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weightedrocks

weightedrocks

Trans Woman trying her best.
Jan 20, 2023
38
Girl in Red's Fell in Love in October. Song about a form of love I will never experience. Attempted listening to this song before but didn't work out so. Amazing song tho cry every time I listen to it.
 
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affinity

Member
Oct 8, 2021
73
I have an entire 3 hour playlist I've been revising for 2 years now. It's a mix between my fav songs and songs that will encourage/make me comfortable with what I'm contemplating.

The last 3 songs now are an eclectic mix, I will admit:

Tom Petty Free Fallin
George Michael Freedom ´90
Keaton Henson Epilogue
 
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patpat

patpat

Take me away
Oct 10, 2022
33
Emilie autumn - art of suicide
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
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I want to go listening to "Asleep" by The Smiths or "Dona Cila" by Maria Gadu
 
Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
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lost&lonely

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Jan 6, 2023
75
The entire Spiritualized back catalogue, then to round things off, "The Drugs Don't Work" by The Verve.
 
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Zelonis

Member
Jan 22, 2023
43
Blue Skies by Willie Nelson, or more broadly speaking, the entire Stardust album
 
Xenolith

Xenolith

Is there even a point anymore?
Mar 13, 2021
3
I have a playlist that I will listen to before I go, but the last song will either be

Katelyn Tarver - You Don't Know
or
Nathan Wagner - Lonely
 
webawl

webawl

Member
Nov 13, 2022
55
shine on you crazy diamond pts 1-5 by pink floyd, skeletons by travis scott, or devil in a new dress by kanye
 
Tricondyla ledouxi

Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
132
For those of you that love music, what will be the last song you plan on listening to before you CTB? And why?

Personally I plan on listening to "Sh*t on you" by Travis Scott before I'll go out and do it. Such a great song in my opinion. It perfectly signifies my struggles and how bad I wanted to be succesfull in life, even though ultimately I failed.
Stole the show - Kygo
 
TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
410
Everything You See by Portugal. the Man

The song's intro is this beautiful horn bit (I like to hum along to this part) that sounds celebratory to me; during the outro to the song, this same horn bit starts to distort as it fades out, which is sorta eery?, but I like it?

Also, these lyrics: "So we'll all live on and just celebrate the end and all of the things that have come to pass" (except the "live on" part, of course..)
 
brokenpersi

brokenpersi

Member
Jan 23, 2023
46
A$AP Rocky - Pharsyde



hello to everyone by the way. This is my first post. I never thought that I would find myself in such a corner of the Internet, but well - probably none of us thought... :)
 
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sasuim

Member
Jan 23, 2023
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krxbs

krxbs

a bleeding heart </3
Jan 24, 2023
71
this is something that's been on my mind lately as an aspiring musician... i still haven't decided for sure if it would be something that my friends would derive meaning from, or just a song i personally really like. at the moment i'm leaning towards the latter, and it would be Geronimo by Guardin, because the song is very dear to me.
 
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murmur

murmur

cage
Dec 11, 2022
130
I'm happy to see so many depeche mode songs on here, I love them too
Ive made up a playlist that serves me when Im in need of something that mirrors the depressive tone of what I keep most to myself, suicide and preparing for it

If I had to choose one song though, it'd be Ladies And Gentleman We're Floating In Space by Spiritualized
 
jigsaw_falling

jigsaw_falling

if there’s an afterlife i’ll be pissed
Jan 25, 2023
70
waiting room by phoebe bridgers, or let down by radiohead
 
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DarknessAtNoon

DarknessAtNoon

Student
Apr 24, 2022
111
I don't know which song exactly, but it will be one of the many masterpieces by Elliott Smith
 
IDontLikeMyself

IDontLikeMyself

Member
Nov 8, 2022
30
Hate myself - NF or maybe growing up is _ - Ruel
 
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incorporationated

incorporationated

mentally unstable idiot
Jan 24, 2023
78
Send the Pain below by Chevelle. I love chevelle alot and the song means tons to me :)
 
Comfydant

Comfydant

Member
Jan 24, 2023
35
- "lost one's weeping" by neru
- "tokyo teddy bear" by neru
- "ghost rule" by deco*27
- "corpse dance" by kikuo
- "hated by life itself" by kanzaki iori
- "last continue" by pinocchiop
- "cosmic ballad" by mitchie m
 
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54378

54378

Member
Jan 23, 2023
30
Any song of $uicideboy$ or Ghostemane
 
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cujoh

cujoh

autistic hikkineet
Feb 7, 2023
27
made in heaven is a song that's always been close to my heart.
 
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