Method I’m done and outta here!!

[Nurse T]

I'm quite an impatient person anyway, but now Iv decided I want to CTB tonight!
I have some relaxants, and cold spray to numb skin and I'm going to cut an artery!
Iv got all the stuff and arrived at destination, I just now need to wind down, I now have access to money in joint account so going to transfer money to lady who looks after my horse to care for him for the rest of days. I want to thank you all for your help/support/advice over the short time Iv been on here!
I just need one more bit of help if possible??
How do you send a delayed message?? I'm not sure how to do that, but I want to do a few before I go? Thank you and I wish you well for all your onward journeys may you be at peace whatever you choose to do.
xx

I'm quite an impatient person anyway, but now Iv decided I want to CTB tonight!
I have some relaxants, and cold spray to numb skin and I'm going to cut an artery!
Iv got all the stuff and arrived at destination, I just now need to wind down, I now have access to money in joint account so going to transfer money to lady who looks after my horse to care for him for the rest of days. I want to thank you all for your help/support/advice over the short time Iv been on here!
I just need one more bit of help if possible??
How do you send a delayed message?? I'm not sure how to do that, but I want to do a few before I go? Thank you and I wish you well for all your onward journeys may you be at peace whatever you choose to do.
xx

Also just to say I am of sound mind, and I know how to cut an artery successfully, and this is a rational decision.

 

[TAW122]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for. As for delayed messages, usually SMS plans on the phone have that option and as far as emails are concerned you could try some of the services such as LetterMeLater or so. Do avoid TimeCave or Boomerang (owned by Google) since they may monitor the contents of your email and that is not a risk you should take.

 

[Nurse T]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for. As for delayed messages, usually SMS plans on the phone have that option and as far as emails are concerned you could try some of the services such as LetterMeLater or so. Do avoid TimeCave or Boomerang (owned by Google) since they may monitor the contents of your email and that is not a risk you should take.

Thank you

 

[siickmann3]

https://www.futureme.org/ I dont know if that what You want but here

 

[voidman]

I hope you find peace and that you don't suffer if this is what you decide to do. I'm sorry for everything that has brought you to this point, but I wish you the best. Remember it's always ok to reconsider.

 

[Spitfire]

I hope it goes seamlessly for you in every way you want it to, and in finding peace hereafter.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Surrounding you with love and best wishes for your journey ahead. I hope everything goes OK for you

❤

 

[Niirvana]

Are u sitll alive?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

U still with us buddy?

 

[Nurse T]

Yes I'm still here, I'm just writing my messages.

 

[Spitfire]

I just followed you... because I will be following you soon enough, and I will remember you.

 

[Aap]

You've made multiple impulsive attempts and posts like this with this same tone. Are you sure you don't want to take some time and reconsider the method?

 

[Niirvana]

Yes I'm still here, I'm just writing my messages.

You dont prefer the SN method?

 

[lymbo]

nurse, so sorry to see your post, can you share breefly your reasons for wantyng to ctb?

 

[Nurse T]

You dont prefer the SN method?

I would but I feel like Iv made my decision and I just want to get on with it, I have all I need, & I know I'm capable I have cut an artery in the past but was saved and given blood, not this time!
I have my Fav Gin & lemonade drink to go out with. If you would all like I will say a final goodbye just before I actually do it x

 

[UterEntonaur]

I have my Fav Gin & lemonade drink to go out with

Don't forget to pour one out for us! I hope you go in peace when/if you feel ready

 

[Spitfire]

How soon are you planning on doing it?

 

[Mm80]

You've made multiple impulsive attempts and posts like this with this same tone. Are you sure you don't want to take some time and reconsider the method?

Yeah just following on from this, are you sure about that nethod nurse t ?

 

[Nurse T]

How soon are you planning on doing it?

In an hour

Yeah just following on from this, are you sure about that nethod nurse t ?

I am, I know it may seem irrational, but I have the old spray to numb the area, the blade, a couple diazepam to chill me, & some Gin to toast out my life! I'm hidden in the woods star gazing wrapped in a blanket at one with nature, I will cut and drift off as blood pressure lowers.

 

[Cant Maintain]

Hope it goes well for you glad we got to share space for a short time <3 ^^

 

[TheQ22]

Seems very sudden and quite impulsive, I hope you take the time to be sure it's what you want to do.

I'm not trying to sway you one way or the other, just want to make sure you think clearly.

 

[Mm80]

In an hour

I am, I know it may seem irrational, but I have the old spray to numb the area, the blade, a couple diazepam to chill me, & some Gin to toast out my life! I'm hidden in the woods star gazing wrapped in a blanket at one with nature, I will cut and drift off as blood pressure lowers.

Ok. Just dont like the idea of a messy and possibly slow exit for you. I dont know a lot about the method regards success and pain etc x

 

[IBreathButNoMoreLive]

You've made multiple impulsive attempts and posts like this with this same tone. Are you sure you don't want to take some time and reconsider the method?
HI hun you really do not want to make a impulse decision, I read you just ordered or recorded SN ....I understand you were a Nurse you would know all about arteries wouldn't you !
i do hope you are ok

 

[MariV]

hope you find the peace you long for...hugs

 

[Spitfire]

If you would all like I will say a final goodbye just before I actually do it x

Yes, I would like it if you say goodbye.

 

[Spitfire]

I'm very worried about you too though. You have to know why?

 

[Deathbydemo]

Good luck and best wishes on your journey. I hope you find the peace you were denied in life. Sending love

 

[TheQ22]

Are you in the woods? Send pictures..

Why?

 

[Niirvana]

Why?

pictures of the wood...not from him...

 

[UterEntonaur]

pictures of the wood...not from him...

but.... why?