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Finis Autem Spero
- Dec 30, 2019
- 259
I am extraordinarily handsome. I'm also extraordinarily humble.
...I kid, but I do think I have a nice face.
...I kid, but I do think I have a nice face.
Xena87
Queen of the night
- Dec 9, 2019
- 105
Finis Autem Spero
- Dec 30, 2019
- 259
Changed my mind. I forgot you can't delete posts after a while.
Have a super accurate artistic representation of my face instead.
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Xena87
Queen of the night
- Dec 9, 2019
- 105
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I was a cute kid who became a hideous looking teenager. Looks didn't normalise until got older.
to_rid_the_disease
Member
- Feb 2, 2020
- 29
I don't think I look very feminine for a woman without make up but with make up I do so??? Depends on what people like I guess . I don't think I'm conventionally attractive and some days I feel like I look like a pile of bit other days I can look at myself and be like "damn!" haha.
My emojis didn't appear so what I just said probably doesn't make sense lol
My emojis didn't appear so what I just said probably doesn't make sense lol
decafcoffee
Member
- Nov 15, 2019
- 85
ive been told to model before, called hot. problem is i seem to be incapable of making friends. sex, im not interested in, so that part of life is also cut off for me because who wants a "just hugging and kissing" relationship. not honestly many people. not that i care, i really just want to hang out with people and be close.
Crushed_Innocence
Hungry Ghost
- Oct 16, 2019
- 423
Tiktok
Member
- Feb 21, 2020
- 30
Someone who's a beautiful model tier wouldn't be on this forum, ever. They will not concern themselves about suicide
I think it is the opposite.
clandestine
still rolling stones
- Nov 17, 2019
- 47
lol models do commit suicide
Lady Lazarus 2020
Student
- Jan 25, 2020
- 144
blood orange
Member
- Sep 14, 2018
- 81
I am conventionally attractive and youthful looking but that doesn't mean everything in my life has come to me easily. If anything I am more guarded and mistrustful of people.
The only thing people notice about you is that you are a pretty face, they will want in on that. To understand you and see you as whole, not so much. Aesthetics is fleeting, no one is beautiful forever.
The only thing people notice about you is that you are a pretty face, they will want in on that. To understand you and see you as whole, not so much. Aesthetics is fleeting, no one is beautiful forever.
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
No. I do not think I am even conventionally attractive, although I've had several people describe me as "hot," or "cute," though I never believe it. Maybe I'm insecure, maybe they're lying to me, I don't know.
Not_Quite_Dead_Yet
Student
- Oct 27, 2018
- 134
Haha. You made me smile. I used to be gorgeous but age and stress took that away. No matter, because when one is super-attractive, people tend not to look for or see anything beyond or under the beauty.
I hope this doesn't get me nsfw banned, but there can be no lies between comrades:
the EXTREMELY good looking have a tendency towards being lousy in bed, because no one has ever told him or her "hey, you need to do this or that"
the EXTREMELY good looking have a tendency towards being lousy in bed, because no one has ever told him or her "hey, you need to do this or that"
Xena87
Queen of the night
- Dec 9, 2019
- 105
How do people get banned here anyway? That's a shitty fucking thing to do to people who want to die, ban them from talking like WTF
itsmeagain
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2020
- 334
I'm no supermodel or anything like that, but I've done modeling for this very small company. They have an instagram, but it's not an instagram company, they have their own website from what I could tell.
Of course, I'm dressed up a lot and hiding my face for privacy, but honestly, modeling doesn't mean that you have an incredible sense of self. Think of it like this.
Think of something you're good at. Even if you have low self esteem, maybe you majored in something, or were really good at this one game... the more ridiculous the better.
Now, imagine you got a small bit of fame because of it. But it was supposed to be big to you. People kept telling you how amazing you were at it, over and over and over.
Then, eventually, it becomes the same thing.
It's just the same words, differently organized. Mostly people just wanting to fuck or give you some scam deals, but honestly, would you really care if 500 people told you how amazing you were at... rinsing mouthwash without feeling pain in your mouth?
It's like... an ability you can do, but it's not incredible by any means, at least not to you.
But so many people tell you that you're amazing! That you should be proud!
You're so used to it, and you're so numb to it, that the compliments don't matter anymore.
Being a model doesn't stop people from being cruel to you, from family dying, from mental issues, from being kicked while you were down over, and over, and over.
Although I'm perhaps not the model you'd intially think of, I imagine that those people would feel the same way about it.
VolatilePotato
BPD, boohooman
- Feb 22, 2020
- 69
I've been told I'm cute, but I'm actually trash and everyone is blind lmao
BeenDoneForSoLong
Can't wait to be another statistic
- Feb 6, 2019
- 82
On photofeeler I get around 9.8 for attractiveness. I think if you want to kys because you're ugly you're not thinking logically at all tbh.
itsmeagain
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2020
- 334
Oh my gosh... You look like that really cool uncle that has a guitar and a bunch of old record players! You're so handsome!!!!!!!!
marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
deck of cards
Member
- Feb 16, 2020
- 31
I'm considered attractive but am socially awkward. Hence a lot of girls would have a crush on me, but after a week of getting to know me hates me.
Are Nazis hot?
I've been told that once I shave my hair and facial hair I look like I should've been in American history x...
I've been told that once I shave my hair and facial hair I look like I should've been in American history x...
I don't feel like that, but it can be true. Not every woman likes me. This is real part of my life and i don't joke a bit.
No matter how basic my social life is, there are always women who fall for me, with basic hi and simple chat like "how are you doing". I mean this happens even with women who are just friends to me, part of some company and sort of and we know for years. It all ends up eventually cutting them off for good and is very sad, as i cared for their friendship. Most people would be glad about that, but it actually is very destructive and always triggers depressive episodes in me, as i wasn't showing any kind of sexual interest. I even do no speak normaly like myself and on purpose don't say stuff, they might like and translate in their sexual direction. I always have to explain to my love what is actually going on and has become painful to me. I don't cheat and have no attraction to others based on look,mostly because of the lack of trust inside me. I always end up in conflict situations when i go out with my wife, ye she is a pain in the ass when it comes to that. Once a complete stranger "probabbly on something very high" grabbed me throught my neck to kiss me infront of my wife while on night club. I can go on with that and all see from women is lack of trust.
Guess what happened to all of my girlfriends from highschool, university, basically almost any friendship i appretiated, we used to talk, be friends, share stuff...losing that was not pleasant and i'm very angry at some of them, still after all those years. Just to say it's very ugly to be with someone and not tell him your real feelings, it hurts both sides.
Biggest problem - being too good in bed (on periods). My life basically from a week or two is fuck/sleep/fuck/repeat, now i even don't eat. I don't know every other women would fall in with her bones with me after multples, maybie mine is, but my traumatised sick brain and soul would never let me accept taht, so i again feel used.
By the way i survived today's insane out of town driving, so there must be a reson to stay to the end of it..
It's a soul saving question, f*ck the millions. - I'm a case of how can you have pretty much everything you could possibly want in life, but still be the way you are?
No matter how basic my social life is, there are always women who fall for me, with basic hi and simple chat like "how are you doing". I mean this happens even with women who are just friends to me, part of some company and sort of and we know for years. It all ends up eventually cutting them off for good and is very sad, as i cared for their friendship. Most people would be glad about that, but it actually is very destructive and always triggers depressive episodes in me, as i wasn't showing any kind of sexual interest. I even do no speak normaly like myself and on purpose don't say stuff, they might like and translate in their sexual direction. I always have to explain to my love what is actually going on and has become painful to me. I don't cheat and have no attraction to others based on look,mostly because of the lack of trust inside me. I always end up in conflict situations when i go out with my wife, ye she is a pain in the ass when it comes to that. Once a complete stranger "probabbly on something very high" grabbed me throught my neck to kiss me infront of my wife while on night club. I can go on with that and all see from women is lack of trust.
Guess what happened to all of my girlfriends from highschool, university, basically almost any friendship i appretiated, we used to talk, be friends, share stuff...losing that was not pleasant and i'm very angry at some of them, still after all those years. Just to say it's very ugly to be with someone and not tell him your real feelings, it hurts both sides.
Biggest problem - being too good in bed (on periods). My life basically from a week or two is fuck/sleep/fuck/repeat, now i even don't eat. I don't know every other women would fall in with her bones with me after multples, maybie mine is, but my traumatised sick brain and soul would never let me accept taht, so i again feel used.
By the way i survived today's insane out of town driving, so there must be a reson to stay to the end of it..
It's a soul saving question, f*ck the millions. - I'm a case of how can you have pretty much everything you could possibly want in life, but still be the way you are?
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Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 575
Never considered beautiful / attractive but normal with makeup I guess. Not saying pretty people dont have problems but I doubt someone who's conventionally gorgeous and gushed over would be driven to a suicide support forum. (Im sure it can happen but it's rare)
Are we allowed to post pictures or is that against guidelines? Privacy doesn't bother me I'll be dead soon anyways
Are we allowed to post pictures or is that against guidelines? Privacy doesn't bother me I'll be dead soon anyways
itsmeagain
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2020
- 334
You're more than welcome to post pictures, as long as it's not blantant genitals i think. At least, that's what I've seen. your privacy is your choice, but I would suggest you may want to crop it in case of a reverse image search or something, although I doubt that that's likely.
Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 575
It is I, my nose is very sharp and long and you'll probably notice it first haha
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