It's going to be this weekend

[TheDevilsAngel]

I wish you peace

 

[Ghost2211]

How are you doing today friend?

 

[BipolarGuy]

How are you doing today friend?

Same old, thanks for asking.
I had another massage today which was nice.

I'm writing my will tonight then clearing my place tomorrow.

How are you?

 

[mooncake]

I'm sorry to see you go. I appreciate your posts and you heartfelt way of speaking to people on here.
I'm very sorry life has brought you here, but I wish you a peaceful end

 

[BipolarGuy]

I suggest that you write about your problems accessing help and maybe send a delayed email to that editor.

Did you already book a room at a hotel? Is it a nice hotel?

(Sorry if I'm asking too many dumb questions)

He already knows about the issues as he's been following it.

Haven't booked a hotel yet though.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

He already knows about the issues as he's been following it.

Haven't booked a hotel yet though.

I know that he knows, but writing a manifesto-type document about your reasons to ctb and writing all the details of your struggle to get help and sending it to him could have an impact and give your death some more meaning. It's just a suggestion, sorry if I am overstepping your boundaries.

 

[BipolarGuy]

I know that he knows, but writing a manifesto-type document about your reasons to ctb and writing all the details of your struggle to get help and sending it to him could have an impact and give your death some more meaning. It's just a suggestion, sorry if I am overstepping your boundaries.

You're not overstepping any boundaries, it's ok.

I may do that in fact.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

NHS came under fire after Callie Lewis died, putting stories such as yours out in the public might force them to change their approach in the future. You already wrote quite a bit in your thread about mental health services, so you could use some of those texts. They were powerful. If you decide to do that, include as many details about your life (your studies, work you did, family life) as possible. The more "real" you and your story are, the bigger impact it might have. You are a very lovable person and you express yourself really well verbally, so leaving a written document behind you could be invaluable.
@BipolarGuy Three more posts and you won't be Enlightened anymore.

 

[BipolarGuy]

NHS came under fire after Callie Lewis died, putting stories such as yours out in the public might force them to change their approach in the future. You already wrote quite a bit in your thread about mental health services, so you could use some of those texts. They were powerful. If you decide to do that, include as many details about your life (your studies, work you did, family life) as possible. The more "real" you and your story are, the bigger impact it might have. You are a very lovable person and you express yourself really well verbally, so leaving a written document behind you could be invaluable.
@BipolarGuy Three more posts and you won't be Elightened anymore.

Oh yeah I only just noticed the three post thing. What is it next? Visionary?

I've just read about Callie Lewis.
Sad case. But typical as far as NHS mental health services are concerned.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I think that visionary is next. Callie Lewis' case was really sad.

 

[BipolarGuy]

I think that visionary is next. Callie Lewis' case was really sad.

Part of the problem is that back in the day you used to have people who knew what they were doing who were incharge.

Now you've got people like this:

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I might not know you as well as some of the other people in this thread, but I still wanted to say farewell. I know I've seen you on here, but somehow I missed out on a lot of your posts and wish I had read more of them. I guess when there are a lot of people posting interesting things, it's easy to miss out on some.

Anyway, you are fortunate to be able to leave this world so soon. I hope your bus ride goes smoothly.

 

[BipolarGuy]

I've spooked the couple of people who said they would be my executors.
Especially one of them, who is asking why I'm writing a will so young and if I'm thinking about doing anything silly.
Nothing I can't handle, though.
I'm glad there are 2 and not just one. Would be a heavy thing to put on just one person.
Agree to be my executor thinking that in 75 years time it might come into play, only for it to be the coming weekend!

Edit: I like my new name colour.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I like my new name colour.

It goes well with your avatar and it does look pretty badass.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I've spooked the couple of people who said they would be my executors.
Especially one of them, who is asking why I'm writing a will so young and if I'm thinking about doing anything silly.
Nothing I can't handle, though.
I'm glad there are 2 and not just one. Would be a heavy thing to put on just one person.
Agree to be my executor thinking that in 75 years time it might come into play, only for it to be the coming weekend!

Edit: I like my new name colour.

Your new name color goes well with your profile picture.

 

[Smudgedlines]

Oh no.... I'm so sorry it's come to this.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Update:

I only made a decision to do it this weekend either yesterday or the day before.

Getting everything sorted out is taking longer than expected.

The will is written but apparently I need people to sign it - I may bother with this, I may not.

But clearing my place out is taking a while.
I could get it done if I worked flat out tonight and tomorrow, but then it would be a rush to go ahead on Saturday.
I could do it on Sunday, but that would still feel a bit of a rush as I'd like at least one day to myself with nothing to organise or sort out, just to get my head in the 'right place' (yes, I see the irony...).

So I'm going to postpone it until either Monday or Tuesday.

 

[asani]

Hey, good luck to you, buddy. I feel you.

 

[Mm80]

Hey, good luck to you, buddy. I feel you.

I dont want you to go for selfish reasons.
I really like your sense of humour.
Your like my favoute superhero, bipolar guy. The rest are just rubbish lol

 

[TheSomebody]

I'm jealous of you for leaving. You will find your peace you deserve. I hope I will too, soon .

 

[BipolarGuy]

I dont want you to go for selfish reasons.
I really like your sense of humour.
Your like my favoute superhero, bipolar guy. The rest are just rubbish lol

Highlighted: Oh be careful, don't want anyone thinking you're an NHS spy.....

Seriously though, thank you.

 

[Mm80]

Highlighted: Oh be careful, don't want anyone thinking you're an NHS spy.....

Seriously though, thank you.

I knew you were gonna do something like that lol!

 

[BipolarGuy]

I might even make it to 'Illuminated' before my time comes.

It feels weird, throwing out clothes that I would otherwise keep, and other stuff.

 

[Ghost2211]

How are you feeling about things as you get closer?

 

[Lilacmoon]

Goodbye. I've seen you around, though I don't think we ever talked. You're a positive force in the community, and it'll be sad to see you go... but I hope you find peace.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

take your time buddy. you got this. may Peace be upon you..

 

[BipolarGuy]

How are you feeling about things as you get closer?

I'm on autopilot to be honest. It's surreal.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm on autopilot to be honest. It's surreal.

Yeah I'm sure it'll sink in a bit more the day before. Really going to miss the presence you bring. Sorry I keep saying it it just helps a bit.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Yeah I'm sure it'll sink in a bit more the day before. Really going to miss the presence you bring. Sorry I keep saying it it just helps a bit.

I'm also considering a slightly different method alongside SN.

 

[DyingAlf]

I'm also considering a slightly different method alongside SN.

Do you feel like sharing what that is?