It goes down today [ SN Method]

[LuxelDrief]

Well, I definitely didn't bond with anyone here because I just arrived, but being honest I never really pretended to hang around, but I feel like I got too much good info on this site to just absorb it and not leave at least a thank you.

So yeah, hopefully it all goes well today... I just got home and I already have my schedule:

5pm: Start 8h fasting
0am: Take 4x200mg Cimetidine
0:30am: Take 40mg Metoclopramide(oral solution)
1am: Take roughly 22g SN(will be using a 15ml and a 7.5ml measurement cups, I guess that's enough)

So, as a lot of people have questions about this method's effect on the body, I will try my best to post here until I feel like I am about to pass out, as I pretend to log off to not get this site in possible trouble.

 

[fisil]

Good luck.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I hope you find peace either way. See you in the afterlife.

 

[dandan]

buddy remember we come back and we understand the difficulties that arise in the process, I bet many people here wish only whats best for you.

 

[throwaway777]

i wish u much peace <3<3<3

 

[any%]

But you need way more than 22 mg of SN! You need at least 15 000 mg, preferably 20 000 - 25 000 mg! I also would recommend you to weigh it properly. I am sorry that you are doing this, farewell!

 

[GeorgeJL]

But you need way more than 22 mg of SN! You need at least 15 000 mg, preferably 20 000 - 25 000 mg! I also would recommend you to weigh it properly. I am sorry that you are doing this, farewell!

Oh shit they got the grams to mg mixed up.

 

[memento_mori]

you'll be really disoriented when it kicks in, so try to log out asap.
if you drink the solution in sips and over some time, the dizziness will come in waves, and if you move around then you may end up toppling over on to the ground.

 

[Cloudz]

Hope that you find peace.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry about whatever brought you to this point and wish you well going forward

 

[Dead beat dad]

Well, I definitely didn't bond with anyone here because I just arrived, but being honest I never really pretended to hang around, but I feel like I got too much good info on this site to just absorb it and not leave at least a thank you.

So yeah, hopefully it all goes well today... I just got home and I already have my schedule:

5pm: Start 8h fasting
0am: Take 4x200mg Cimetidine
0:30am: Take 40mg Metoclopramide(oral solution)
1am: Take roughly 22mg SN(will be using a 15ml and a 7.5ml measurement cups, I guess that's enough)

So, as a lot of people have questions about this method's effect on the body, I will try my best to post here until I feel like I am about to pass out, as I pretend to log off to not get this site in possible trouble.

I hope that you can find what you're looking for brother. I'm sorry that your life and you pain has brought you to this point. No matter what your next steps in the journey friend, whether you stay or leave, I sincerely hope the light shines on you path and you can find peace.
DBD

 

[LuxelDrief]

Oh shit they got the grams to mg mixed up.

Oh crap, I tipped it wrong... Sorry about that, wasn't on purpose lol

you'll be really disoriented when it kicks in, so try to log out asap.
if you drink the solution in sips and over some time, the dizziness will come in waves, and if you move around then you may end up toppling over on to the ground.

Yeah, when I start feeling it I will log out, that's the plan. No sips, will take it all pertty fast. Don't worry, I will be close to bed and will get on it pretty quick after I take it, so it's all cool.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Oh crap, I tipped it wrong... Sorry about that, wasn't on purpose lol

*typed

You typed the typing wrong. LOL

 

[LuxelDrief]

*typed

You typed the typing wrong. LOL

Damn George, stop giving me a hard time
I promisse that's the last time I mess up

 

[LonelyLight]

I'm sorry for whatever has brought you to this decision. I hope you find true peace wherever you go next.

 

[Deathmandie]

Hopefully there is a peace after death but sure have less pain than now

 

[pleasethistime]

Aren't antiemetics supposed to be taken 1st accordingto wikisuicide?

Peace be with you! Hope it happens easy as sleep.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

All the best. Find peace

 

[SaltN'Light777]

When I was 10 yrs old, I watched my mother fall over dead. My brother and I had to move in with my alcoholic dad. I had PTSD from my mom death. 17 yrs later I lost my brother to car accident. Tried drinking myself to death on daily basis. I Jumped in front of police car after I led them on a high speed chase. In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me. I was delivered from PTSDs and alcoholism. No more depression. I have joy in life. THERE IS HOPE IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!

 

[GeorgeJL]

When I was 10 yrs old, I watched my mother fall over dead. My brother and I had to move in with my alcoholic dad. I had PTSD from my mom death. 17 yrs later I lost my brother to car accident. Tried drinking myself to death on daily basis. I Jumped in front of police car after I led them on a high speed chase. In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me. I was delivered from PTSDs and alcoholism. No more depression. I have joy in life. THERE IS HOPE IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!

And let me guess you believe in a vengeful God that will judge your actions if you didn't get right with your God?

Look I believe in God and Jesus too, but I am a universalist, kind of like new age. So I believe that we create our own reality, and that death is just the beginning of a transition to the afterlife with many dimensions to be explored. And one day we will come back and reincarnate. Death should be celebrated because it's just a transition to another existence.

Hardly nobody that chooses suicide does so nonchalantly, I am sure OP has thought about this a lot.

Ultimately I want to end suffering in the world so good for you for finding that in your life. What worked for you may not work for someone else. And vis versa. So good for you for finding peace in your life. But your path is not everyone's path. So to each his own.

If OP wants to give his life to God right now then good for him, and if he wants to exit life at this time, then that is his choice. Nobody here is encouraging his suicide. Any good luck comments and such is just a reflection of OP's original desire to exit life right now.

 

[Macc Lad]

When I was 10 yrs old, I watched my mother fall over dead. My brother and I had to move in with my alcoholic dad. I had PTSD from my mom death. 17 yrs later I lost my brother to car accident. Tried drinking myself to death on daily basis. I Jumped in front of police car after I led them on a high speed chase. In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me. I was delivered from PTSDs and alcoholism. No more depression. I have joy in life. THERE IS HOPE IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!

"In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me"

 

[Lara Francis]

When I was 10 yrs old, I watched my mother fall over dead. My brother and I had to move in with my alcoholic dad. I had PTSD from my mom death. 17 yrs later I lost my brother to car accident. Tried drinking myself to death on daily basis. I Jumped in front of police car after I led them on a high speed chase. In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me. I was delivered from PTSDs and alcoholism. No more depression. I have joy in life. THERE IS HOPE IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!

I am happy that you feel hope and joy in your life and are just trying to offer support but there will be many who have no hope and will not be convinced.personally i have no hope and do not even know where to begin to find it.! X

 

[crimea_river]

When I was 10 yrs old, I watched my mother fall over dead. My brother and I had to move in with my alcoholic dad. I had PTSD from my mom death. 17 yrs later I lost my brother to car accident. Tried drinking myself to death on daily basis. I Jumped in front of police car after I led them on a high speed chase. In jail the God Lord placed his hand on me. I was delivered from PTSDs and alcoholism. No more depression. I have joy in life. THERE IS HOPE IN THIS LIFE!!!!!!!

Do you mind me asking what brought you to this website then? Just curious.

 

[Ἡγησίας]

Glycine's song, of Samuel Taylor Coleridge:

A sunny shaft did I behold,
From sky to earth it slanted:
And poised therein a bird so bold
Sweet bird, thou wert enchanted!

He sank, he rose, he twinkled, he troll'd
Within that shaft of sunny mist;
His eyes of fire, his beak of gold,
All else of amethyst!

And thus he sang: 'Adieu! adieu!
Love's dreams prove seldom true.
The blossoms, they make no delay:
The sparking dew-drops will not stay.
Sweet month of May,
We must away;
Far, far away!
To-day! to-day!'

 

[LuxelDrief]

Glycine's song, of Samuel Taylor Coleridge:

A sunny shaft did I behold,
From sky to earth it slanted:
And poised therein a bird so bold
Sweet bird, thou wert enchanted!

He sank, he rose, he twinkled, he troll'd
Within that shaft of sunny mist;
His eyes of fire, his beak of gold,
All else of amethyst!

And thus he sang: 'Adieu! adieu!
Love's dreams prove seldom true.
The blossoms, they make no delay:
The sparking dew-drops will not stay.
Sweet month of May,
We must away;
Far, far away!
To-day! to-day!'

That's beautiful mate, thank you!

 

[Ashpac]

youve been here 2 days and you know the SN method? hmm. Im not trying to be a dick, i always try to help people out, but come on ?!?!

 

[KnightOfEnceladus]

@SaltN'Light777: please stop and think about how selfish this is, and how you're not considering some of the other aspects of your religion.

If you believe your God is going to condemn anyone, no matter what they did, to endless torture after death, you are worshiping a monster. It is simply not possible for any finite being with finite powers to commit infinite sins in a finite timespan. The only being who could even conceivably merit eternity in Hell is, ironically, God himself, as no other being by definition possesses infinite life/power/reach/etc. to commit infinite evil with.

I am glad you've recovered, but beware that it hasn't turned you into something worse.

 

[LuxelDrief]

youve been here 2 days and you know the SN method? hmm. Im not trying to be a dick, i always try to help people out, but come on ?!?!

I suggest you see my initial posts, I just registered here 2 days ago, but have been lurking for a week if I am not mistaken.

 

[mrwonderful]

How much water will you be using? I really like this method.

 

[LuxelDrief]

How much water will you be using? I really like this method.

50-60ml