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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
240
i wish i was never hungry. my body could consume my accumulated fat cells until it dies.

i wish i didn't have to go anywhere. i could sit in my room and stare at the wall for years.

i wish i wasn't in constant pain. living would be tolerable if i felt normal.

i wish i had more money. i could go see my friends. i love them.

but i wish my friends hated me. maybe that would give me a reason to die?

i wish i could lay in my bed and wait until death comes for me.

i wish i could sleep forever. because i don't have nightmares. just beautiful hopes that never come true
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,038
This is so relatable🥺
If you wish to change your life, there's hope.
Check out my articles telecult power, miracle mindset, does god sends help. They may guide you in that direction✨
I wish you love, luck, peace and success in everything you choose.
Besides, feel free to talk about anything here, we are here to listen to you without any judgement and you'll get all the support you need
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

愛ということはずっとわかんない
May 17, 2026
107
i wish i was never hungry. my body could consume my accumulated fat cells until it dies.

i wish i didn't have to go anywhere. i could sit in my room and stare at the wall for years.

i wish i wasn't in constant pain. living would be tolerable if i felt normal.

i wish i had more money. i could go see my friends. i love them.

but i wish my friends hated me. maybe that would give me a reason to die?

i wish i could lay in my bed and wait until death comes for me.

i wish i could sleep forever. because i don't have nightmares. just beautiful hopes that never come true
i wish i didnt have to keep up with responsibilities anymore and just give up on everything, but sometimes it feels to hard to even do that

also hello empty sekai miku i wish empty sekai was real and i could escape into it to be free of everything
 
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