just got out of the psych ward

[autumn68]

i ended up checking myself in after a huge blowout with my partner/family and almost immediately regretted it, but after a day or two i decided to just go with it and it honestly turned out to be good for me. i got really lucky and the staff were super helpful, and the other patients were all really nice. i got on meds and got a bpd diagnosis and for once i feel kind of hopeful? like things still suck and i might still ctb in the future but idk, not for now. i can always just do it again in the future if i change my mind, but for now i want to see if i can be a little happy again.

 

[getoutgirl]

love to hear that!
please be kind to yourself these days, it might be a slow process and with bpd ups and lows are assured, so take it easy for now. I wish you the best!! hugs <3

 

[User111885]

i ended up checking myself in after a huge blowout with my partner/family and almost immediately regretted it, but after a day or two i decided to just go with it and it honestly turned out to be good for me. i got really lucky and the staff were super helpful, and the other patients were all really nice. i got on meds and got a bpd diagnosis and for once i feel kind of hopeful? like things still suck and i might still ctb in the future but idk, not for now. i can always just do it again in the future if i change my mind, but for now i want to see if i can be a little happy again.

that's a really good outcome for going to a psych ward. It sounds like you happened to get really nice people.

 

[MapleS]

I'm happy for you
Hope everything will go in a good direction. If you want there are bpd resorces on sasu (pinned thread). I belive there is at least a bpd workbook. And some other good resorces too.

in this thread there are not only therapy types explained but also helpful things like TRE
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/different-therapy-methods-alternatives-explained.139570/

there are amazing workbooks

Mental health worksheets, booklets & digital resources megathread

@Dot and I are working to bring you some worksheets and similar resources to support working on/with your mental health. Please note that this information does not replace professional help, so use this at your discretion. Seeking a licensed mental health specialist is recommended, however this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

and they are ACTUALLY helpfull
woog luck

 

[autumn68]

love to hear that!
please be kind to yourself these days, it might be a slow process and with bpd ups and lows are assured, so take it easy for now. I wish you the best!! hugs <3

thank you, i'll do my best <3 i've already had some pretty big ups and downs in the last 24 hours since i got out so i'm giving myself the weekend to relax before i worry about school, bills, etc.

that's a really good outcome for going to a psych ward. It sounds like you happened to get really nice people.

i got really lucky i guess, the people there seemed to genuinely care a lot. there were a few shitty nurses and we supposedly had a really nasty nighttime intake lady but i didn't meet her. there also weren't any shitty patients in the ward i was in so i didn't have to deal with that.

I'm happy for you
Hope everything will go in a good direction. If you want there are bpd resorces on sasu (pinned thread). I belive there is at least a bpd workbook. And some other good resorces too.

in this thread there are not only therapy types explained but also helpful things like TRE
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/different-therapy-methods-alternatives-explained.139570/

there are amazing workbooks

Mental health worksheets, booklets & digital resources megathread

@Dot and I are working to bring you some worksheets and similar resources to support working on/with your mental health. Please note that this information does not replace professional help, so use this at your discretion. Seeking a licensed mental health specialist is recommended, however this...

sanctioned-suicide.net

and they are ACTUALLY helpfull
woog luck

thank you, i will def take a look at these! i think that there's also a dbt course that my insurance might cover that i need to do some research on but i'm going to save that for next week <3

 

[autumn68]

update: i ended up in another psych ward and this one was hell LOL. i'm out and fine but oh my god i got lucky the first time lmfao