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Stream my Suicide?

  • Yes

    Votes: 14 40.0%
  • No

    Votes: 21 60.0%

  • Total voters
    35
Giraffe

Giraffe

Leaf Muncher
Jun 1, 2023
38
Hey all! It's me, ya boi, Giraffe!

So, I've ordered my SN, it's in the mail. And I got a date, April 10th. So, how yall feel about a livestream? I'll describe the experience, the taste, how it feels, etc. etc.

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Assumimg I don't pussy out last minute. I'll reheasre it all in advance. Also, I'll need a streaming platform to do it on! I'm thinking YouTube, but IDK if they will keep it up. Maybe Kick? Or Twitch? Anyways, what do yall think? You up for it?
 
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deadbidaylight

Member
Feb 27, 2025
8
I think it could be useful for those wanting to see firsthand how the process works since there are very few video sources of CTB by SN. But also be prepared to it eventually ending up on sites like watchpeopledie for all the sick fucks to dissect and make fun of. It depends on your views of your CTB. If you're okay with that, then go ahead with it, as I'm sure many users here could benefit from a video.

I would probably record it and post it with a scheduled goodbye thread. If you try and upload it to any video streaming service, it could easily be taken down due to content. I believe someone else on here that CTB did it that way and it's still here for viewing somewhere.

Whatever you choose, I hope that you find the peace you're looking for. ❤️
 
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wiggy

Student
Jan 6, 2025
120
It would benefit the community to document the process, you may also find it preferable to have some form of company in your final moments. Two things you may want to consider though. Firstly is that having an audience might put a lot of additional pressure on you, such that you might go through with it when you would have otherwise decided against it. The second thing is that, depending on jurisdiction, there could be a possibility, however small, that one or more of the viewers could be found criminally liable for participating in the livestream(I'm not suggesting that this is your responsibility, just something to take into account).
 
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Dante_

Dante_

New member
Feb 27, 2025
7
I think SN has been documented quite extensively (barring any particular and uncertain details that require further discourse) by now to where I don't think there is any reason to livestream your ctb even if it could be beneficial for those still here on the forum, unsure of what an experience would be like plus I'd hate to think about where your livestream could end up like what @deadbidaylight alluded to by watchpeopledie where a bunch of utterly bizarre people consume content like that for leisure, but this is your decision and in whatever you decide, I wish you the best and hope you find peace.
 
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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
144
It's one thing talking about it now and different when the time actually comes. Let us know the day before how you feel about it
 
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dead dav

Member
Feb 27, 2025
47
It's a personal decision but I wouldn't you don't know who is watching
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
290
Personally, i sometimes imagine myself doing a livestream, but i don't think i actually would. Purely because if you go to these websites where people upload stuff like that, the comments are another breed i stg. Makes me lose faith in humanity even more. It's up to you though, how much you care about things like that.
 
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sximii

sximii

meow
Dec 4, 2024
144
i wouldn't. You never know who is watching, what might happen, and SN has been documented enough so it isn't necessary. You don't know where that footage might land, what sick fucks might wanna do with it. I'm not expert, but it might get people into some kind of trouble (I really don't know though). Maybe it's just me, but I always prefer ctb to be something as private as possible. Just seems safer that way
 
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