ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
50
22 M from Europe
Shut-in for the past 5+ years
Would like to make non-judgemental friends that have similar interests/lives
My favourite things are: various Videogames (especially MMOs), Animals (cats!!!) and Music
Id love to hear about your hyperfixations/interests!
 
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Marbas

Marbas

Misery Loves Company
Feb 20, 2025
96
31f - AUDHD - Asexual Panromantic. From the US. I have OCD and PTSD. I have allergy OCD (I get panic attacks when I eat due to allergic reaction fears) and when I leave the house I get panic attacks. I also deal with SH and have an ED because the OCD makes it hard to eat. That being said I do have a therapist I see.

I live in faux leather jackets and boots. I'd like to think in another life I could have been in a band. However in this life I could never manage to learn a musical instrument. I recently got back into reading and I enjoy writing as well. Sometimes I like to paint and draw as well. I like videogames too. I like collecting vinyl records and books.

Some things in particular I like to just name some stuff - Yugioh, WWE, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Sonic the Hedgehog, Mario games, cozy games and indie games, A Hat in Time, Stardew Valley, Danganronpa series, FNAF, South Park,Final Fantasy games (I've been replaying X and X-2 here recently), Pokemon, Digimon, rock music, classic rock, metal, kpop, jpop and pop music.

I've been considering getting back into anime, manga and comics. Sailormoon, Inuyasha, Fruitsbaket, One Piece, Nana and Death Note to name drop some I've read/seen. Comics wise I enjoyed Batman, Nightwing, Fables and Sandman series.

You should be able to DM me. I also have discord.
 
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yesi

Faded
Nov 10, 2025
62
Hi all,

I'm 28M from northern England. I like rock, metal and indie music plus a bit of most genres.

I like tech and also like talking about things that I'm not familiar with so feel free to DM me to talk about your things or just chat the same old depression and vent talk.
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
476
Hi people! I'm Grog! I'm 30 and I'm from the US.
I have MDD, GAD, PTSD, ADHD, and anhedonia.
I want to help my anhedonia by meeting new friends with common interests and hobbies!

I am super into retro gaming. My favorite systems are probably the PS1, Game Boy/Color/Advance, NES, SNES, and Sega Saturn. But I love so many old systems! I like to emulate the games on my PC!
I play modern stuff too. I'm really into Clair Obscur Expedition 33 lately!

I really like anime and manga! Some of my favorites are Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Steins;Gate, Over the Top Gunbuster, Crayon Shin-Chan, Serial Experiments Lain, Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid, just to name a few.
I also love learning the Japanese language. I love Japanese culture in general!

I'd love to meet new friends that I can talk about these hobbies with! Feel free to DM me! 🙂
 
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Myheart4U

Myheart4U

Member
Nov 3, 2025
6
Hii, I'm a 21 year old transgirl from the US looking to make some friends. We can talk about anything and I'll try to respond, but I tend to overthink so dont take it as me ignoring you!! Not comfortable speaking so no calls for now.

I like drawing (only digital right now), video games, cats (I'm allergic :c), and music. I don't watch many shows or movies anymore but I do watch some anime. I want to get into photography and maybe learn guitar at some point. I'm going to start a garden next year so I'll also be getting into gardening.

I only use discord to communicate outside of family. Also, how do you DM on here? :p
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
243
21 y/o enby
i'm looking for company before i die i guess. my plan is by the end of the month (so within the next few weeks)
interests include: art, art history, music (broadly), animals, and horror, but i'll talk about anything really.
 
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nocatwaslost

nocatwaslost

free hugs
Dec 7, 2024
75
hope you don't get an allergic reaction from my reply, but just post some comments and do reactions and after a few days you will unlock the chat/pm function :)
Hii, I'm a 21 year old transgirl from the US looking to make some friends. We can talk about anything and I'll try to respond, but I tend to overthink so dont take it as me ignoring you!! Not comfortable speaking so no calls for now.

I like drawing (only digital right now), video games, cats (I'm allergic :c), and music. I don't watch many shows or movies anymore but I do watch some anime. I want to get into photography and maybe learn guitar at some point. I'm going to start a garden next year so I'll also be getting into gardening.

I only use discord to communicate outside of family. Also, how do you DM on here? :p
 
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methodologicrapture

New Member
Nov 1, 2025
3
hi i'm 18 she/her college student from the US west coast. i'm only diagnosed with depression & anxiety.

how soon i ctb depends on a circumstance in my life rn but its looking like before the year is over

basically all I do is read books these days to escape from reality, but we can talk abt conspiracy theories, philosophy, films, music, astrology, kpop ect i also used to do tennis and cheer. i want someone to vent with, talk abt ctb and talk abt shared interests.

i have discord too
hey, 20m, east coast us, depression / contemplating ctb, similar interests.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
423
Hi
I(m Babsie
26 year old female from Belgium.

I would like some female friends.

I like reading, gaming and making art.

Would love someone to chat with on a regular basis and maybe call sometimes on discord.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
586
38 M from Macedonia. (now called North Macedonia)

It would have been nice if there was someone else from my country here, but sadly it seems I'm the only lone Macedonian here 🥺😢
 
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sakakap

Member
Mar 26, 2024
75
21m, dutch, ace. hmu if you want to talk :)
 
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ineedsomerest

Member
Oct 27, 2025
15
hi everyone, I'm ant 29m from shithole toronto born and raised. I enjoy music production, philosophy, hiking, video games, cooking, weed. Looking for genuine friends, hopefully longterm. I have discord
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
190
Hiii, you can just call me Brains
I'm 24F from the UK - not sure how much longer I'll be here but it'd be nice to speak to more people and make some friends.

I'm honestly not sure what I enjoy anymore everything's been feeling kinda bland. I've always been a thrill seeker life always felt boring even before things got so bad. I like raves, partying, swinging, drinking and yeah drugs. My lifestyle is pretty chaotic but at least I'm upfront about it. In a weird way, the chaos keeps me here a little longer while I figure things out.

These are my hobbies and interests or they used to be, idk anymore - fashion, music, film, photography, video editing, digital art, singing, poetry, NFTs, anime, and reselling.

DM me if you want to talk more - I prefer Telegram but I also have Discord too
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
157
Hi, I'm stink, I'm 20-something F from poland and I've been severely depressed since age 12 and had suicidal thoughts since age 14. I'm looking for people to chat with and maybe become friends
Also I like the misfits guitarist Doyle Wolfgang von Frankenstein, I have an obsession with him. I would love to find people to play games with as well, especially Roblox especially with other women who enjoy it. It's funny and fun. Pls I'm so lonely, I need a gamerpal. I started playing Roblox this year with my friend who now ghosted me and it's really sad. We had a lot of fun on there. I just wanna replicate that...
 
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.lvldown

.lvldown

Unreal
Dec 9, 2019
34
Anyone want to be friends? Feel free to add me or send a message. I don't mind talking with anyone.

I'm 27 and trans (female to male), from Canada. I haven't really come out yet to anyone..

My main interests are gaming and drawing. I also love music, primarily alt, emo, metal and pop genres.
I am very introverted and don't get out. I'd love to meet some new people who want to keep in touch over the long term, play games with me, vent to eachother, or something like that. Tired of being lonely.
 
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an_alias

an_alias

Hi :)
Dec 21, 2020
153
my name is Ryan! asexual and proud. if you like:
  • Literature: Italo Calvino, David Foster Wallace, Walt Whitman/adjacent transcendentalist writers e.g. Edward Carpenter, WWI war poetry, Rumi, Kuzhali Manickavel, Arundathi Roy, Oscar Wilde
  • (normie) Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers, TWICE, ILLIT, Beabadoobee, Japanese Breakfast, Coldplay, Faye Wong
  • (slightly weirder) Music: Animal Collective/Panda Bear, Beach House, Spacemen 3, Pavement, Bark Psychosis, Lightning Bolt, Hella, Gang Gang Dance, John Frusciante, Battles, Dot Hacker, The Durutti Column, Tortoise, Built to Spill, The Flaming Lips, Tim Hecker, Boredoms, Interpol, The Velvet Underground, Talking Heads, Dinosaur Jr
  • Movies: Barton Fink, Lost in Translation, Wings of Desire—but also low-brow Apatow stuff like Superbad :p
  • STEM, especially computer science and Linux wizardry
  • linguistics
then shoot me a DM! personalitywise I'm an ISTJ with very high Fe, love hearing abt people's day and life stories ^^
 
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alixisbonez

alixisbonez

Member
Nov 15, 2025
29
Hi I'm Alix I'm 21 ftm
I like writing and drawing I'm into vkei music and fashion Jirai danshi/ kei style fashion as well tho I'm broke as fuck so I keep it to music bc that's free 😁
I have bpd chronic suicidal ideation., anxiety and depression was on medication I'm not anymore so yay
I like to talk about music or anything really I like to listen
 
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ibewguy

ibewguy

Tell me why the highs always feel so low
Nov 16, 2025
5
30m FL/US
I choose where I travel for work. I don't have much support in my personal life. Going through a divorce. Looking for someone reliable to go back and forth with through the days. Open to IRL hangout. Preferably dont want to talk to people with more than a 3-4 year age difference. My account is new so I can't PM yet. Open to talking to males or females of a similar age. Metal music fans hit me up. Music fans in general. I listen to a bit of everything and have a really Open mind when it comes to music. I appreciate it all.
 
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natsuobun

natsuobun

Soda Beast
Nov 17, 2025
25
Helllooooooo My name is Taffy and Im 18 Years old Im Looking forward to meet a Lot of new people as I like talking But not sure How to put My thoughts into the right words so It all comes out as complete NONSENSE so Bare with that ... Im Also FTM so If any of you guys are Trans too Id be more than happy To have you as my friend !!! I have a handful of hobbies Such as art, Music, Fashion and always trying Out new stuff Such as drinks and sweets ! Also nitro chiral Games which Are visual novels AND a lot of anime, MOBA games .... My taste in music Is very diverse Id say so say it Aint so Sorry the weezer got to me I Like a lot of bands such as Joyce Manor, Black country, New road , Weezer Of course, Sadness, Planning for Burial, of Montreal, Title fight, MOBO, The front bottom, Self, Radiohead, Have A Nice Life, Birds Fear Death, The scallywags, Far apart, American Football, Carcass, Plastic tree, BUCK-TICK, Malice Mizer ETC

I live In romania and Its so Freakin boring here Might be just cause Im in the Buttfuck of Nowhere but thats what I think man
Im Still planning on the date to CTB but Its not that soon So do not worry !!! That was a little funny okay
Im Suspecting some Kinda personality disorder Along with BPD Im pretty all over the place and Hyper and Dont take things THAT Seriously but Im still nice and Kind

My schedule is Pretty free so Feeeeel free to text Me anytime I dont bite
PEACE OUT
 
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shiftingtendons

shiftingtendons

( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒) they/them
Nov 15, 2025
67
halloo ^_^ I'm Cap, enby they/them, I'm 19 (turning 20 in two months!), and I'm brazilian!

Here's some of my interests:

- Books: Specially danmei! Currently reading 2ha, already read all MXTX books

- Games: I LOVE THE DRAKENGARD/NIER SERIES, FEAR AND HUNGER AND UMAMUSUME!!! + Needy Streamer Overload, Hades, Persona 5, PJSK, Cookie Run, YTTD, and more!!!

- Anime: Lots and lots of anime! but i specially REALLYYYY LOVEEEEE orb: on the movements of the earth! also apothecary diaries, chiikawa and mononoke!!! 🩷🩷🩷

- Music: I listen to a little bit of everything! but i loveeeeee vocaloid, mitski, and goth

I would really appreciate if you sent me a conversation instead of a dm because mine is currently buggy (??) so we can exchange discord !
 
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sanctionme93

Member
Nov 18, 2025
50
Hi I'm James 32m here looking for short term friends I'm currently waiting for my SN to be delivered and honestly I just spend my days doing nothing but waiting for it I'm a navy vet from the US in Virginia if that matters. Looking forward to this all being over.
 
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natsuobun

natsuobun

Soda Beast
Nov 17, 2025
25
halloo ^_^ I'm Cap, enby they/them, I'm 19 (turning 20 in two months!), and I'm brazilian!

Here's some of my interests:

- Books: Specially danmei! Currently reading 2ha, already read all MXTX books

- Games: I LOVE THE DRAKENGARD/NIER SERIES, FEAR AND HUNGER AND UMAMUSUME!!! + Needy Streamer Overload, Hades, Persona 5, PJSK, Cookie Run, YTTD, and more!!!

- Anime: Lots and lots of anime! but i specially REALLYYYY LOVEEEEE orb: on the movements of the earth! also apothecary diaries, chiikawa and mononoke!!! 🩷🩷🩷

- Music: I listen to a little bit of everything! but i loveeeeee vocaloid, mitski, and goth

I would really appreciate if you sent me a conversation instead of a dm because mine is currently buggy (??) so we can exchange discord !
Haaaaai you seem Really cool and I also like P5 !!!! And always wanted to play YTTD so Ill probably play it SOON After multiple attempts of mine And getting so bored with it then quitting BUT I HAVE HOPE! Usagi sooo cute ....
 
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Sucsarius

Sucsarius

Cursed Knight
Nov 10, 2025
18
Hi! You can call me Koi. I'm 19M from Brazil. Not totally sure about my sexuality yet. Probably heterosexual or bisexual. A bit about what I'm into:

Games:
My favorite game is osu! I'm also into metroidvanias and PS2-style games. I don't play a huge variety, but I love watching other people play while we talk.

Sports:
Quite a fan of soccer and volleyball. I usually practice alone so I don't feel like a burden to others.

Music:
I like everything: breakcore, k-pop, rock, instrumental, EDM... you name it. Death metal is my favorite though.

Shows:
I don't watch a lot of movies, TV shows, anime, or manga, but sometimes I give them a shot. I'm kinda picky.

Other Stuff:
Every week or so I fall into a new niche rabbit hole. Panchiko, cave diving, fishing, mahjong, Touhou, Rubik's cubes, etc. They show up fast and disappear just as quick.

Feel free to DM me! My english might be a bit scuffed, though. If I take a while to answer, I'm probably just overthinking things.
 
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TidalWaves

TidalWaves

Member
Nov 18, 2025
10
Hello,

I am Tidal. I am 26F from Costa Rica. I love rock / metal / goth music, videogames, books and entomology. I am a bit shy but with trust I simply don't shut up lol
DMs are open. I think I need a bit of a distraction from the stuff that's been messing me a lot though I am not sure how much I have left
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
157
Hello,

I am Tidal. I am 26F from Costa Rica. I love rock / metal / goth music, videogames, books and entomology. I am a bit shy but with trust I simply don't shut up lol
DMs are open. I think I need a bit of a distraction from the stuff that's been messing me a lot though I am not sure how much I have left
Hi tidal I'm stink, I can't pm you but I would like to chat with you I'm also 26
 
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alwayspissedoff

alwayspissedoff

tattered & torn
Aug 10, 2025
38
hi, I've never done one of these so let's see how it goes.

I'm a 19M from Mexico. I have high functioning/level 1 autism, and well, I am here to vent and read what other people have to say.
Regarding my interests, I'm honestly kinda bad at showing them lol, but I like mostly metal music (mainly death, and alt), some rock I guess and videogame OST, and one or two songs of other genre that catches my attention.
I used to love fps games like CS and rhythm games like osu! or Geometry Dash (I beat bloodbath), but I left them in recent years for simpler games like Balatro or Tetris (I really love these 2) and games for retro consoles, I'm trying to get into the games I used to play, though.
I also love anything regarding tech and computers for as long as I can remember, specially retro things. I'm interested in low to mid level programming, and have made some homebrew for old consoles. And I have also recently fallen into the Linux rabbithole lol.

if anyone is also interested in the things I shared here, please don't hesitate to DM. I really need people who I can just speak about these things to. I have very few female friends too, so if anyone likes some of what I wrote here, reach out.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,167
so-lonely-family-why-dont-try-being-more-social
 
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scots

scots

Member
Nov 24, 2025
12
I'm 18 and a male from California. I've been homeschooled for years and I don't have any friends. I like music more than most people and my Discogs is 'YoureSoBoring' if you wish to check out some of the things I like (although, I would warn that I do like goregrind and there are numerous graphic album covers in my 'wantlist'). I like politics but have yet to read real theory or anything of the sorts (I have only read a couple books like The Holocaust Industry by Norman Finkelstein and such, so pretty basic stuff). I play bass guitar and electric guitar and love funk, metal, jazz, punk, ambient, noise, harsh noise, etc. I am also planning on applying to college (so I guess I'll see in March whether life is worth living or not as that's when college decisions come out), so feel free to talk about academic stuff as well (I plan to major in biochemistry). I am also interested in and want to learn other languages: Arabic, Chinese, Persian, Russian, French, Portuguese, Italian, etc. (I can only understand some Spanish and a little Arabic). Direct messages are open.
 
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679chocolates

679chocolates

hopeless romantic
Oct 1, 2024
30
helloo i'm 21m i'm currently in college for finance, i am currently a hikkikomori, but i want to get over my social anxiety one day, i love learning about new things and video games. i love music, as well as vkei and goth fashion. im looking forward to making friends :)
 
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astroproto

astroproto

and soon enough, i wont feel real
Nov 17, 2025
58
23 male here from SEA. I'm pretty boring and bad at conversations and I might take too long to reply. I'm also pretty dumb and ineloquent so I'm prob not your guy if you want to talk on a deeper level with stuff like politics or analyzing media. Don't really have any hobbies. I'm very slightly into entomology and mycology, mostly surface level.

Currently in college studying CS but probably about to flunk a second time because I'm lazy and have god awful attention span. Literally can't retain anything programming rn. I want to get better but it's all breaking my brain. I'm pretty chill, try to be funny when I can.

I like watching movies, mostly drama or comedy drama. Love Hirokazu Koreeda's stuff. My Letterboxd which I rarely update: https://letterboxd.com/Dysfunction_Al/. Hit me up with some melancholic European stuff like Compartment No 9 or TV Shows like Maniac. Rarely watch anime now but I love Sonny Boy.

Music, mostly midwest or just emo (not screamo, favorites are Sorority Noise and CSH) but really anything catchy to my ears regardless of genre. A while ago, mostly math rock (toe, a picture of her, Covet, TTNG). Prefer mostly chill stuff rn. My last.fm: https://www.last.fm/user/Dysfunction_Al. Also anything Yorushika.

I like video games. Love me some online co-op especially ones that need communication (We Were Here) though I haven't been able to VC recently. Or just like DRG, Ravenswatch. Also puzzle games like Escape Simulator. I haven't been able to finish much single-player games though Silksong kind of broke that recently. Hyper Light Drifter's probably my favorite game for the combat/exploration until Silksong. Night in the Woods for most relatable. I also liked Disco Elysium and been hoping to play more games that read like a novel since I can't read actual ones with my attention span.

Musicals. Most played currently is Octet. Love Amelie (West End), Great Comet, Hadestown, Company.

If it matters to you, I'm agnostic, don't really like labels but I guess I'm bisexual and mostly gay-leaning. Hoping for something honest and open, don't really like masking with politeness.
 
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