I've never been loved. How that hurts.

[Crematoryy]

The only thing I ever wanted with all my life force was to have someone to love. I desired that above anything else in life. To feel the pleasurable physical touch and presence that would make me whole was what I was always searching for. But I had to overcome all the cursed pain in my life, the depression, the self-loathing, the enslavement to money, and other disorders alone in every situation. I deserve more than anyone to be loved completely by someone. I said yes to life even when it was terrible, and despite everything, I never had a lap to rest on or a hug to comfort me. Through the years I exist yearning for human touch that will never come. I got used to being alone and living with loneliness; I got used to moving forward amidst the pain; I learned to be the only one to wipe away my own tears in moments when I have no support. I carry the burden of existing in this world that never offered me love or any form of deep affection. Another night I survive, in the darkness of my room, after facing the reality of the world.

 

[uuser1412]

The only thing I ever wanted with all my life force was to have someone to love. I desired that above anything else in life. To feel the pleasurable physical touch and presence that would make me whole was what I was always searching for. But I had to overcome all the cursed pain in my life, the depression, the self-loathing, the enslavement to money, and other disorders alone in every situation. I deserve more than anyone to be loved completely by someone. I said yes to life even when it was terrible, and despite everything, I never had a lap to rest on or a hug to comfort me. Through the years I exist yearning for human touch that will never come. I got used to being alone and living with loneliness; I got used to moving forward amidst the pain; I learned to be the only one to wipe away my own tears in moments when I have no support. I carry the burden of existing in this world that never offered me love or any form of deep affection. Another night I survive, in the darkness of my room, after facing the reality of the world.

thats rough buddy

 

[Crematoryy]

thats rough buddy

There is no place for me. There is no one waiting for me in the future or who needs to be discovered by me. I am tired of this life, of knowing that in the lives of normies, the absence of affection wasn't even a complaint.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Loneliness is the most painful feeling. I wish you could have someone to love you completely and to hold you. You do deserve it. I don't think love is real, but it's also the only thing I desire.