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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
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We could play Minecraft, watch heartstopper. Or just hangout and cry. I'm genuinely desperate and I just need to be somewhere else. Please. I can't do this anymore.

I thought about this for a long while: "If nothing matters, then why not live?" But it takes so much energy just to get through a single day.

Yesterday, I broke down again. I spent the whole night begging internet strangers to let me stay with them.

In the simplest form, I just want to be loved. I know self-love helps, but when it gets this tough, all I want is for someone to hold me and tell me it's okay.

Obviously, this ask is way farther out there, but what's the point of not asking?

I'm a complete alien in this world. I never found a home. Every little pang of pain immediately makes me want to die, because there is no love in my life.

I exist for no one but myself, but I can't stand on my own two feet anymore.

So, please. If you think you can help, I'll be there for you too.

There's no pressure. This is my most desperate ask, and I'm completely okay with dying. But if I could just be held... maybe life would be nice for a moment longer.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,106
I don't live in the UK but would love if we could play Minecraft together anyway. It's one of my favorite games. Even on survival mode I love it because it's so much easier to live in than real life is. You can literally punch trees and get log blocks in your inventory and turn them instantly into planks blocks and you can build a beautiful house with them in less than half an hour.

The last time I played Minecraft with Sasu friends, we found this awesome cave full of water and one of my friends built a village in there full of houses and chests, and we also put villagers in there and they loved living there. I also built a beach house that was pretty awesome and a castle made out of deep slate. My computer doesn't run the best but maybe we could play some Minecraft?
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,028
I am located far away from UK, I can only give you a virtual hug đź«‚:heart:
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Please repost here

 
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