Is there anything holding you back?

[AndyCurious]

Depression. Don't have the energy but I know I have to do this. Too difficult to move at times and I stay in bed when I can. Physically and mentally messed up and can't plan or act properly.

I feel for you Lra <3 Hugs

 

[Throwaway563078]

Anxiety, survival instinct, depression and how it'll affect a few people.

 

[AndyCurious]

My beautiful Princess daughter...<3

 

[Lost]

Nothing really other as to fail again

 

[okyeah]

Nothing at all. Literally nothing! There's nothing for me on this shitty planet. I'll be so happy when I can get my N. It's the only thing I want

 

[Jen Erik]

Waiting on the right tools to arrive so I can do it properly and succeed.

 

[Final Escape]

Depression. Don't have the energy but I know I have to do this. Too difficult to move at times and I stay in bed when I can. Physically and mentally messed up and can't plan or act properly.

Have u been on meds as well? Do u have an illness or is it major depression?

 

[lammergeier]

When I attempted last night, using partial, the survival instinct was the main thing holding me back. I was so close to passing out several times, but my body was always screaming for me to stop. Hanging can be excruciatingly painful, it felt like my neck was being crushed and my throat was being stabbed, not to mention how much your head hurts. Anyone that can pull it off is incredibly resilient and strong-willed.

 

[Final Escape]

When I attempted last night, using partial, the survival instinct was the main thing holding me back. I was so close to passing out several times, but my body was always screaming for me to stop. Hanging can be excruciatingly painful, it felt like my neck was being crushed and my throat was being stabbed, not to mention how much your head hurts. Anyone that can pull it off is incredibly resilient and strong-willed.

This is why I can't go this route. You gotta be pretty pain tolerant or incredibly intoxicated on other drugs first.

 

[TAW122]

Survival instinct and also tying loose ends as well as getting everything in order, getting that finality before I actually do it.

 

[JustcallmeChris]

The longer it goes on the more I realize that i'm only holding on for her

 

[worldexploder]

A lack of a peaceful method. That alone keeps me living.

 

[Roph]

Nothing, except me, is holding me back at this point.