itsmeagain

itsmeagain

Specialist
Jan 28, 2020
334
It is I, my nose is very sharp and long and you'll probably notice it first haha
I...actually didn't. I noticed how your hair frames your face and how dark your eyes are. Also that kind of smile you have. It seems like you're holding back. I understand. You're very, honestly, beautiful. I don't know where you come from, but people would scoop you up where I come from. You're very beautiful.
 
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Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
451
I...actually didn't. I noticed how your hair frames your face and how dark your eyes are. Also that kind of smile you have. It seems like you're holding back. I understand. You're very, honestly, beautiful. I don't know where you come from, but people would scoop you up where I come from. You're very beautiful.

YOU are SO lovely!! Wow. Never heard these sweet words before but I'm flattered and thankful for such a sweet compliment :heart:
 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

Specialist
Jan 28, 2020
334
YOU are SO lovely!! Wow. Never heard these sweet words before but I'm flattered and thankful for such a sweet compliment :heart:
I literally know how you feel with the compliments ❤️❤️❤️❤️ You can pm me. You really should know that you are by MANY MANY standards considered very very beautiful. sometimes just don't take care of ourselves or show ourselves to others In our depression or talk to others so we don't hear the nice things they have to say ❤️
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
OK... so I am just wondering out of the people on this site. Are any of you really really good looking? I'm talking model standard good looks. I know that a lot of people here want to kill themselves largely related to poor genetics, bad looks or self-image problems. My self included in this category...not the only reason by any means, but definitely a large contributing factor. It goes without saying that looks are beneficial in our society and can make you form better relationships and feel happier with yourself. So I am just curious..., are any of you really beautiful but still want to kill yourself? (You don't have to be modest! this is a suicide site and you don't know people personally!)

You know that would really upset the media, if we turned SS into a suicidal dating website, I bet all the first dates would take place on high bridges or clifftops, lol
 
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zeroambition

Recovered
Nov 3, 2019
3,176
I'm definitely not.. Images 1
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
I feel average, people have said I'm ugly, fat etc, but then they've also said I look good. It's why I always have to have makeup on and my hair done and look presentable. I feel I have to keep up appearances.
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
I used to be somewhat good looking in my teens/early 20's, but I feel like I've aged horrifically and I'm only in my early 30's, so dread to think what I would look like in my 40's.
I'm starting to look more and more like my father, who is ugly as fuck :pfff:
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
Age has caught up with me now but i used to get compliments especially about my eyes aged 18-35, this coincided with when i was heavily into keeping fit. It felt great to be complimented to be honest because i've never had much self confidence.

Fun fact which some of you may think i'm bullshitting about (but why would I?) - does anyone remember the website "hot or not" where people would rate each other on looks? I put a topless pic of myself (cringey i know) on there and was rated an average of 9.9 out of 10 lol :^) yes hard to believe I didn't really understand it myself may be I was being trolled. I was in very athletic shape but always considered my face to be unremarkable.
 
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Nitromask

Specialist
Feb 18, 2019
324
Fun fact which some of you may think i'm bullshitting about (but why would I?) - does anyone remember the website "hot or not" where people would rate each other on looks? I put a topless pic of myself (cringey i know) on there and was rated an average of 9.9 out of 10 lol :^)
hahaha, I was never on Hot or Not, but I was semi- MySpace "famous" circa 2004. (Shirtless photos were also included, cringe)
 
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TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
I've consistently been rated a 7-8 my entire life. I don't think I'm very attractive and if I had to rate myself I'd be at a 5-6 on a good day. I've had people come up to me and tell me I'm beautiful before, but I think a lot of it had more to do with what I was wearing or how I presented myself versus my actual beauty. It doesn't matter anyway, I'm still miserable.
 
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namelessX8

Student
Feb 22, 2019
111
I have no idea if I am good looking or not :notsure:
 
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IamAGhost

IamAGhost

Member
Feb 16, 2020
6
what really could bring anyone here its way more complicated than that for somebody on this kind of site
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
I'm good looking and cute (as said by many women). Not that it's matters, though. My personality is eccentric and full of mental illness
 
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ctbUniquectb

Pariah
Jan 7, 2020
489
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IamAGhost

IamAGhost

Member
Feb 16, 2020
6
I'm good looking and cute (as said by many women). Not that it's matters, though. My personality is eccentric and full of mental illness
Anyone have narcissistic parents? never developed a personality that supposed to make sense for my looks in peoples eyes
 
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I_love_to_bake

I_love_to_bake

Student
Feb 27, 2020
167
ive been told to model before, called hot. problem is i seem to be incapable of making friends. sex, im not interested in, so that part of life is also cut off for me because who wants a "just hugging and kissing" relationship. not honestly many people. not that i care, i really just want to hang out with people and be close.

I do. I've never felt a sex drive. I called myself asexual for a while. But to be realistic, I think I do have a sex drive, it's just driven down like all other drives to do anything by my psychotic depression.

I would honestly rate myself as a 1, maybe 2/10. Lifelong cystic acne, an extremely greasy face because my organs don't work properly, and gross, patchy facial hair growing between the acne scars have rendered me pretty hard to look at for some people. I also have two big moles that grow hair very quickly on my face. I accidentally cut myself frequently while trying to trim the mole hair and facial hair because my face is pretty 3-dimensional at this point, and also because my motor skills have deteriorated due to my mental state. This is pretty hard for me because the sight of blood always tempts me to self harm. Sometimes I will go out into public actively bleeding from my face because my motivation is just too low to care.

(the doctors wouldn't let me go on accutane because I'm deemed a suicide risk)

My lips are weirdly very red and I'm extremely pale. Because of my trauma I find it excruciating to let someone else touch me, so I have to cut my own hair. But because of my poor motor skills and bad vision, it's pretty hard to do so and I make mistakes. The top of one ear is missing.

My ex once called my eyes beautiful. They're a pale silver. I guess that's kind of unique. I like my eyes.

I don't mind about my looks. I don't have time to waste on petty people anyway.

Wanted to say one last thing. Isolation is brutal. I'm sorry you struggle to make friends, I've been isolated for most of my life. I hope that moving forward the people around you are kind, understanding, and loving. Best wishes :)
 
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Mistry420

Mistry420

I don’t even like rollercoasters
Feb 11, 2020
60
Honestly, my confidence has grown, I know I'm beautiful curvy and cute - but in this society we live in, it's not enough to live on, I have to still deal with my mental insecurities despite knowing I'm pretty, it's like looks isnT everything people just want to have sex with you because you're aesthetically pleasing, rather than seeing underneath I'm a proper catch D;
 
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exhausted

exhausted

Experienced
Oct 22, 2019
253
No one ever got laid solely because of his mind; unless he somehow aquired status or wealth or any other form of power through his intellect. It may be a sad fact to acknowledge but imho that's what attraction solely is based on.

Err, no. That is not true. Looks/wealth and status are not the be all and end all.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Err, no. That is not true. Looks/wealth and status are not the be all and end all.
You are right; there are other forms of power. But if you really think long and hard about it you will have to agree with me that it all boils down to one form or another of power.
 
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I_love_to_bake

I_love_to_bake

Student
Feb 27, 2020
167
You are right; there are other forms of power. But if you really think long and hard about it you will have to agree with me that it all boils down to one form or another of power.
Hm, maybe they truly seek safety, or security? And gaining power is a means to that end? Would you agree that gaining power would increase the security of yourself, your family, and your future generations? I believe instinct and rationality drive attraction.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,007
When i was younger i felt myself an ugly troll, im short, no size zero ( but also not a Jabba the Hut),, my nose is to big, my eyesight is a crossover between a mole and a bat...

Now im older, i don't think I'm a super model, but i have learned to use my strong features in my advantage. I have great hair, a reasonably smooth face... Im not at all very displeased
 
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nonamegirl

Student
Jan 6, 2020
183
I'm not model beautiful, but I've been told Im pretty by others (and even hot by some guys)

But looks are about as far down the list of what I am concerned with, as possible. I am suicidal, depresssed and anxious because of several tormenting illnesses/conditions I have, and looks don't change any of that. my "good" looks have never provided me any good in life. I have never had a boyfriend or more then a few friends, who I am not very close too, because regardless of my looks I have always been socially akward, and menatlly ill, and now I got several tormenting conditions on top of it all, so yaaaaayyyy:notsure:

I'd trade my looks for looking like quasimodo in an instant, if I instead could be free from these conditions/illnesses (and be quite content with the trade up) At least then I could sit at home and just be comfortable with that. As of now I am not comfortable anywhere :(
 
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wanderinglost

wanderinglost

Member
Mar 22, 2020
77
"swearing is unattractive ... I am not attractive so fuck off you c*** "

on one of my offensive tees... this is a tame one. I have an original cradle of filth tee the one voted most offensive tee ever by rolling stone magazine
I just like the word what can I say
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

Specialist
Feb 23, 2020
392
I wouldn't be here if I was extremely beautiful.
 
ReadySince94

ReadySince94

Member
Apr 9, 2020
18
I consider myself very average & "alright" & I probably feel that way about myself due to my own mental illness.. as for my fellow peers of the world, they see me as "gorgeous" , "beautiful", "sexy", "fine as hell" & the list goes on of course. I've never appreciated it, they can only see looks but & I will always see the pain that's behind the "looks" \(._.)/
 
Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
I'm not extremely good-looking but I'm fairly good-looking. I'd say a 6/10 at least regarding some of the comments I get. It's actually one of the few reasons why I don't want to kill myself. However, my teeth have taken a hard hit within the past couple years so my smile is not as good as it used to be, so that adds fuel towards CTB.
 
Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
I'm generally considered quite good looking though I've never felt that way. If I did I know how different my life would have been, especially in terms of career and relationships. I bombed at both and hate myself. For reference, a lot of people have told me I look like Mark Wahlberg. Hearing that makes me feel very depressed, because it makes me aware of the gap in perception and how I've thrown my life away.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
993
everyone irl says nice things about my looks but that isnt enough to make me want to stay im afraid
 
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