HeyBoogahJr
I'm still here.
- Apr 25, 2026
- 146
We could play Minecraft, watch heartstopper. Or just hangout and cry. I'm genuinely desperate and I just need to be somewhere else. Please. I can't do this anymore.
I thought about this for a long while: "If nothing matters, then why not live?" But it takes so much energy just to get through a single day.
Yesterday, I broke down again. I spent the whole night begging internet strangers to let me stay with them.
In the simplest form, I just want to be loved. I know self-love helps, but when it gets this tough, all I want is for someone to hold me and tell me it's okay.
Obviously, this ask is way farther out there, but what's the point of not asking?
I'm a complete alien in this world. I never found a home. Every little pang of pain immediately makes me want to die, because there is no love in my life.
I exist for no one but myself, but I can't stand on my own two feet anymore.
So, please. If you think you can help, I'll be there for you too.
There's no pressure. This is my most desperate ask, and I'm completely okay with dying. But if I could just be held... maybe life would be nice for a moment longer.
I thought about this for a long while: "If nothing matters, then why not live?" But it takes so much energy just to get through a single day.
Yesterday, I broke down again. I spent the whole night begging internet strangers to let me stay with them.
In the simplest form, I just want to be loved. I know self-love helps, but when it gets this tough, all I want is for someone to hold me and tell me it's okay.
Obviously, this ask is way farther out there, but what's the point of not asking?
I'm a complete alien in this world. I never found a home. Every little pang of pain immediately makes me want to die, because there is no love in my life.
I exist for no one but myself, but I can't stand on my own two feet anymore.
So, please. If you think you can help, I'll be there for you too.
There's no pressure. This is my most desperate ask, and I'm completely okay with dying. But if I could just be held... maybe life would be nice for a moment longer.