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masochisticsorrow

masochisticsorrow

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Apr 15, 2023
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I'm useless, worse than that I'm a disturbance. My teachers and friends hate me. I can tell, I cant really be myself at all, I'm trying to be my best self for everyone and it's just not working, even when I pretend to be someone else they hate me, I'm loud and rude, I'm snappy and pushy, I wish I could just shut up and listen, I wish I was someone else entirely. I wish I wasn't me, I wish I was dead, I wonder how long people would even grieve my death.
 
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codedarchaeologist

codedarchaeologist

everybody ends up where the river meets the sea
Jan 21, 2023
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Kodokushi

Kodokushi

Falling...into the abyss...
Apr 19, 2023
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Let your emotions out, write it down, write it all out, if you want to - write in on paper and rip it to shreds or burn it (just be careful!), don't let it boil in you and torment you more than it already does now. It's okay to feel this way, okay to be hurt, to cry. Big hugs to you 🤗
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be really awful and tiring feeling trapped in that situation, life really is just so unnecessarily cruel and it's understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering that existing brings. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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