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calicocat07

calicocat07

Chronically sucky
Sep 29, 2025
28
Hi! Im calicocat

- im 18, a collage student, I go by she/her ig

- lives in the u.s

- looking for a nerdy friend (guy/girl i dont care as long as we can nerd out and keep it mutal)

- im a huge star wars fan, I like breaking bad and sopranos, I love horror movies, etc i like some sci fi and im trying to get into star trek.
- I like to collect creepy stuff and listen to industrial music
- im an artist, I play roblox, I dont go out much lol

- dms are always open to chat, I also have discord
 
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snow_in_summer

snow_in_summer

眠い
Jul 26, 2025
31
Hey there,

I'm 32M British., Generally speaking I like anime, manga, games. Movies, horror, all that sort of stuff. In terms of TV shows I really liked True Detective, Breaking Bad, The Sopranos. I like walks / hiking and just being cozy without pressure and enjoying nature. I used to be big into visual novels and imageboards and all that kind of thing. I have a hard time sometimes between my job and the just underlying depression stuff that I've dealt with for a long time, but I'm trying to hang in there. I really enjoy cooking too but it's just finding the energy to do it, honestly.

I do tend to fixate and just switch between whatever thing captivates me most at any set time, but If any of you want to talk any sort of stuff feel free to message me - I like to think outside of the obvious I'm pretty easy going so I'm always willing to listen to anyone.

I can't really DM any of you right now because I don't have enough posts but it'd be good to talk to some of you.
 
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Ladyybugged

Ladyybugged

𝑺𝒂𝒉𝒂𝒓 <3
Oct 21, 2025
63
um hai, i'm Sahar (she/her)

i'm 19 & from India. I'm a musician (a bad one). i like hello kitty and pink stuff ig.
i'm not sure why i'm on this thread, but i'm about to ctb by the end of this month so i'd like to just talk to people until then.
my dms are always open to anyone, and my discord is the same as my username here. hmu if you want <3
 
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Loaf

Member
Oct 15, 2025
5
I don't really wanna say much in this site for now but...
ythlsnova
 
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brokenboy

Member
May 17, 2023
12
Hello!! I am a 22yr old trans woman, looking for someone anyone to talk too!! I suffer from bpd, oud, depression, anxiety, and panic disorder, so it can be hard for me to make friends sometimes on regular forums. I was hoping to find people here who understand and know what it is like to live like this. I am super kind, compassionate, caring, and try to be funny when I am not too sad :( Anyway just having someone to be there and chat with maybe get to know, watch movies, or even just sit in silence together to keep each other company might help pass the time and deal with my chronic loneliness. I am here if anyone is interested and I promise to be super loving and kind to anyone who's willing to spend time with me <33 men or women are all welcome!! I live in Texas so if you're hoping to talk to someone local that's where I am based. I would greatly appreciate it just to have someone there who won't judge me for being so broken and who I can cry to if necessary 😢 If interested dm me for discord or telegram!! I don't have any ulterior motives, just genuinely want a friend who is non judgmental and will be there for me when I am hurting and alone 😔🥺
Hi! Im calicocat

- im 18, a collage student, I go by she/her ig

- lives in the u.s

- looking for a nerdy friend (guy/girl i dont care as long as we can nerd out and keep it mutal)

- im a huge star wars fan, I like breaking bad and sopranos, I love horror movies, etc i like some sci fi and im trying to get into star trek.
- I like to collect creepy stuff and listen to industrial music
- im an artist, I play roblox, I dont go out much lol

- dms are always open to chat, I also have discord
Hi Calicocat!! I am 22 mtf (she/they) so hope not too old lol. I'm based in us too and love star wars, & braking bad as well so maybe youd be interested in chatting? if you want to talk on discord dm me & I'll happily provide me username there :))
 
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slamjoetry

slamjoetry

Nobody likes you when you're 23
Apr 19, 2024
101
Hey guys 👋 My name's Joe and I'm 24M and American. My passion is film, especially horror and sci-fi movies, but I also like video games, rock music, and basketball. I'm suicidal and planning on ctb someday but don't have a definitive date yet. In the meantime, I'm looking for people to talk to, so I'm not so trapped inside my own head. I live alone and have zero friends and I genuinely think my sanity is starting to slip. Please don't be afraid to hit me up if you wanna talk about anything I've listed here, or anything else at all really! I promise I'm "chill af" as the kids say
 
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oxarith

oxarith

Member
Oct 22, 2025
6
hey people I'm 18 years old I'm looking towards making new friends that I will talk in a regular basis there is some information about me

interests: I'm into conspiracy theories, true crime, firearms and explosives. I enjoy researching about drugs and their affects on people. I also like homesteading and I will be breeding rabbits and sheep soon.

hobbies: I like to do hikes, hunting small animals and eating pretty much everything I hunt. I like collecting bones and teeth I'm currently researching about taxidermy. I like watching disturbing horror movies as well. I play videogames and watch anime from time to time too.

I'm looking for people who are open minded, curious, and don't shy away from deep or unusual topics. If that's you, feel free to send a message I'd love to chat and get to know someone who understands these interests. your age background or political beliefs doesn't matter to me if you like talking feel free to text me
 
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brokenboy

Member
May 17, 2023
12
hey people I'm 18 years old I'm looking towards making new friends that I will talk in a regular basis there is some information about me

interests: I'm into conspiracy theories, true crime, firearms and explosives. I enjoy researching about drugs and their affects on people. I also like homesteading and I will be breeding rabbits and sheep soon.

hobbies: I like to do hikes, hunting small animals and eating pretty much everything I hunt. I like collecting bones and teeth I'm currently researching about taxidermy. I like watching disturbing horror movies as well. I play videogames and watch anime from time to time too.

I'm looking for people who are open minded, curious, and don't shy away from deep or unusual topics. If that's you, feel free to send a message I'd love to chat and get to know someone who understands these interests. your age background or political beliefs doesn't matter to me if you like talking feel free to text me
hi there!! couldn't see your pm, because I think your account is private, so I followed you to see if that'll help <3
 
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telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
350
30M, Canada/Toronto area, loves watching movies, making music or having deep conversations about any number of things.
 
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deadbeatpoet

deadbeatpoet

The Figless
Jun 27, 2025
12
NB 30-ish (give or take a year, I just say 30 'cause it's easy at this point). Midwest. Sometimes I am a musician & writer. No I do not publish. I like horror and movies and music and games and books and I'm actively looking to CTB soon. I have C-PTSD and BPD and Bipolar I and I don't have a lot of friends or family IRL. I am divorced and in college and have a few part time jobs. I mostly don't leave the house outside of that anymore. I smoke a lot of weed. Otherwise sober. That's about it.
 
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AngelTear

AngelTear

Dead before 30
Oct 27, 2025
57
HEY hey! I'm a non-binary 24 year old and from the southeast USA (bible belt). I am diagnosed with major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety which I haven't been treated for my entire life. My living situation is hopeless and I dislike my family. I do plan on leaving this life before my birthday or at the very least before I turn 30.

Interests: Language learning, art, video games, animals, collecting, dolls, fashion, and horror.

Hobbies: Gaming and making art

What I'm looking for: Someone who finally understand me for real and can understand why I got to the conclusion of wanting to end my life. I can have a conversation of any kind whether it's surface level or a deep discussion and I'm open to talking about most things, especially my interests. I'm always down to have a gaming partner for the online multiplayer games I have (specifically L4D2.) I don't have anything to do most days so I have a lot of free time and a lot of boredom and I would prefer regular contact :3
 
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TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
53
Heyo. You can call me Star, I'm 22 and go by she/they pronouns i guess. I suffer from BPD, depression, and anxiety which I haven't ever gotten treatment for. I feel like I've reached the end of my rope and wasted my entire life up until now where I have nothing left. I do plan on leaving and returning to my place among the stars within the next year or at least before I turn 25.

My interests: Astronomy, Pokemon, sea creatures, Roblox (Yeah, I know.), Battle For Dream Island, anime, old video games

Hobbies: art, graphic design, and animation

I just want to meet people who can understand what I'm going through and can have deep conversations with. I'm also looking for people I can just have casual chats about my interests with.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
154
Heyo. You can call me Star, I'm 22 and go by she/they pronouns i guess. I suffer from BPD, depression, and anxiety which I haven't ever gotten treatment for. I feel like I've reached the end of my rope and wasted my entire life up until now where I have nothing left. I do plan on leaving and returning to my place among the stars within the next year or at least before I turn 25.

My interests: Astronomy, Pokemon, sea creatures, Roblox (Yeah, I know.), Battle For Dream Island, anime, old video games

Hobbies: art, graphic design, and animation

I just want to meet people who can understand what I'm going through and can have deep conversations with. I'm also looking for people I can just have casual chats about my interests with.
Do you have discord?
 
supergold#2

supergold#2

sapphic, suicidal, and stupid
Oct 20, 2024
86
hi, 29f here (will be 30 next month), and i'm from utah, usa!
currently on disability/unemployed due to multiple concurrent mental health issues, so most of my time is spent alone at home.
i enjoy playing guitar, and have even been in several touring bands over the years, though these days i mostly just jam in my bedroom lmao
i also really enjoy live music, i really enjoy hardcore/metalcore/deathcore/beatdown etc. but ALSO miserable depressed acoustic lesbian music lmao
i'm also a (retired) chef, 14 years in the industry, and at my peak was the executive sous chef of a fine dining spot in alaska (of which i have MANY stories lmao)
outside of that, i tend to read A LOT of pubmed/pubchem articles about my various diagnosis, and like, i really don't know why tbh
my political views are that of marxist-leninist-maoism (i also fucking hate deng xiaoping and xi jinpeng for this reason), and have spent a good amount of my life working with community organizations such as tenants unions, community bail funds, grassroots initiatives, etc.
but yeah, if you're in southern utah plz say hi!
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
124
Hey! I'm a 20-year-old brazilian male. Things I like include gaming, old music, anime, cinema, poetry and reading in general. I believe any topic is interesting as long as there's passion involved. Suicidal with no specific date in mind. Yes, I'm deeply pessimistic and have come to the conclusion that life is ultimately not worthwhile. Still, I can feel pleasure, no matter how illusory, and many things I do distract me from death. Hope to find someone, brazilian or not, to talk with about any topic, about suicide and about life in general.
 
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methodologicrapture

New Member
Nov 1, 2025
3
20m, east coast US here! majoring in one of the many crayon-eating (business) fields in college because family decided I should.

I like anime, video games, ttrpgs, and nature. I also play the electric guitar, and I have strugged with suicidal ideation for a long time. I would consider myself "alt" or, I guess "emo" though I hate titles like that. Even so, it's the closest to how I dress and present myself and stuff so whatever. I also struggled with an ED in the past, and I'm still working on maintaining a healthy weight. If anyone wants to chat hmu and we can discuss whatever :)
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
27
hi i'm 18 she/her college student from the US west coast. i'm only diagnosed with depression & anxiety.

how soon i ctb depends on a circumstance in my life rn but its looking like before the year is over

basically all I do is read books these days to escape from reality, but we can talk abt conspiracy theories, philosophy, films, music, astrology, kpop ect i also used to do tennis and cheer. i want someone to vent with, talk abt ctb and talk abt shared interests.

i have discord too
 
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strawberrydino

strawberrydino

Member
Sep 17, 2023
38
19nb, us

not the best replier on this website so if i dont reply its not intentional.

i like val(not good at it), art, math. chronically online, more than average person less than average here probably. crazy pms ing which is when i end up here. likely have bpd(dropped my therapist), definitely have anxiety. mostly recovered, dont even sh anymore. not the best person to talk to if u plan to ctb.

kind of just looking for a casual talk partner(near my age demographic) when down with occasional texts back and forth. i have irl friends but its weird to talk abt sh and stuff with them they cant relate.

please dont expect to much.
 
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679chocolates

679chocolates

Member
Oct 1, 2024
24
hello i'm 20m and am currently in college. i don't have a single friend but i would love people to talk to, i love chainsaw man and pc games and learning new things, i love music like nujabes and poison girlfriend. im open to talking about anything i love seeing new perspectives or learning about new hobbies. preferably around my age range t.t
 
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GASLIGHTER7000

GASLIGHTER7000

august
May 1, 2025
6
hi im 18f and im just looking for some new friends
im trying to recover and im in a mentally decent place but id like to talk to more people, feel free to vent or just be my friend!
i have lots of different interests like games and anime
my discord is girlsnuffstar
but feel free to start a convo on here with me
 
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Sonji

Sonji

New Member
Feb 13, 2023
1
Hi, im 23 and live in the Benelux.
Politically I'm an anarchist and vegan concerned with activism, especially animal liberation. I like drawing, playing chess or watching pretentious movies.
Thinking to ctb in two months but nothing super concrete yet. This is after trying to get my shit together after bunch of failed attempts. Down to discuss cbt methods, or really anything.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
154
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Hi, im 23 and live in the Benelux.
Politically I'm an anarchist and vegan concerned with activism, especially animal liberation. I like drawing, playing chess or watching pretentious movies.
Thinking to ctb in two months but nothing super concrete yet. This is after trying to get my shit together after bunch of failed attempts. Down to discuss cbt methods, or really anything.
Hey you have discord?
 
kiwimochii

kiwimochii

Member
Nov 5, 2025
18
Hello, I'm new here 20 f. I just want to talk to someone. We can talk about your hobbies or what you enjoy! Or how your day went, anything is fine as long as you're patient with me (I'm a bit slow with understanding stuff sometimes). I've always been pathetically lonely my entire life, and as a result I struggled with opening up or connecting to people ever at all. I hope I can change it one day and form healthy connections!
I don't have many interests..but we can talk about yours! I used to enjoy anime and read a few mangas here and there occasionally if that matters. My favourite anime is Clannad and After Story! I also struggle with a sh addiction so it would be nice if I can find someone who relates with me here. Don't hesitate to text me if you want to. Looking forward to talk to you!
My discord is kiwimochi. if anyone wants to reach out there!
 
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endoftheroad45

Member
Sep 27, 2025
39
Hi, im a 33yo male from Victoria, Australia.

I feel myself isolating from others again, and I need to try and break that cycle, I dont mind your age, gender, location, anything. If youd like to talk to me, I will talk to you. I have snapchat and telegram, I would love more people to talk to,

I have a broad range of interests and am a really good listener. If you just want to vent to me, please feel free to do so, that will fill my social cup too.

If you have interests or things I dont understand I will research them in real time in order to hold a conversation that is fulfilling to you.

Feel free to dm me.
 
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cvury

cvury

Member
May 20, 2025
32
hi i'm 19m. looking for someone to talk to. i don't have many hobbies except games, anime, and rotting in the gym. please talk to me. i'm lonely. i don't check this site much if i take a while to reply im sorry, my discord username is: ivoza
 
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KenDuh

KenDuh

Member
Nov 1, 2025
76
21m from Colombia, been thinking about suicide for years, every day, no rest. Hardly have hobbies, but I can enjoy a good movie or series (also books, but when I'm very anxious it's really hard to read). I'm very passionate about suicide. Lately I got more vocal about me wanting to ctb, ended up pretty much alone, people know that I don't want help and can't stand hearing me blabering about suicide. This is all I have now. (Btw i can't kill myself cuz I have a terror so big for death that I just stand there frozen). You can send a message if you want.
 
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gunmetalblue11

gunmetalblue11

Dyslexic artist
Oct 31, 2025
139
Hi, 26 M (ftm), born in Ireland. Live in France.
I like deep conversations, debates and overthinking. Drawing when I find the will, I read and write fiction often too despite being dyslexic, because nobody tells me what to do. I'm pretty chill, blunt and sarcastic. Actively planning to ctb in the upcoming year.
 
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Lycoris

Lycoris

a living ghost
Mar 9, 2023
60
I'm in my late 20s as a woman, living in the American PNW and making probably a last attempt to reach out. I go from actively to passively suicidal every once in awhile so I think it would be nice to have someone that understands that I might have times when I isolate myself, am not present or venting a lot. I try not to make it other peoples problem though since i've lost friends when I was younger doing that. I sadly don't have many hobbies I actively engage anymore for obvious reasons. If I had to list stuff I can chat about though.... vkei/jpop music, video games, anime/manga, cycling, digital art, retro tech/CRTs and even though i've not been as consistent at it I keep a diary of candid photos I take of my everyday life to remind myself because of my memory issues. I also have a discord which is my only real communication these days outside of this forum. I can provide my discord if you reach out via DM but I dont feel safe stating it here.
 
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moonsun

Member
Oct 28, 2025
15
Hi 19f
I am a randomass boring person you will ever come across.I want to achieve everything in life and nothing at the same time.I hate loud noises and i love books tho i dont read much.I love cooking.
All i want in life is peace.But duh.
I gotta ctb soon tho i mean i will try my best.
Thank you
 
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YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

God’s least favorite
May 6, 2024
34
Hello I'm a 20 year old trans girl from the US (turning 21 on nov 9). Looking for people to make friends with and talk to in general! Reach out to me here and let's have a fun convo :3. If we have anything in common feel free to reach out!

Hobbies:
-Fighting games
-Weird and Queer Visual Novels
-MTG and PokemonTCG
-Music in general
-Piano (classically trained for over 10 years)

Warning! I love yapping I will fucking yap your head off so if you don't want that no need to message me it's no biggie :).
 
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