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flowersforalgernons

flowersforalgernons

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Jul 6, 2026
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Hi. So a few months back, I started making video diary entries in my phone, just in case I decided to CTB. I wanted to document what was happening with me in case my friends & family wanted to know more about what happened. Actually, I think I started it because I wanted to leave something behind, sort of like a suicide note, but in video, to address questions people might have, or last messages to certain people.

Anyway, I'm moving ahead with the project and I would like to use clips from these videos and turn it into a longform documentary about my life and demise, to kind of share the person I was, mostly for my kids but also for anyone who might be interested in watching it. I've begun speaking about my daily life, not just "woe is me I'm killing myself," and sharing memories and stories.

So that got me curious: I'm sure someone has done this before, does anyone know anyone who has though? I'd be interested in watching it.
 
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Pvnie

Giga-autist Wandering Scumbag
Oct 8, 2022
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id totes watch that shit man, even archive it somewhere. I've wanted to do this kinda thing but I wanted to play games on there and talk about my issues and my theories on the universe. But playing the game sucks balls its not fun anymore. That and I've had genuine issues expressing myself lately. I had an old channel from HS and God I sounded like a fat fucking loser and everything I said was so corny. I need 2 delete that shit.
 
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parabellum_

parabellum_

" everything was beautiful and nothing hurt "
Apr 25, 2026
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i was considering doing this too since i have a camcorder i never used. just going around recording parts of my life. honestly really cool idea. except i hate my voice lol
 
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