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BLUE1970

BLUE1970

Experienced
Nov 3, 2020
213
I'm ready a little earlier than planned but hey ho...so it goes - was gonna jump off BH but due to lockdown I've opted for OD - got a stack of meds (3 months worth) and long cold glass of dark rum and coke sitting in front of me - mirtazapine, fluoxetine, losartan, amlodipine, metformin & codeine. Had a lovely last meal of lamb with mint sauce, pets are fed and bowls full for a few days. Closed down my credit card accounts today, cleared all outstanding payments on subs etc, cleaned laptop of data. Two goodbye notes left. Gonna chow down now...Take care all, it's been nice chatting with you and I hope to see you on the other side xxx Thank you in advance for messages.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Seems you have a plan.
Wish you the best and hope you find and rest in peace!
See you, pal!
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Gonna miss you OP safe travels and keep a seat ready for me. Peaceful journey
 
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Quax

Quax

Student
Nov 16, 2019
140
Sorry, but ODs on meds usually don't work.....
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Safe travels, and peaceful rest.
 
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UglyDuck666

UglyDuck666

Member
Nov 14, 2020
43
Your profile pic is just adorable. Goodbye and sweet dreams.
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
I hope all goes as you want it to, and you find peace and comfort.
 
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All washed up

All washed up

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
232
Hmm, the pets won't understand that the food is supposed to last them a few days
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Oh mate! If it doesn't go to plan check back in here when you can. Always hold much respect for ya!
 
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Nimbus

Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
211
So sorry to hear this. Unfortunately, I'm not sure your regimen will work. From what I've read most who OD on meds do not succeed. Of course, I don't know how much codine you have, etc. but the combo doesn't sound promising. You may want to rethink your method. I'm sure that's hard to hear especially when you're suffering and just want it to end. Again, I'm sorry. Just my opinion.
 
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NodusTollens

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Nov 17, 2020
989
Take care OP, safe travels.
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Apr 2, 2020
2,399
I do not think this is a reliable method.
 
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Cursed4ever

Cursed4ever

I Want Everything to Stop
Oct 9, 2020
175
Safe And Peaceful Shift
See You at Other End My Friend
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
When you wake up you're going to be not feeling too good and the pets are not properly provided for imho.

I wish you had done some research first and found homes for your pets.
 
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Craig31ldn

Student
Oct 22, 2020
171
Wait, lets talk about this . Sounds like your going to hurt yourself and definitely survive .
PM me please.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
your method may not work. i would suggest more research to ensure there are no mistakes.
but if you must attempt, i hope for a painless journey.
 
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ScorchedLifePolicy

ScorchedLifePolicy

Member
Nov 21, 2020
18
I'm not too far off myself, I don't have a plan I think I'm going to try to hang myself since I can't trust OD. I wanna do it in my car if that's possible.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
I wish you the best on your journey and I understand. But is this the way? It seems like your just mixing a bunch of meds together and hoping they work. This could be very painful and put you into a worse situation.
 
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ecmnesia

ecmnesia

the only thing humans are equal in is death
Aug 30, 2020
766
i am afraid this method might not work and end up giving you more pain.

but if you already did it or must, then it's no use. have a safe journey, i wish you peace.
 
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Brink

Brink

Exhausted. RadHomo.
Feb 11, 2020
625
It's sad that this might end up worsening your suffering. Take a few days sort it all out at the least ! impulsive is not good x cats need to be cared for too
 
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
2,238
Goodbye bro, and good luck
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
194
I respect your decision yet I hope you've done your research to your method because I have concerns if it will work. Do you know how your meds will affect each other? They can do a lot of harm to your body and it can be very painful but may be not fatal.

For your pets it would be far better if you can find someone for them before you attempt. Or do you know how long it takes for someone to find your body?
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Aside from possibly doing harm to yourself, putting your cats in danger of starving to death is unforgivable. I hope you wake up from this and become wiser and more careful.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,015
from the first post it doesn't seem like 0P stuck around for replies. I hope he's doing OK.
 
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harmonica

Member
Sep 2, 2020
28
You might want to rethink this method. I tried to OD on meds with alcohol (zolpidem, Zoloft, Wellbutrin, sumatriptan, trazodone, and more), and I ended up peeing the bed and waking up in a pool of vomit. I was incapacitated for two days. It sucked.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
Although I respect your decision, leaving your animals behind like this isn't oke, never.
 
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RedRed

RedRed

Member
Oct 24, 2020
93
Good bye fam! Ima pray for a candle to light your route. But before that, this might sound rude(?) idk but is it alright to just leave your fur babies there? I know I sound a bit nosy rn, but this just makes me a bit worried. ^^;
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,393
I hope that you are able to find peace. :heart: :hug::heart::hug: I have seen others that have concerns about if the meds will work or not.:hug:
I'm also concerned about your pets. I hope they will be ok. Safe travels.:hug:
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
Safe travels <3
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Hope u not yet attempted coz ur method will not kill u .. Justput u in more pain .. Pl don't attempt without proper research .. Hate to see people try something which will not work .. Pl rethink... If u already done it them hope u in peace now.
 
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