I've been home from college for a few weeks now. I told myself if i made it to summer I wouldn't do it, as it feels wrong to do it in my parents house. Well that's a lovely thought! I don't think i have much longer left. I've tried new meds. I left my shitty friendship. I told my friends about one of my attempts. It doesn't make any difference. I am so fundamentally wired to want to die. It's all I can think about. There's no way i make it through the entire summer. I guess my life is technically better than before. It just means absolutely nothing to me. I wish it would stop without having to end my life to make it happen.
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