Leaving tomorrow/ goodbye thread

[BabyCamus]

Do this look like pure enough SN? My normal blood compared to blood mixed with a little SN on the spoon

 

[sparkle]

That is really quite dark, it looks like it works fine. You should really patch up that wound though.

 

[BabyCamus]

That is really quite dark, it looks like it works fine. You should really patch up that wound though.

I have don't worry thanks though :)

 

[zeenatax]

Would you recommend taking an antacid then? I'm still on the fence
Quick question: is it ok to leave the SN drink uncovered in the glass or should I use a tightly sealed jar? I have both

There's lot of confusion around this. Antacid was initially recommended by ppeh because low acid would help the absorption of SN faster in the stomach.
But then then there was debate about the use of Antacid. It is believed now that we need normal acid levels in the stomach to achieve unconsciousness faster. That means that taking Antacid will prolong the time to unconsciousness and that's why Antacid is not recommended anymore. But there were a lot of people who passed away peacefully taking Antacid. These are what I know.

Current wisdom is you don't need Antacid. This is from ppeh and they are the guru in these matters.

Would you recommend taking an antacid then? I'm still on the fence
Quick question: is it ok to leave the SN drink uncovered in the glass or should I use a tightly sealed jar? I have both

I will advise to make the sn drinks when you are ready to take sn.

 

[BabyCamus]

Painkiller and sedative taken, just meto and SN to go. This will be my last post here. Mods and admins, if I don't log back in in 72 hours please delete my account and all my posts, threads and private messages. Look after each other, goodnight x

 

[dimstar]

May you find peace babycamus. Sorry the world brought you to this. Sending you love and peaceful thoughts ❤❤❤

 

[Valky]

I am so so sorry That life has brought you to this point :(

I wish you safe travels and all the Best <3

 

[Shivali]

 

[Gonnerr]

I wish you a peaceful exit.

 

[heavyeyes]

May you find peace

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[lebrodude]

Sad to see you go.
Hope you are soon surrounded by peace.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Op drank her cocktail at 17:08 and became unresponsive about 4 minutes later (UK time)

 

[lebrodude]

Op drank her cocktail at 17:08 and became unresponsive about 4 minutes later (UK time)

Damn that was quick.
Rest her soul.

 

[sparkle]

Goodbye, Camus. See you on the other side.

 

[CellarBoy]

Goodbye. I could only wish you the most peaceful way out. See you on the other side, friend.

 

[SVEN]

Rest peacefully. All over now wee friend.

 

[outrider567]

Op drank her cocktail at 17:08 and became unresponsive about 4 minutes later (UK time)

Been 6 hours then--R.I.P. to her

 

[soontobedone]

Op drank her cocktail at 17:08 and became unresponsive about 4 minutes later (UK time)

We're you messaging with her? I hope it was peaceful.

 

[HerculePoirot]

We're you messaging with her? I hope it was peaceful.

I believe it was. It was especially extraordinarily quick. We could only exchange three sentences after she drank her cocktail. Her last sentence was "Heart beating fast".

 

[ChildrensITV]

I am not here to judge or make anyone uncomfortable, but I have two things to say:
)I don't recommend suicide- what if you miss out on better things in the future? However, if you really feel hopeless, rest in peace. I'm a newbie here and know no one, so you might find this post insignificant, but please read this post.
)This is just for curiosity, but what did you want the most in your life, if you don't mind answering.

Most people here, especially the older here, are guaranteed not to miss out on anything good. If your life has been shit for 20, 30 or 40 years, it's safe to say it's over.

 

[heavyeyes]

Most people here, especially the older here, are guaranteed not to miss out on anything good. If your life has been shit for 20, 30 or 40 years, it's safe to say it's over.

Exactly. I don't want things to get to the point to where I've been suffering for many decades and wasted even more of my life. I'm 29 and my life has been shit for 14 or so years. I've already missed out on so much in life and at this point I don't care to try anymore. I'm too damn tired already.

 

[AfterDark]

Rest easy Camus, it's all over now

 

[ChildrensITV]

Does anyone know why @BabyCamus CTBed? Was it cuz of abuse or was it cuz she was trans or what?

 

[HerculePoirot]

Autistic. After a failed attempt, she was committed in a mental hospital for 18 months, where she was destroyed by meds, strict confinement and constant surveillance. Once released, her unique obsession was ctb with zero risk of failure.

 

[Raven2]

Autistic. After a failed attempt, she was committed in a mental hospital for 18 months, where she was destroyed by meds, strict confinement and constant surveillance. Once released, her unique obsession was ctb with zero risk of failure.

I hope she is at peace now. Lovely of you to keep her company in last moments I'm glad she wasnt alone.

 

[Jeux D'eau]

I hope it was peaceful...

 

[ChildrensITV]

Autistic. After a failed attempt, she was committed in a mental hospital for 18 months, where she was destroyed by meds, strict confinement and constant surveillance. Once released, her unique obsession was ctb with zero risk of failure.

That's so sad.

 

[feelingtrapped]

Autistic. After a failed attempt, she was committed in a mental hospital for 18 months, where she was destroyed by meds, strict confinement and constant surveillance. Once released, her unique obsession was ctb with zero risk of failure.

That was really kind of you to stay with her

 

[DorkyFox]

Rest easy, I hope you found your peace and happiness