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hooman57

hooman57

kill me
Aug 13, 2026
24
i feel this is the right place to ask
it can be from anyone or from a specific person
but if someone were to really find the perfect words to convince you, or say the one thing youve been waiting for the whole time,
that would make you wanna keep going, or give u a proper reason to,

what would it be ?

(ps im partly asking for a personal situation of mine)
 
Zzzkurt

Zzzkurt

New Member
Aug 21, 2026
3
unless it was like hearing matching lottery numbers… I don't think there's anything anyone could say or do to prevent it. Because I've heard it all and most times I get annoyed when someone tries to say or show me something as if it's going to change the way I think and feel.

They might be able to prolong it but I don't see myself leaving any other way. But then again…it's hard to say since I practically swing from one mood to another so my answer can be different at any given time of the day lol it's annoying.
 
sixthgun

sixthgun

Suicide postponed :/
Sep 29, 2024
27
"Would you like a billion pounds?" Okay, that's a bit of a hyperbole, but honestly a good enough chunk of my problems could either be solved with or helped with money. I don't think anything else could change the way I feel tbh, but who knows? You don't know what you don't know.
 
aerials

aerials

amounted to nothing
Jul 11, 2026
2
i've been suicidal since elementary school and i'm now in my mid-20s. i've tried countless antidepressants and forms of therapy and nothing has worked, so i don't think there's anything that will make those types of thoughts stop outright unfortunately. there are some nice words that could possibly delay the inevitable, like hearing "i love you." from a few choice people, but I don't know if that would be enough to stop me from ctb in the long run.
 
MeSauce

MeSauce

Armchair Philosopher
Jun 1, 2023
173
i feel this is the right place to ask
it can be from anyone or from a specific person
but if someone were to really find the perfect words to convince you, or say the one thing youve been waiting for the whole time,
that would make you wanna keep going, or give u a proper reason to,

what would it be ?

(ps im partly asking for a personal situation of mine)
I don't know :ahhha: I'm sure it exists but I haven't heard it yet. Maybe it just doesn't exist right now... but in the future? A particular combination of words said at the right time, in the right place, in just the right way. Or maybe it doesn't exist and I'm holding out for nothing and I should bite the bullet ASAP. I'm pretty sure it exists, but we'll see which I find first; Bullet or Belief. XD
 
sifp

sifp

Member
Aug 19, 2026
40
The money comments are interesting. I can't relate because no amount of money can fix your brain as far as I can tell. I agree with the time machine comment. And a way to reverse cognitive impairment from mental illness and meds.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,591
No, nothing would ever make me wish for this existence so torturous and terrible, this existence never should had been imposed at all and I'll always see it as the most dreadful mistake to exist, all that this existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive to me, it's just so terrible how the suffering of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, there is nothing desirable about suffering in this tortuous existence and there never could be, all I want is the peace of non-existence, all I want is to be free from this futile existence that is just waiting to die anyway with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
540
if I were able to get back with my emotionally abusive ex or find another for myself to completely depend on
 
pk@2001

pk@2001

Student
Apr 27, 2026
107
Nothing could force me to look back as long as I'm trapped in this body which is getting screwed up day by day
 
lonely_potato

lonely_potato

Member
Aug 23, 2026
20
I don't feel like there's anything anyone could say that would change my mind. Now, if someone were to give me a bunch of money and let me experience wealth before I died, I might stick around for a while longer.
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
202
"You are my favorite person" from someone who understands me and is just as broken.
 
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,977
Nothing. I am done living.
 

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