BipolarGuy
Enlightened
- Aug 6, 2020
- 1,456
It's definitely going to be this weekend coming. I've decided.
I'm at the end, guys. I have a few days left. I'm done.
I'm sad, frustrated and bitter that things have come to this and I'm anxious about what I'll feel and how it will play out.
But I'm also relieved. God this is finally going to be over and I'll have peace.
I'm sat here with tears in my eyes.
I know this seems like nothing more than words on a page, and after you've seen this sort of thing a few times perhaps you get used to it.
But my universe is coming to an end this weekend.
I cannot afford to pay for a funeral, so no need to do that.
The only thing I need a will for is to state formally that IF I do end up having some kind of funeral or burial service that I don't want my family there. My will was delivered today and I'll write it up tomorrow.
Tomorrow I'll also start to clean my place up.
I'll then have a day or two before the weekend arrives.
Weird to think that this time next week I'll no longer be here.
I will upload a goodbye thread when it comes, but I'm just tagging a few people that might be interested to know about this, as frankly I don't have the energy to send out individual PM's:
@TheQ22
@BitterlyAlive
@checkouttime
@Chupacabra 44
@Deafsn0w
@Drowning fish
@GoneGoneGone
@mahakali88
@Maxtothemax
@Mm80
@Passerby
@Raven Moon
@RoseyBird
@Underscore
@User Does Not Exist
@_Minsk
@Sinkinshyp
I'm at the end, guys. I have a few days left. I'm done.
I'm sad, frustrated and bitter that things have come to this and I'm anxious about what I'll feel and how it will play out.
But I'm also relieved. God this is finally going to be over and I'll have peace.
I'm sat here with tears in my eyes.
I know this seems like nothing more than words on a page, and after you've seen this sort of thing a few times perhaps you get used to it.
But my universe is coming to an end this weekend.
I cannot afford to pay for a funeral, so no need to do that.
The only thing I need a will for is to state formally that IF I do end up having some kind of funeral or burial service that I don't want my family there. My will was delivered today and I'll write it up tomorrow.
Tomorrow I'll also start to clean my place up.
I'll then have a day or two before the weekend arrives.
Weird to think that this time next week I'll no longer be here.
I will upload a goodbye thread when it comes, but I'm just tagging a few people that might be interested to know about this, as frankly I don't have the energy to send out individual PM's:
@TheQ22
@BitterlyAlive
@checkouttime
@Chupacabra 44
@Deafsn0w
@Drowning fish
@GoneGoneGone
@mahakali88
@Maxtothemax
@Mm80
@Passerby
@Raven Moon
@RoseyBird
@Underscore
@User Does Not Exist
@_Minsk
@Sinkinshyp
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