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ThisIsGoodbye

ThisIsGoodbye

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Apr 15, 2023
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I only got the ability to post and respond recently, but I'd been reading this thread as it happened. Rest in Peace Beautiful. I'm sorry life bought you to this, I wish it had been better. See you on the other side.

Requiescat in Pace
 
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painfulwords

painfulwords

love kills
Apr 15, 2023
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rest in peace, angel <3
 
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lovelybonez

New Member
Apr 15, 2023
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Op drank her cocktail at 17:08 and became unresponsive about 4 minutes later (UK time)
i hate to bother, but have you heard from her? Or do you believe she is gone I have been keeping up and was curious, i hope that isnt a rude question
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Could have not made it to the other side could be snoopy family members. Either way just give them space. I'm sure it's been a hell of a week so it's not our place to ask questions or get in their business. Nothing but love and peaceful thoughts sent at this point.
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
453
Autistic. After a failed attempt, she was committed in a mental hospital for 18 months, where she was destroyed by meds, strict confinement and constant surveillance. Once released, her unique obsession was ctb with zero risk of failure.
omg 18mo! Poor thing, yeah psychiatry destroys.

Rip baby camu
 
Shinobu

Shinobu

Ignorance is bliss.
Apr 5, 2023
59
Hi guys,

I'm planning to ctb by drinking SN on Friday night - tomorrow. I hope it's ok if I post updates here on my progress. Thank you all for being such a wonderful community. It has meant a lot to me over the relatively short time I've been here.
ive seen you around a bunch and you seemed like a nice person i wish you luck on your attempt
 
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RW__Asher23

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
203
Wish you the very best journey and waking to the peace you so deserve.

"Life is a dream from which we all must wake before we can dream again."
 
FrostedHoax

FrostedHoax

Student
Dec 1, 2022
110
If there's something on the other side, I hope you find the peace that you're looking for in another world, another life. Wish you the best and wish you the best of luck regardless of what happens.
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
i hate to bother, but have you heard from her? Or do you believe she is gone I have been keeping up and was curious, i hope that isnt a rude question
I haven't heard from her since Saturday. Given her meticulous preparation and the incredible quickness of her passing out after drinking SN, I'm pretty sure she died in less than an hour.
 
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ThisIsGoodbye

ThisIsGoodbye

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Apr 15, 2023
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I haven't heard from her since Saturday. Given her meticulous preparation and the incredible quickness of her passing out after drinking SN, I'm pretty sure she died in less than an hour.
I hope she has found peace. She seemed like such a lovely person, and it's heartbreaking the world treated her the way it did. She will be missed, even to those of us who only knew her for a short period.
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
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Goodnight, I hope that the exit was peaceful. I will see you on the other side❤️
 
RoundaboutResolved

RoundaboutResolved

Stuck in a roundabout with no exits!
Apr 5, 2023
820
Hoping peace & happiness on the other side, goodbye! ❤️
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
229
I haven't heard from her since Saturday. Given her meticulous preparation and the incredible quickness of her passing out after drinking SN, I'm pretty sure she died in less than an hour.
I rarely comment but I want to write this: you are a good person. You were with her during her very last moments.
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
I rarely comment but I want to write this: you are a good person. You were with her during her very last moments.
Thx. When she asked me to assist her "till the end" (her words), after some hesitation I accepted because I felt the unbearable distress she would have to endure. Strange paradox: she had organized her solitude long time ago to prepare her suicide away from friends and family, but in the final lap the loneliness became too heavy.

In the future, I'll not accept an other mission like this. It's beyond my strength.
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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Thx. When she asked me to assist her "till the end" (her words), after some hesitation I accepted because I felt the unbearable distress she would have to endure. Strange paradox: she had organized her solitude long time ago to prepare her suicide away from friends and family, but in the final lap the loneliness became too heavy.

In the future, I'll not accept an other mission like this. It's beyond my strength.
You were in a different place, talking with her using chat apps? This is really kind of you. I understand, this isn't easy but you did it for her. She was lucky to have someone like you. I really mean these words. I saw that no one mentioned this so I made these comments to let you know how grateful and lucky she were to have such a person as you.

You respected and supported her till the end.
 
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headcase95

headcase95

abject failure
Apr 17, 2023
70
I'd wait a couple weeks before assuming she CTBd, she could've survived and been sent to a psych ward.
 
ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
460
I'd wait a couple weeks before assuming she CTBd, she could've survived and been sent to a psych ward.

I'm laughing but in a frustrated way. It's fucking MINDBLOWING how hard it is to die if you want to die. It's like life is one big TROLLJOB.

I hope she CTB peacefully and is at peace now. I am so jealous.
 
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ShatteredQueen

ShatteredQueen

Member
Jun 27, 2022
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Goodbye BabyCamis. May your journey be pleasant and may you find endless joy on the Other Side. Rest in peace.
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
I had a small back and forth private conversation with this user so it hits a bit that she is most likely gone now.

Hope she found what she was looking for.
 
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