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Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
I don't believe she could be from the USA ... From hearing that they were laying under the stars , w/e.
Yep, it is very much daytime in the United States right now.
I know you (she) could be taking more time, or changed your mind... Goodbye Nurse T, if you went on your way
good point she must be from europe, UK most likely, for some reason most of the members on SS ar from the UK
It's because we're more miserable than anyone else LoLoL.
If you look back at her previous posts, yes she was (or hopefully is) from the UK.
Infinite Conscious
Experienced
- Aug 18, 2020
- 281
I salute you, nurse...
I just read all your posts and hopefully this time you had more luck than the last time the police found you.
Some say this is acting on impulse, I would say this is knowing what one wants and acting upon that.
Someone who had/loved a horse and a dog for 11 years is a kind heart and her soul deserves forgiveness and acceptance, if she is ever to be judged "up there" for this one last act.
Peace be with you.Attachments
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
+1 .. Amen Infinite... Couldn't agree with you Any more. " acting upon that ". Yep. 100%. .
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
Sorry but I hope you have already found peace. I once tried to sever my carotid artery and failed. I don't know which artery you severed or will going to sever (if you still didn't) but I wish you success.
Deleted member 17949
Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
Good luck, sorry you're at this point and I hope everything is peaceful
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
I'm done guys, signing off now, hope you all find peace too! X
BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,634
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
Coateseatsgoatsnboat
Member
- Jun 22, 2020
- 8
Not_Quite_Dead_Yet
Student
- Oct 27, 2018
- 134
I also have all the necessities to exit the same way but fear being "saved" and ending up in some loony bin. Am touched by your arranging care for your horse. That must be hard, leaving a loving relationship, be it with a person or an animal. I hope you find the peace you are seeking.I really hope OP gets what they desire and peacefully. It is such a risky method and sounds so painful
nitroautnz
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2020
- 361
Hope you did it with success and find the peace you were looking for, safe travel.
Not if you know where to do it, I did plan to do that myself before chicken out, the brachial artery can be' 'only'' half a cm deep max if you find the good positionOh wow, I'd logged out before Nurse T replied. I'm really sad if she did that, I thought she was just having a momentary crisis and would be okay.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,109
theguineapigking
Useless piece of trash
- Dec 5, 2019
- 593
It scares me whenever someone uses a potentially painful method like that. It's really hard to cut yourself.
If she did attempt, I really hope it went as well as possible for her and I hope that she's found peace.Last edited:
blackcatnash
Member
- Aug 17, 2020
- 42
I think she was very determined and had it all planned. I hope she is now at peace and it was good of her to look after her horse.
am sad. Again.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
Hi!! So I was found sat eve by police, been in physical hospital since sat, home today, luckily mental health team are shit and I convinced them it was impulsive, so I wasn't detained. I stupidly turned my phone on to use torch, and apparently I didn't know this but it alerted police to the signal mask my phone had connected to, so it gave them a rough area to search.
the consequences have been hideous, i was missing for over 24hours, it went int the local news, and now a load of people are pissed at me for worrying them!!!
I really now have to knuckle down, not get so bloody impatient and just wait for Sn to arrive!
so my advice to anyone sloping off to CTB turn phone off well in advance of arriving at location and do not turn said phone back on! Lesson learnt
BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,634
Ah man. I'm sorry things took such a bad turn and people are actually angry at you. That's awfulHow are you otherwise?
Did you actually manage to cut an artery?
Are you physically ok now?
Would you definitely have ctb'd if police hadn't found you?Similar threads
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