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Still suicidal and cutting myself with razors. Prob gonna be dead in a year or less lol
TBH I'm just kinda bored and I don't really have anything better to do with my life, so suicide seems like a solid pick. For cutting, I don't even like it. I just want to see how deep I can go, what is the biggest scar I can get, etc. I have no friends, I hate my family, I dropped out of college, idk man. I could do something but why bother? Why do anything? Plus, I have this autistic fascination with suicide and I fantasize about my own death a lot just because I get a rush out of it. I like the idea of dying young so people can call it a tragedy and a waste of potential, instead of me living up to the failure I'm afraid I'll become.
I feel you there. I am always afraid of failure as well, but somehow managed to avoid it so far. Still, some days I feel like I had a good run and should quit while in a high spot, before becoming "an unfulfilled promise", maybe you get what I mean. I also have that trend of liking tragedies and that maybe if one's life is one, then maybe it would make it look a little bit more beautiful amidst the chaos.
