to be dead. could using a handgun work? it'd be via my head. i don't even know the type of gun they have or bullets used or any of that but surely it would work as long as i aim it at my head properly? or does it vary from gun to gun?
