Venting Im truly an incompetent piece of shit who deserves to die

[Squiddy]

I can't do anything right. I just hit my dad's trailer thing and it tore the front of my car. I also almost hit a motorcycle changing lanes too because this stupid bus was in my lane and stopped.

I also got a jury duty letter in the mail and it told me 10 days to mail it back and I wasn't checking it and am on day 11 of not sending it :(

I'm not cut out for this life. I wish I had SN already

 

[nitroautnz]

I'm sorry you go through those hardship, hopefully your relief will come soon If you have currently depression that probably the main reason of the issue you just talk about, I have some of those too when I'm not in a good state.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm sorry you go through those hardship, hopefully your relief will come soon If you have currently depression that probably the main reason of the issue you just talk about, I have some of those too when I'm not in a good state.

I just have to order it. I'm so surprised my dad didn't yell at me, he was calm about it. I would've yelled at me and cursed me out. I'm such a piece of shit

 

[Valon]

I feel you. Sometimes I get major anxiety while driving. I was in a bad accident a few years back (it was my fault) and ended up totaling my car. Still haunts me to this day.

 

[sufferingalways]

Hi Squiddy, sorry to hear you're going through such hard times. I'm aware this is easier said than done, ut try not to beat yourself up i er these things. You're human and everyone makes mistakes. Are you seeing a reason for the accidents?

Are you affected by some medication you're taking? Years ago I was on a medicine for a percived illness, and it caused me extreme sensitivity to sunlight .. knock on effect .. less happy me as no sunlight. Just saying there's a root cause and sounds like you need to be detective, try find whatever is causing these things? I wish you improvements and happier days soon.

 

[Squiddy]

Hi Squiddy, sorry to hear you're going through such hard times. I'm aware this is easier said than done, ut try not to beat yourself up i er these things. You're human and everyone makes mistakes. Are you seeing a reason for the accidents?

Are you affected by some medication you're taking? Years ago I was on a medicine for a percived illness, and it caused me extreme sensitivity to sunlight .. knock on effect .. less happy me as no sunlight. Just saying there's a root cause and sounds like you need to be detective, try find whatever is causing these things? I wish you improvements and happier days soon.

My dumbass just didn't judge the distance of the car and trailer thing.

 

[Ghost2211]

Aw Squiddy, accident happen, and I'm bad about checking the mail too. Sometimes life likes to kick us in the ass at multiple angles at once. I hope your day gets better.

 

[Squiddy]

Aw Squiddy, accident happen, and I'm bad about checking the mail too. Sometimes life likes to kick us in the ass at multiple angles at once. I hope your day gets better.

Thanks. And now I just got a call from some car shop about extended warranty for my car so I'm not sure what that's about so looks like I'll have to ask my mom. Incompetent about that to. :(

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry things have gone wrong for you.

 

[FewerMoats]

I've been summoned for jury duty twice. I didn't respond at all for either one and nothing happened.

 

[Squiddy]

I've been summoned for jury duty twice. I didn't respond at all for either one and nothing happened.

I'm just afraid of something happening (contempt or whatever it's called)

 

[Deleted member 94]

I'm just afraid of something happening (contempt or whatever it's called)

In this country you get interviewed for selection for final panel. If it ever happens to me I will use Homer Simpson advice which was to say I'm prejudicial against all races. Serious not joking.

 

[tidalwxves]

I just have to order it. I'm so surprised my dad didn't yell at me, he was calm about it. I would've yelled at me and cursed me out. I'm such a piece of shit

He didn't yell at you because he cares about you. You are more valuable than a car. The car can be replaced, you can't. You are being so hard on yourself, no one is a bad person because of a car accident or forgetting to send out mail. Please try to be gentle with yourself

 

[Squiddy]

He didn't yell at you because he cares about you. You are more valuable than a car. The car can be replaced, you can't. You are being so hard on yourself, no one is a bad person because of a car accident or forgetting to send out mail. Please try to be gentle with yourself

Thanks :)

 

[Fedrea]

I can't do anything right. I just hit my dad's trailer thing and it tore the front of my car. I also almost hit a motorcycle changing lanes too because this stupid bus was in my lane and stopped.

I also got a jury duty letter in the mail and it told me 10 days to mail it back and I wasn't checking it and am on day 11 of not sending it :(

I'm not cut out for this life. I wish I had SN already

I wish I could give you a hug and tell you you're not

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I stopped voting for ethical reasons, and when I moved I didn't re-register. Hence, I've never been called for jury duty. Just something to consider for the future if, you know, you have one.

Also, I don't know if you have this issue, but I can't judge distances well because I don't see in 3-D. I wonder if you have issues with spatial perception and aren't aware. I can't tell you how many hubcaps I've ruined and other car body scrapes from parallel parking or parking in tight spaces. I was always shit at hitting and catching in softball. When I tried to learn how to golf and went to the driving range, I'd usually either miss the ball completely or hit the grass. If it makes you feel better, I once backed out of a convenience store parking space and smacked right into a huge semi trailer that was parallel parked behind me, couldn't have been more obvious that it was there.

 

[DeadBirdSaysGoodbye]

I can't do anything right. I just hit my dad's trailer thing and it tore the front of my car. I also almost hit a motorcycle changing lanes too because this stupid bus was in my lane and stopped.

I also got a jury duty letter in the mail and it told me 10 days to mail it back and I wasn't checking it and am on day 11 of not sending it :(

I'm not cut out for this life. I wish I had SN already

I know how you feel love. Some version of thread title goes through my head about myself every day. You are not alone. I wish I had a positive alternative awnser.