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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,363
Is it really that hard to drink ?
According to multiple testimonies, yes it is. It's often compared to very bad alcoholic beverages, but worse. (at least if it's the veterinary solution)
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
According to multiple testimonies, yes it is. It's often compared to very bad alcoholic beverages, but worse. (at least if it's the veterinary solution)
So how do people do it then? The failure rate is so low
 
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letsgetittogo

letsgetittogo

Barbiturate Summer :p
Nov 11, 2023
202
Is it really that hard to drink ?
Apparently…? I didn't realize that was the case until sort of recently. I think my only worry regarding N would be not being able to get it down and falling unconscious first :/
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,369
I've heard it described as Terminator jizz for having a metallic, industrial taste or like urine but 10x more concentrated.

The stuff D sent out wasn't meant to be ingested after all.

The stuff they administer at Dignitas seems to be more palatable.

But it'll knock you out so fast the foul taste will just be an afterthought.

I think it's safe to assume you'll succeed if you take a massive OD.

Wish I had some.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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Can't you close your nose to remove the taste? I used to do this with shifty protein shakes and it worked
 
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Alatus_Nemeseos

Alatus_Nemeseos

Member
Dec 27, 2023
34
I don't have it yet. I'm planning to go to S. America just to get it lol
Will you be able to get it past customs on the way home? Do you know where to get it? Maybe I should switch plans from SN to N if that's a possibility 🤔
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
Anything you drink is liable to be vomited back out.

Pentobarbital is only guaranteed if given by IV.

Only guaranteed ways I can think of are jumping 300+ feet onto concrete, suspension hanging, a shotgun or something absolutely crazy like a guillotine.
 
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samicitchka

samicitchka

It Hurts Until it Doesn't.
Apr 14, 2024
33
Ugh I guess even N isn't guaranteed then. People always talk about it as the most peaceful and successful method, but I guess if you ctb yourself, you can always fail somehow. I hate how it's so hard to die in this world. Everything is hard. Only VAD/MAiD is certain
I applied to MAID last year, my marriage ended after 20 years, I have cancer and an array of expected mental h issues. Maid denied me. Now I am hoping to can take care of this myself since I've been left with no choice. I am lonely sick and depressed and just want my peace already.
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
There have been more than 500 suicides with N in Australia in the last 20 years, but also more than 700 hospitalizations during the same period due to failed attempts with N.
Because people are rescued while unconscious, then taken do the hospital. Most of them don't get permanent damage, but a few of them leave the hospital with severe permanent damage.
There's also the SI that can keep you from drinking it, because our body tries to avoid death at all cost sadly.
I would think it's pretty hard to get rescued since it kills you rather quickly
I applied to MAID last year, my marriage ended after 20 years, I have cancer and an array of expected mental h issues. Maid denied me. Now I am hoping to can take care of this myself since I've been left with no choice. I am lonely sick and depressed and just want my peace already.
I'm so sorry you're in pain and appalled that MAID denied you, I mean its purpose is to give peace to people that are suffering with cancer. That's not right.
I would understand if they denied you due to mental issues but cancer is a different story. I'm sorry you're going through this it's really unfair
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
Where is the proof that there is 700 hospitalizations due from drinking N and only 500 confirmed deaths? That seems like it would be inaccurate. The peaceful pill handbook says it's rated 10 out of 10 for effectiveness.
 
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TiredTurtle

TiredTurtle

Member
Oct 29, 2023
99
This is why I think it's important to have a second method in place in case I fail and end up brain damaged, I've been thinking about using carbon monoxide with whatever method I choose. Could still fail if interrupted or very unlucky but would drastically reduce the chances
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
This is why I think it's important to have a second method in place in case I fail and end up brain damaged, I've been thinking about using carbon monoxide with whatever method I choose. Could still fail if interrupted or very unlucky but would drastically reduce the chances
Doesn't carbon monoxide make you throw up though? Like wouldn't you likely vomit the N?
 
TiredTurtle

TiredTurtle

Member
Oct 29, 2023
99
Doesn't carbon monoxide make you throw up though? Like wouldn't you likely vomit the N?
I'm not too sure about how long N takes since I'm thinking about SN for my method,
Yes CO poisoning can make you throw up but my goal would be to let the CO levels slowly build up while I'm unconscious as opposed to entering a small enclosed space with high levels which is what's suggested when using carbon monoxide as a primary method.

I think that as long as the room is large enough and CO levels building slowly I will have hopefully ingested a lethal dose as well as antiemetics and be unconscious long before I vomit due to CO poisoning, if I do vomit from the Carbon monoxide then I probably fucked up the dose somewhere along the way in which case hopefully the backup plan does its job.

I'm sure there's other backup methods but this is my preferred one at the moment
 
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