AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Depression. Don't have the energy but I know I have to do this. Too difficult to move at times and I stay in bed when I can. Physically and mentally messed up and can't plan or act properly.
I feel for you Lra <3 Hugs
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
Anxiety, survival instinct, depression and how it'll affect a few people.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
My beautiful Princess daughter...<3
 
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Lost

Member
Apr 18, 2018
88
Nothing really other as to fail again
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
Nothing at all. Literally nothing! There's nothing for me on this shitty planet. I'll be so happy when I can get my N. It's the only thing I want
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

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Oct 12, 2018
637
Waiting on the right tools to arrive so I can do it properly and succeed.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Depression. Don't have the energy but I know I have to do this. Too difficult to move at times and I stay in bed when I can. Physically and mentally messed up and can't plan or act properly.
Have u been on meds as well? Do u have an illness or is it major depression?
 
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lammergeier

Member
Nov 1, 2018
13
When I attempted last night, using partial, the survival instinct was the main thing holding me back. I was so close to passing out several times, but my body was always screaming for me to stop. Hanging can be excruciatingly painful, it felt like my neck was being crushed and my throat was being stabbed, not to mention how much your head hurts. Anyone that can pull it off is incredibly resilient and strong-willed.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
When I attempted last night, using partial, the survival instinct was the main thing holding me back. I was so close to passing out several times, but my body was always screaming for me to stop. Hanging can be excruciatingly painful, it felt like my neck was being crushed and my throat was being stabbed, not to mention how much your head hurts. Anyone that can pull it off is incredibly resilient and strong-willed.
This is why I can't go this route. You gotta be pretty pain tolerant or incredibly intoxicated on other drugs first.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,813
Survival instinct and also tying loose ends as well as getting everything in order, getting that finality before I actually do it.
 
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JustcallmeChris

JustcallmeChris

Member
Sep 16, 2018
17
The longer it goes on the more I realize that i'm only holding on for her
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
A lack of a peaceful method. That alone keeps me living.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
Nothing, except me, is holding me back at this point.
 
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