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- Jan 15, 2024
- 20
About self-esteem, many will say it's nonsense; "appearance is relative and I should love myself." But how can I love myself when I have a horrible nose, horrible hair, a horrible body shape, horrible eyes, and everything else about me, if I can't do anything to change it? I'm not joking. I could do anything to change, but in the end, I just wasted time and put on a mask for everything that happened. Human beings are the worst curse that exists, for some reason, being ugly causes a lot of hatred in people, who need to humiliate to assume a posture of superiority. Unfortunately, this happened to me. And because of this trauma, because yes, it became a trauma in my life, because of this trauma, I "contracted" a hatred of these people and of myself, sometimes I just wanted to stab someone. And I know it's not cool, when the crisis went away, I thought, "what's happening to me? Do I really want to stab someone...?" It's like I have two sides fighting while my brain collapses. I don't like it when they say it's relative or something superficial, ugly people suffer much more than beautiful people, besides beautiful people managing to have a much happier life than ugly people.