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EternalAgony

EternalAgony

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Jun 29, 2022
35
if i livestream the whole day which i'll be dying on, would you watch it? i'd like someone to record it all with a screen recorder or something and upload it to youtube maybe. i'm not sure if i'll actually do this but it's a thought i have. if you think you'd like to watch (and record), write a comment, please
 
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itwillhappensoon

Member
Jun 28, 2024
65
if i livestream the whole day which i'll be dying on, would you watch it? i'd like someone to record it all with a screen recorder or something and upload it to youtube maybe. i'm not sure if i'll actually do this but it's a thought i have. if you think you'd like to watch (and record), write a comment, please
If you don't mind me asking, why do you want to ctb ?
 
EternalAgony

EternalAgony

Member
Jun 29, 2022
35
If you don't mind me asking, why do you want to ctb ?
thank you for asking, the main reasons are:
1) my laziness and related issues such as easily being overwhelmed when trying to "learn" a new thing, or not being able to focus when reading
2) loneliness(which might have a little chance of being solved after the first problem is gone)
3) the state of the world (its unfairness and the existence of evil) and my emotional sensitivity about it
4) life not being interesting. nothing fantastic exists and i don't like that

i learnt that being in love quite literally solved all of these issues but i'm not willing to try furthermore. life is too hard for me, and thats okay. not everyone has to live. every problem has a solution and the best solution to my problems is death. i am glad it is. because its easy to die :-)
 
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UaScorpioVetal224

Member
Jul 9, 2025
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when will you be streaming and where exactly? Telegram Viber WhatsApp or where?
 
Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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I would watch your last day. I am keen to see, whether it is really easy to die.
 
bloominghopelessne

bloominghopelessne

Member
Aug 9, 2025
10
I would have watched and maybe done it myself during the broadcast.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Experienced
Jul 9, 2025
262
I don't like this idea. It's not a TV show but if you want to do it, just do it. I'm not judging you suffering
 
TealBunny

TealBunny

New Member
Aug 11, 2025
2
Yhe thought of it sounds kind of comforting in a way, just having the safety blanket of being with other people really does help with things like this.
Depending on the time I wouldnt mind being there for you if you do decide for it to be your last day
 
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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
44
if i livestream the whole day which i'll be dying on, would you watch it? i'd like someone to record it all with a screen recorder or something and upload it to youtube maybe. i'm not sure if i'll actually do this but it's a thought i have. if you think you'd like to watch (and record), write a comment, please
Yes I would ax a witness to your choice
 
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lonergirl_26

Student
Sep 1, 2024
101
I would. You should be able to leave the way you want to.
Wish you all the best of luck.
 
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fedup1982

Experienced
Jul 17, 2025
236
I definitely wouldn't watch, but thanks for the offer. I'd be careful because in my mind, the mentality needed to watch this could be dark, it might attract the wrong people, but what do I know!!? Apologies to anyone who wants to watch and isn't a dark minded individual! I guess it's possible??
 

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