living with a brain injury is agonizing

[Darkover]

its anxiety provoking because you know your injured it's a constant state of feeling uncomfortable
physically and mentally, it's terrifying from the moment you wake up to the moment you fall a sleep
and there is nothing anyone can do for you to make you feel any better at all, it would be better to never exist than have to live like this, all because our society and thoese in charge have outlawed all peacefull methods to leave this dreadful terrible horrible place behind, basically being held captive by the shitty horrible society because i've been injured never again would i ever want to exist at all to be brough alive to live out your fucking misery here and there is no end in sight

 

[Lys_C15H25N3O_d3]

you.. "went and got stuck" halfway, then got "pulled back"? and nothing ever feels the same?

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

its anxiety provoking because you know your injured it's a constant state of feeling uncomfortable
physically and mentally, it's terrifying from the moment you wake up to the moment you fall a sleep
and there is nothing anyone can do for you to make you feel any better at all, it would be better to never exist than have to live like this, all because our society and thoese in charge have outlawed all peacefull methods to leave this dreadful terrible horrible place behind, basically being held captive by the shitty horrible society because i've been injured never again would i ever want to exist at all to be brough alive to live out your fucking misery here and there is no end in sight

Does your injury not make you eligible for assistance?

 

[Darkover]

Does your injury not make you eligible for assistance?

what kind of assistance do you mean i just want to fucking die now

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

what kind of assistance do you mean i just want to fucking die now

I meant the Swiss clinic type.

 

[Darkover]

I meant the Swiss clinic type.

yeah well assisting someone suicide in the uk is illegal, i don't have a passport and i don't have the money either

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

yeah well assisting someone suicide in the uk is illegal, i don't have a passport and i don't have the money either

Fair enough. I am in the UK too. It is expensive.

 

[Scattered-Soul]

Same situation for me as well, only that it's progressive (don't know how it is for you) but it won't kill me and I fear that I might lose my ability to CBT. It really feels like hell and makes me wish I had a terminal illness instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you are going through, it disgusts me how we exist in a society where people are denied ways to peacefully prevent all future harm and suffering. This world truly is such an evil place, it's evil how people are expected to just endure unnecessary torture when they wish to cease existing.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I understand how you feel. But if we live long enough, our bodies will become damaged. People experience different things. If we all could determine the time of our own death, there would be no meaningless suffering.

 

[divinemistress87]

It's truly hell on earth