imjusttired
Just a 21 year old living ‘the’ life
- Nov 10, 2020
- 35
Hi,
There I am again with a new incoming hopefully working attempt. I should've died already many times orrr needed to stay death that one time but I am here yayy So I bought things for 2 different possible attempts (idk which one I will do so I thought lets just have a choice).
- first I bought SN but we all know how that works and ehm yeah I know too. I'm just super scared after my last attempt when I died and was in a coma for 5 days (the story is somewhere in my posts). Like if I think about the taste and everything I already panic and get so nauseous. I'm scared I will panic again but its a secure option otherwise.
- my second option is something new for me. I bought 450 mg of bromozolam (RS benzo). And I will combine it with 450 mg of O-DSMT, its an opioid but also a research chemical. Because I know opioids and benzo's don't go together so I thought this would work and be fatal. Together with alcohol. If I'm just not found within like 15 hours. But idk what you guys think.
Thank youu!
Ps. I still want to have N. But the D someone doesn't sell it anymore. Has anyone new been found already or not?
There I am again with a new incoming hopefully working attempt. I should've died already many times orrr needed to stay death that one time but I am here yayy So I bought things for 2 different possible attempts (idk which one I will do so I thought lets just have a choice).
- first I bought SN but we all know how that works and ehm yeah I know too. I'm just super scared after my last attempt when I died and was in a coma for 5 days (the story is somewhere in my posts). Like if I think about the taste and everything I already panic and get so nauseous. I'm scared I will panic again but its a secure option otherwise.
- my second option is something new for me. I bought 450 mg of bromozolam (RS benzo). And I will combine it with 450 mg of O-DSMT, its an opioid but also a research chemical. Because I know opioids and benzo's don't go together so I thought this would work and be fatal. Together with alcohol. If I'm just not found within like 15 hours. But idk what you guys think.
Thank youu!
Ps. I still want to have N. But the D someone doesn't sell it anymore. Has anyone new been found already or not?