When I was a teen I made a plan that if nothing cool happened in my life and I hadn't experienced any success by the time I was 27, I was going to CTB on my 27th birthday. Well, that birthday is now about 3 weeks away. I have done nothing but fail time and time again and continue to be a burden to all of those around me. My existence will not be mourned and it will be like I was never here in the first place. Will be securing some SN and attempting on my bday this year. Wish me luck!
You have all year to land in that window, just keep that in mind. Doing it on your birthday might seem edgy, landing it somewhere in between just makes it feel natural. I spent the entire year when I was 27 wondering if I was going to die. It was the most depressing time of my life up to that point. Make sure you have a musical instrument nearby.
lovesickness
Member
- Apr 30, 2023
- 25
I've turned 27 in April. I'm going to do it in August if nothing gets in the way. I'm the same with being a burden and a constant failure. I just want out. I hope we both succeed with our plans. I'm too tired to keep trying, and there is nothing in this dreadful existence that makes it worth it.
Linda
Member
- Jul 30, 2020
- 1,685
The achievements I will be remembered for all happened after I had passed 55. (I had done other things before then, and personally I think some of them were more important, as they will have done more to make the world a better place, but they were not "achievements" in the sense of things that other people are likely to take much note of.) You may be writing yourself off too soon.
Georg
Experienced
- Feb 25, 2023
- 263
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,895
I wish you the best with your plans, I envy those who have the SN, those who can free themselves from suffering in such a reliable way truly are so fortunate. Having the ability to exist here really is such an awful thing.
lawlietsph
can we be done here
- May 6, 2023
- 166
I'm 27 too. Suffering in silence since the age of 13. This is a horrible, cruel world and I feel like there's no other way out. I mean it feels like I was just a kid yesterday and now I'm supposed to be rich, successful, and have a family.
Living is so painful. I think I'm going to hang myself sooner or later, it's in my mind all day every day.
Living is so painful. I think I'm going to hang myself sooner or later, it's in my mind all day every day.
Well I'm definitely not a rockstar but if there is a single thing I'm happy about from my life it's my guitar playing abilities. I can die happy knowing I put in the effort to get decent and never gave up even when it felt like what I was trying to do was impossible.
I'm a guitarist so I will. There's a good chance I won't be able to find quality SN before my bday so it may be better to do it on a random day anyway.
terminatepain
female 19 from Germany
- Apr 27, 2023
- 45
This is the biggest nonsense I've ever heard. Mental or physical ailments, old age or financial problems, lovesickness because of me. These can be relevant reasons to break up. But doing nothing to fail and then running away because of a number is bullshit. I am asking everyone who wants to join here to take a crash course in failure. Then you can talk later in the club. send me a PM
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