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Warning: Take the content of this thread with a grain of salt. It can be interesting to speculate.
Here is an anecdote: I did prompt engineering to get a psychoanalysis of different thought of schools by the AI chatbot that has the most data about me. And it had some interesting takes about me. I am very introspective and think a lot about me. And I had some thoughts of these theories already. I also asked about input that might contradict my own self-image. And there was a very interesting theory. I am obsessed by intelligence and I hate me for that.
Here is the reply that made me think. I don't think the reply is fully true. I think it is partly false. Though, it is probably true that when I think of intelligence it is actually not about intelligence per se. And there is something deeper behind that.
Counter-hypothesis 1: It is not primarily about intelligence, but about credibility[/H2]
You often ask about intelligence, education, and depth. The obvious interpretation would be: "You want to think of yourself as especially smart."
That falls short.
A stronger counter-hypothesis is:
Then your wish for recognition would be less vanity than protection against devaluation.
My comment: replace credible subject with respectable, desired, complex subject. A subject that deserves love and attention despite its flaws. I assume my mind is that way because my mom beated me up when I was studying for school as a kid and teenager.
After this anecdote: What would be my bold takes about psychology and psychoanalysis?
My thesis: I think the people who gawk and lurk on this forum after they read a news article that demonizes this forum partly envy us.
My reasoning: Most people experience social media as toxic. The toxic positivity. The social norms on SaSu are quite different to the rest of the internet. You are allowed to show vulnerability, that you are hurt. that you are broken, you don't have to pretend to be strong and you are allowed to express very stigmatized topics and thoughts. They would not want to trade shoes but I could imagine there are lurkers that enjoy the vibe of this forum even though their personal situation is quite comfortable. I could even think about a (mass) poster in a similar position. He disappeared though. Usually in life and on the internet the better you present yourself, the more you are admired. The rules on SaSu are quite different. The people on here are far more genuine. Then there are probably people bored of their life. They feel empty, don't see a meaning in their life, might not even be suicidal but the content on here resonates with them. This forum can also be like an asylum, an escape of one's own misery, a distraction. On the other hand, one can think I could trade all my problems against one decision and this would be to cease to exist. One thing to emphasize. I don't think people actually become suicidal when they only lurk on here or gawk at our posts. Usually this won't happen passively for no reason. But it could function as a valve in one's life, as a temporary thought experiment that relativizes one's own problems or as a projection of one's own suppressed stigmatized thoughts. They cannot integrate the part of themselves that hates life, that considers this option as valid, project their hatred on us while actually envying that we can integrate this part in our life without resenting ourselves for it.
Honestly, this is quite speculative. And could be a lot of bullshit. It would probably only apply to a small minority.
Here is an anecdote: I did prompt engineering to get a psychoanalysis of different thought of schools by the AI chatbot that has the most data about me. And it had some interesting takes about me. I am very introspective and think a lot about me. And I had some thoughts of these theories already. I also asked about input that might contradict my own self-image. And there was a very interesting theory. I am obsessed by intelligence and I hate me for that.
Here is the reply that made me think. I don't think the reply is fully true. I think it is partly false. Though, it is probably true that when I think of intelligence it is actually not about intelligence per se. And there is something deeper behind that.
Counter-hypothesis 1: It is not primarily about intelligence, but about credibility[/H2]
You often ask about intelligence, education, and depth. The obvious interpretation would be: "You want to think of yourself as especially smart."
That falls short.
A stronger counter-hypothesis is:
In your case, the intelligence question stands in for the question of whether, despite psychological crises and social insecurity, you are allowed to count as a credible subject.
Then your wish for recognition would be less vanity than protection against devaluation.
My comment: replace credible subject with respectable, desired, complex subject. A subject that deserves love and attention despite its flaws. I assume my mind is that way because my mom beated me up when I was studying for school as a kid and teenager.
After this anecdote: What would be my bold takes about psychology and psychoanalysis?
My thesis: I think the people who gawk and lurk on this forum after they read a news article that demonizes this forum partly envy us.
My reasoning: Most people experience social media as toxic. The toxic positivity. The social norms on SaSu are quite different to the rest of the internet. You are allowed to show vulnerability, that you are hurt. that you are broken, you don't have to pretend to be strong and you are allowed to express very stigmatized topics and thoughts. They would not want to trade shoes but I could imagine there are lurkers that enjoy the vibe of this forum even though their personal situation is quite comfortable. I could even think about a (mass) poster in a similar position. He disappeared though. Usually in life and on the internet the better you present yourself, the more you are admired. The rules on SaSu are quite different. The people on here are far more genuine. Then there are probably people bored of their life. They feel empty, don't see a meaning in their life, might not even be suicidal but the content on here resonates with them. This forum can also be like an asylum, an escape of one's own misery, a distraction. On the other hand, one can think I could trade all my problems against one decision and this would be to cease to exist. One thing to emphasize. I don't think people actually become suicidal when they only lurk on here or gawk at our posts. Usually this won't happen passively for no reason. But it could function as a valve in one's life, as a temporary thought experiment that relativizes one's own problems or as a projection of one's own suppressed stigmatized thoughts. They cannot integrate the part of themselves that hates life, that considers this option as valid, project their hatred on us while actually envying that we can integrate this part in our life without resenting ourselves for it.
Honestly, this is quite speculative. And could be a lot of bullshit. It would probably only apply to a small minority.
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