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Jul 29, 2022
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Let's say you have 2% chance of successfully fighting survival instinct every trial. Expected number of trials untill success is 50 than.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
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That was my attempt too. I chickened out last minute after months of preparation. I think cause it wasn't as quick as I wanted it to be and I was sober at the time and could feel my body reacting to it, like tingling toes and all that and the bag wasn't too tight over my head so I had a lot of irrational thoughts like what if I fail, what if I cause permanent brain damage and then have to live being a vegatable. Hated myself for a long time.

I'm on my way to secure another method, (apply to work in a vets clinic and steal the N) but I've never stolen anything in my life and I'm scared.
Oh wow I'm sorry it didn't work out for you. I hope that I'm able to go through with it. This is the method I feel most comfortable with for sure.I'm definitely not going into it sober, so maybe that'll help. I can't say I've ever stolen anything either, so I get your anxiety over it. I wish you the best of luck on this mission! I hope you're able to find peace somewhere.
 
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Jul 28, 2023
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That was my attempt too. I chickened out last minute after months of preparation. I think cause it wasn't as quick as I wanted it to be and I was sober at the time and could feel my body reacting to it, like tingling toes and all that and the bag wasn't too tight over my head so I had a lot of irrational thoughts like what if I fail, what if I cause permanent brain damage and then have to live being a vegatable. Hated myself for a long time.

I'm on my way to secure another method, (apply to work in a vets clinic and steal the N) but I've never stolen anything in my life and I'm scared.
That's really bright, honestly 🤗 I hope you succeed
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I think that only those who've managed to succeed in this method can truly answer the question but anyway I personally just don't believe that one can force themselves to go through with it, I imagine that those who succeeded in jumping were very desperate and determined as that method really does sound terrifying and it's like the survival instinct just exists to prolong suffering, I really wish that it's easier to leave this world.
But anyway best wishes, I hope you eventually find what you search for.
 
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Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
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50 attempts? what would you consider an attempt? who would bother counting after 10?
I'd say every genuine, non-demonstrative try with previous preparation. 50 was just an approximation, I guess.
Let's say you have 2% chance of successfully fighting survival instinct every trial. Expected number of trials untill success is 50 than.
Yes
 

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