Venting Im useless.

[masochisticsorrow]

I'm useless, worse than that I'm a disturbance. My teachers and friends hate me. I can tell, I cant really be myself at all, I'm trying to be my best self for everyone and it's just not working, even when I pretend to be someone else they hate me, I'm loud and rude, I'm snappy and pushy, I wish I could just shut up and listen, I wish I was someone else entirely. I wish I wasn't me, I wish I was dead, I wonder how long people would even grieve my death.

 

[codedarchaeologist]

 

[Kodokushi]

Let your emotions out, write it down, write it all out, if you want to - write in on paper and rip it to shreds or burn it (just be careful!), don't let it boil in you and torment you more than it already does now. It's okay to feel this way, okay to be hurt, to cry. Big hugs to you

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really awful and tiring feeling trapped in that situation, life really is just so unnecessarily cruel and it's understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering that existing brings. But anyway I wish you the best.