emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
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i wish i was never hungry. my body could consume my accumulated fat cells until it dies.
i wish i didn't have to go anywhere. i could sit in my room and stare at the wall for years.
i wish i wasn't in constant pain. living would be tolerable if i felt normal.
i wish i had more money. i could go see my friends. i love them.
but i wish my friends hated me. maybe that would give me a reason to die?
i wish i could lay in my bed and wait until death comes for me.
i wish i could sleep forever. because i don't have nightmares. just beautiful hopes that never come true
i wish i didn't have to go anywhere. i could sit in my room and stare at the wall for years.
i wish i wasn't in constant pain. living would be tolerable if i felt normal.
i wish i had more money. i could go see my friends. i love them.
but i wish my friends hated me. maybe that would give me a reason to die?
i wish i could lay in my bed and wait until death comes for me.
i wish i could sleep forever. because i don't have nightmares. just beautiful hopes that never come true