Today, I have marked a tentative CTB date on my calendar, December 31, 2027.
It's supposed to be this year, but then there are events or activities I'm anticipating:
Well, this is gonna be my "public" diary. I'll try my best not to reply or update (except for important ones) here so that I'll not override the most recent post on the Suicide Discussion forum (and unnecessarily direct the attention to me).
Current Status: Retired. No longer interested in higher education or job, withdrawn from the rat race as early as 21. Will use my savings as life fuel until it reaches the bare minimum, which will then be used to fund my final CTB project :)
It's supposed to be this year, but then there are events or activities I'm anticipating:
- My friend's high school graduation, and him coming over here on summer (possibly)
- With that same friend, enjoying the last moments of us playing on our historical and private Minecraft server
- Exploring places and hotel vacations during holidays (away from prison.... I mean my residence)
- Release of GTA 6
- Binge watching anime, movies, and games I like or have captured my interest
- Doing personal side projects
- Working out and see the best and ideal version of my body before passing away
Well, this is gonna be my "public" diary. I'll try my best not to reply or update (except for important ones) here so that I'll not override the most recent post on the Suicide Discussion forum (and unnecessarily direct the attention to me).
Current Status: Retired. No longer interested in higher education or job, withdrawn from the rat race as early as 21. Will use my savings as life fuel until it reaches the bare minimum, which will then be used to fund my final CTB project :)
