Just took SN. AMA.

[hakku]

I took a glass of SN like 10 minutes ago. Now waiting for results. Anyone wanna keep me company?
Fingers are kinda cold but i think thats because my room is pretty cold
Boy i hope i have the measurements right
Well since i might die soon imma just talk
I'm a lazy, ugly fat piece of ahit
Cant find a job because i didnt pay attention in class in college
So here i am taking poison in my bed in my room that has a thousand coke cans strewn about

 

[choosingmydestiny]

I wish you a peaceful transition buddy wherever you go, may it be somewhere peaceful

 

[hakku]

Fuck i should have apologized to my roommates when i had the chance
Tbh this was an impulse decision
But ive been pussying out

 

[KleinerWolf]

If in doubts, call emergency.
Otherwise I wish u Godspeed.


I'll be using the same method.
you are not alone in this.

 

[hakku]

So this is me sticking to the plan i made 6 months ago

If in doubts, call emergency.
Otherwise I wish u Godspeed.


I'll be using the same method.
you are not alone in this.

I hope not
Ambulance bills are so high
I cant afford an er visit
So i guess no changing my mind
Is dryness of the mouth one of the symptoms? Because my mouth feels dry af

 

[KleinerWolf]

Fuck i should have apologized to my roommates when i had the chance
Tbh this was an impulse decision
But ive been pussying out

Would u like to call ambulance if this is impulsive?

 

[hakku]

Weird to think that this is my last interactions with people

 

[choosingmydestiny]

Fuck i should have apologized to my roommates when i had the chance
Tbh this was an impulse decision
But ive been pussying out

I Don't know what to say.... Just sending my love to you

 

[hakku]

Would u like to call ambulance if this is impulsive?

No i dont think so
I sat in front of the cup for an hour thinking long and hard about it
i guess if you guys can give me some comfort and hang out i'll go out a bit happier

 

[KleinerWolf]

So this is me sticking to the plan i made 6 months ago

I hope not
Ambulance bills are so high
I cant afford an er visit
So i guess no changing my mind
Is dryness of the mouth one of the symptoms? Because my mouth feels dry af

I can't afford ambulance either but if u want to,
It's possible to pay in the future.

if you are set on today, then I will drop it

 

[hakku]

Just wanna talk
I think i'll ride through this
Fuck it

 

[KleinerWolf]

No i dont think so
I sat in front of the cup for an hour thinking long and hard about it
i guess if you guys can give me some comfort and hang out i'll go out a bit happier

Yeah I know you feel.
I'll feel pretty much exactly the same.

 

[hakku]

I'm at an all time low so whatever comes is better
I hope lol. What if god turns out to be real and i go to hell
Oof
So yeah i guess this is what it feels to be dying?

 

[KleinerWolf]

Just wanna talk
I think i'll ride through this
Fuck it

On the plus side, SN is lethal,
relax and don't overthink it if you can.

 

[hakku]

Idk i thought i'd be more serious
But im just watching wrestling and waiting to fade lmao

 

[choosingmydestiny]

I'm at an all time low so whatever comes is better
I hope lol. What if god turns out to be real and i go to hell
Oof

you won't go to hell.... please don't think that. if anything happens I am here to talk

 

[KleinerWolf]

I'm at an all time low so whatever comes is better
I hope lol. What if god turns out to be real and i go to hell
Oof
So yeah i guess this is what it feels to be dying?

I recommend u Claire de lune piano music
It's calm can help you feel more relaxed

 

[hakku]

I recommend u Claire de lune piano music
It's calm can help you feel more relaxed

Niiice good idea

 

[KleinerWolf]

Lye down and relax if u want to.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Sorry to hear this OP. How much did you take. Have you been sick at all, and like others said can call ambulance and get help if not what you want

 

[KleinerWolf]

I will listen to this song when I die,
I hope it brings you comfort.

 

[hakku]

Listening to my depression playlist now

Sorry to hear this OP. How much did you take. Have you been sick at all, and like others said can call ambulance and get help if not what you want

I took like 5 teaspoons

 

[dasos]

I would also recommend Gymnopedie No. 1 if you have the time, kind of suits looking back on life

 

[hakku]

No sickness
Holy shit this sounds so good

 

[KleinerWolf]

Yes ambulance is always an option anytime u change your mind.

 

[hakku]

I'm listening to Death Dream by Frightened Rabbit

 

[sugar]

I'm sorry about about your situation. I hope you'll not be in pain and your passing will be smooth.
I don't really know what to say. What are your symptoms right now?

I don't want to pressure you, but if you feel doubtful I hope you'll call an ambulance.

 

[hearthewind]

Does it hurt? Did you vomit? Is there any discomfort?

BTW I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[VisionsOfHell]

What if god turns out to be real and i go to hell

Dont worry. No god would torture people for eternity. If anything, hell is just an eternal void you wont even know your in hell.

 

[KleinerWolf]

How many grams have u taken, Hakku?