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Require_love

Awkwardly social due to spicy grey matter
Apr 20, 2025
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Hello. Require_love here, 19M here. I'm currently in medical school, and I'm trying to be a doctor soon! I like to paint, cook and sing. I'd love to get to know people better.
Hello 👋I am 20 y/o male from East Coast USA

I still want to live (i think) but I'm off an on. Reading on this website fills me with heavy sadness, but like also a sense of together-ness that I love.

I'm currently in college, studying Psychology and Sociology. I'm not really that invested in academics, I just got a free military scholorship from my dead father. I usually play alot of games, but I'm decently interested in photography and video games. Recent obsessions, in the realm of video games, have been Baldur's Gate 3 (lovely TTRPG brought to life in 3D by Larian studios), Dispatch (Choice based game centered around superhero's in the eyes of someone working at the agency), and Cyberpunk 2077 (FPS story game centered in the heart of Night City, a world in the cyberpunk asethetic). I'm not very good at describing myself, as I have really bad self-imagry, but this post is like the best i've done in like a decade....

My reason for posting is that I just wanna develop a more personal relationship with people I feel uniquely connected to. I want to learn your stories, what brought you here, and how you are traveling. I also could use non-paywalled human connection that will not get me sent to a ward <3
Don't mind me, but those are quite the fields for someone who doesn't like academics. I can feel the need for non paywalled human connection- I mean even YouTube let's me see videos after twenty ads! (YouTube can be called a place for human connection.... I guess. It lets you know other humans exist)
 
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starryend

starryend

Forsaken
Dec 6, 2025
45
Heya, I'm Starryend (she/her), I'm 29! I'm a big fan of JRPGs, anime, and rock music, and I'm happy to make friends and chat about anything really. Feel free to DM!
 
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indianachrome

indianachrome

Member
Nov 1, 2025
68
Greetings everyone. I'm Indianachrome and rotting in bed today. I'm 45 M and former successful and professional guy who had life just go to shit. I like architecture, pearl jam, and traveling the world. Traveling hasn't happened so much since health went south recently.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
700
28 Male, neopian even though all my neopets are starving, imp friend, stupid gay dog, gamer that has a 12k pc but only plays pixelated shit, pretty horrible friend to be honest. wanna talk? shoot me a message
 
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Oreki

Member
Nov 25, 2025
55
Death is my only friend and pain is my father
 
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keroppi4406

keroppi4406

Member
Oct 27, 2025
17
Hi!🤗 I'm 19F I'm puerto rican but live and grew up in western Massachusetts. I kind of stopped doing some of my hobbies once my depression got pretty bad 😅 but somethings that I like are going hiking, sightseeing, cooking, going to the mall, language learning, working out, anime, and I don't listen to music very often, but I like some latin music, some metal music, and I'm a huge Michael Jackson fan! I grew up homeschooled in a Christian family (I'm a pastor's kid lol) but I am now atheist. I'm not into politics so I'm not leftist or right, just neutral somewhere in-between. I'm very kind and I really want a friend that can understand me and that I can listen too. I'm definitely going to ctb and most likely in a year or two until I can move out to NH. I would prefer someone to be around the same area as me. Someone around my age between 19 to 30.
 
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awkward

awkward

Member
Dec 27, 2024
29
hi 18f from us
i have 0 friends, im awkward and its hard to find a connection but i would like to try still but i apologize if i am dumb sounding, im not a smart brainy type of person if that is what ur looking for
i am interested in music but i like learning about people and just talking in general or watching movies, i miss talking to someone and having a friend
i might be kinda paranoid i isolate myself for that reason but i want to try to be better
i would hate to get attached and lose someone dear to me, if you are planning to ctb soon please do not reach out to me to be friends

message me anytime anyone :x
 
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peabrains20

Totes Fleisch x_x
Oct 7, 2025
25
Hey I'm 18 and planning to CTB before 2026 as I can't bear another year lol. I like music of all genres (if it sounds good to me!) and I'd like to talk to somebody who wants to CTB before the new year as well.
 
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breathingblues

breathingblues

Dream alive...
Aug 14, 2025
38
Hey! PS here, and someone who wants to live if even a little bit. I'm very friendly and helpful and caring, and definitely have ears open to hear you and talk. 22, male.

Feel free to message me. I'm into a ton of things, music, philosophy, intellectualism, history, anthropology, games, sports (cycling), art in general, visual arts, graphics design so you can talk to me about anything haha.
 
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Pati

Pati

Głupia Kurwa
Dec 13, 2025
5
Hii
I'm a 24 yo trans fem from Poland.
I mostly sit on my ass and watch youtube all day, but if I had any friends I'd be interested in playing some TTRPGs and stuff (probably VTM)
I'm really patient with people, so don't be afraid of saying anything weird while we talk.

I would say I've got other hobbies, but I didn't really pursue any of them for quite some time, so idk

That's about it

Hope you have a nice day
 
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ikigaimg

ikigaimg

Member
Oct 30, 2023
34
Hi, I'm a 22F woman from Poland. I have social anxiety and depression. My main hobby is reading books of every genre, and I also play a couple of games. I like Lana Del Rey, Charli XCX, and AURORA :)
 
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Blue_

Blue_

Damaged.
Nov 26, 2025
11
Greetings,
I'm 26F from western Europe and I suffer from social anxiety and depression. Discussing can be a challenge for me as I'm not the best with words, so if you are not afraid of awkward moments do not hesitate to contact me. We could talk about our hobbies or whatever you want.
 
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Mothz

Mothz

she/her
Oct 26, 2025
35
HOWDY!!
I am 18 yr old Transfem college student who loves art, mainly things like drawing and 3d art but also trying to get into music. I recently have been playing Roblox and watching MLP. I am trying to recover once more from my suicidal tendencies and am looking for other people who are in the same recovery mindset as me. I do not care about age, gender, ethnicity, etc. I just wanna talk to people, if that sounds good to you then start a PM conversation with me!! :D

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Rust

Rust

Member
Aug 28, 2024
79
I'd like to give this a try while I still have the ability. I'm 30M and have some spare time until next year. I want to try and make a friend where I don't have to hide behind false pretenses. I have a boring personality but my life has been eventful, so I've got some interesting stories to tell. But in general, I'm quiet and not really opinionated. For some reason, I enjoy depressing things and have a somewhat cynical sense of humour. Damage wise, I've only ever been diagnosed with MDD, but I also believe I suffer from agoraphobia, though it's not nearly as bad as it used to be a few years ago. I'm not the most social person, but I guess the stagnation of life is getting to me, so I'd like to meet at least one like minded person in this lifetime.
 
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rott3nfi1th

rott3nfi1th

Member
Nov 18, 2025
6
Figured I'll try this because I don't have many friends.
I'm a 25 year old male from the western United States.
My hobbies mostly are video games, reading, and doom scrolling
I'm diagnosed with OCD, MDD, and Health Anxiety
Still on the fence about CTB, but if I do I'm probably going to wait till my 30's.
Feel free to PM me I'm always looking for more people to game, or chat with.
 
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jamesies

jamesies

coydog
Apr 8, 2025
17
hello! im a 21 yr old trans man* and from the portland, oregon area. im a wildlife biology and forestry management major. i do both illustration and photography. i love the outdoors, and im an amateur naturalist.

i want to be a professor when im older, despite the fact that im on here, i still have aspirations somehow and i intend to hold onto them even if theyre lofty. i take a particular interest in wildlife pathology, shrubland ecology, and interpretive education :) i love birds and birding, my favorite bird is a puffin and my favorite animal is a coyote

i suffer from a cocktail of different physical and mental health issues, but notably OCD and CPTSD, as well as autism. i am in the process of being diagnosed with narcolepsy/idiopathic hypersomnia as well, and i have a rare progressive disease that we dont yet know the cause of.

i have a pet ball python, her name is trix. i like rain world, kirby, pikmin, splatoon, and a lot of other stuff. i like playing roblox too lol

ive always felt as though suicide would, inevitably, be how i die. im not distressed about this, it just feels like a fact of life. ive been suicidal since i was about 9 years old. im not sure when its going to happen, but i love talking to people and i love meeting new people and i want to try and maximize the amount of joy I can experience before i CTB

*im not really sure what gender i am, but im medically transitioning and present as a man in pretty much every social context
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Student
Jun 11, 2025
116
Hi

I'm 21 NB and from the US. Some of my hobbies are crocheting, reading, journaling, playing one game lol, watching short documentaries on YouTube, exploring nature, and biking if I was able to buy myself one again lol.

I have bipolar 1 and I have minor agoraphobia that I am working on but I still don't get out much and I have no friends irl. It'd be nice to have someone to talk about our days and interests and stuff like that and get to know each other since it Is hard for me to get out. I can be very social it is just a barrier with me that stops me sometimes.
 
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adachichichi

adachichichi

New Member
Dec 12, 2025
1
Hey
26M from Canada, Caucasian
I tend to just play random games like solitaire, megabonk, old COD games, minecraft,, etc, just various time sinks
My main time sink has been playing Vanilla World of Warcraft
I also am a diagnosed autistic, and a NEET
I have no IRL friends and I find my online friendships to always be fleeting, I don't really have a best friend anymore after mine died from cancer back in 2019
I am a virgin who has never had a girlfriend, this and how fucked up the world is, are why I am on this forum
 
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Unknown4

Member
Nov 7, 2022
41
Longtime lurker,

34F UK (I had to Google my age ) family disappointment who never succeeded in anything.
My teen years feel like a blur due to being in and out of the psych wards, hence why I forget my age sometimes.

I enjoy deep meaning conversations, dark humour, reading, watching true crime shows, tattoos (I have several, 1 full arm sleeve and 1 half sleeve more pending)

Feel free to shoot me a message
 
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DeusVult

DeusVult

Death Fetish
Aug 18, 2024
59
I desperately need an IRL friend in Slovakia or Czechia Q_Q
 
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MyLastTour

MyLastTour

Member
Dec 6, 2025
26
Greetings, 20m from Australia.

I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing with myself, my life, or really what I want anymore. To spare a long story, a mental health crisis from a few years back fucked me up so hard that I get a mental block planning for anything more than like six months out from now. No idea how long I'll be around for, but right now's okay, and that's about as much as I can ask for.

I'm hopefully looking into some kind of entry level mental health role sometime soonish. Being able to help others suffer a little less is one reason I'm sticking around for a bit longer than the rationale part of me says to, so maybe that sort of a job will tide me over.

I love martial arts, drugs, and media (especially anime and manga, but also literature and films). If any of that sounds cool to you, hmu.

My autism is nomadic — I have no one interest that will haunt long enough to be something worthwhile or useful to any fields, but goddamn could I yap to you.
 
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littleearthquakes

littleearthquakes

Member
Apr 10, 2024
78
Hi, I'm 34M. I like deep honest no bs conversations about anything and everything, especially people and society in general. I don't think I'll ctb anytime soon, but I can't be sure.

I'm very analytical, but sometimes I over-anylize. I'm more of a listener than a talker, but I do ramble and ramble sometimes. I like dark humor, and toxic positivity is my kryptonite.

Feel free to PM me.
Hey! You don't seem to have PMs available. Do you use Discord or anything like that?
 
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akrahcuk

New Member
Jun 3, 2025
1
I desperately need an IRL friend in Slovakia or Czechia Q_Q
Hey, although I'm a rather awkward person, not particularly good with people, nor do I know how to make friends with them, if you ever occur in Prague and have nothing better to do, perhaps we could think something out
 
DeusVult

DeusVult

Death Fetish
Aug 18, 2024
59
Hey, although I'm a rather awkward person, not particularly good with people, nor do I know how to make friends with them, if you ever occur in Prague and have nothing better to do, perhaps we could think something out
Hi, I'll be moving to Prague this month probably. What contact do you have?
 
TorturedCerebrum

TorturedCerebrum

Member
Nov 13, 2025
11
Hey,

I'm 20m university student from the western US (but studying across country), studying math + neuroscience. Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not, or at least don't feel, smart at all lol. I used to be sociable and have some friends, but it hasn't been that way in 3+ years.

For hobbies, I sometimes play video games like val and osu, although not as much as I used to. Down to try any other game though. I watch all forms of media (anime/tv/movies etc.). My favorite anime is Welcome to the NHK, a bit cliche but what can I say... watched it 3 years ago and still rewatch episodes sometimes. I used to play soccer, but now I only watch that and basketball a lot. I listen to a lot of music and the rest of the time I'm either sleeping, dissociating or studying.

Not planning to CTB soon, but i've just felt dull and void for a long time now. If you want to do anything in general, whether just talk/message or play a game, feel free to PM here or on discord.
 
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Dome42315

Dome42315

Member
May 1, 2024
22
Hi all!

I'm a 27m medical student in the USA. I've been lurking on Sasu for over a year, but I've decided to start posting some more. I made a few friends from DMing people who have posted on this thread, and I really enjoy their company, so I thought it was my turn to post here!

My main hobbies currently are food and video games (and anime in the past). I love all sorts of cuisines and types of food, and I've been trying to learn how to cook more advanced stuff. Unfortunately, I decided to start with Classical French, which I don't have the mental energy for, so it's taking a while to learn. I'm also a huge fan of most game genres. I play stuff ranging from League and EU4 to Stardew Valley and Terraria. I also used to watch a lot of anime in the past, but I mostly read manga now. I like many genres for anime/manga too, but romcoms are usually my favorite!

Feel free to DM me whether or not we share hobbies or anything. I welcome all!

Looking forward to talking with you all!
 
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DeadbeatDaughter

DeadbeatDaughter

Button eyes
Jan 23, 2025
10
I'm Abi, 19F, I'm in the U.S I play a LOOOT of genshin and some Roblox and pony land. I'm looking for friends my age, I struggle with SH, I'm kinda goth/alt ish 😭 I have 12 piercings. I love a webtoon called ghost eyes, I love Undertale and some anime (FLCL, NGE, Souleater) I have alot of books I used to read a lot but I struggle to do it nowadays so I'd love to talk about books. My absolute favorite book is The Night Circus
Novel Erin Morgenstern and Hannibal rising by Thomas Harris. I like the show too ! I'm looking to just talk to someone alot. Open to calls but I don't have alot of time to play games, would love to read books with someone and talk about them or something, some motivation to get back into reading or something. I dunno 🫠
 
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justanotherbody

justanotherbody

The Forgotten
Dec 18, 2025
35
I'll drop something here, too, I suppose.

I'm 34, male, from west coast USA. Open to any form of human connection.
I like drawing, painting, cooking, writing, baking, playing guitar, and making video games.

I play a wide variety of games, almost entirely single player. Some of my favorites, in no particular order: The Witcher 3, Cyberpunk 2077, Elden Ring, Dark Souls, Sekiro, Dragon's Dogma, Shadow of the Colossus, Persona 5, Legend of Zelda, and Prey. Currently playing Tainted Grail: Fall of Avalon.

I love reading, exclusively fiction. Genres I enjoy are horror, thriller, fantasy, weird fiction, and sci fi. Currently reading Satantango by Laszlo Krasznahorkai.

Feel free to message about anything and everything, should you so desire. I can be a pleasant conversationalist.
 
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Rodion

New Member
Dec 12, 2025
2
Hey, I'm 27 living in the US. Looking for people for idk what, but I like games, music, and reading. Hit me up
 
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