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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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I don't believe she could be from the USA ... From hearing that they were laying under the stars , w/e.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
1,274
I don't believe she could be from the USA ... From hearing that they were laying under the stars , w/e.

Yep, it is very much daytime in the United States right now.

I know you (she) could be taking more time, or changed your mind... Goodbye Nurse T, if you went on your way
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
I salute you, nurse...

I just read all your posts and hopefully this time you had more luck than the last time the police found you.
Some say this is acting on impulse, I would say this is knowing what one wants and acting upon that.
Someone who had/loved a horse and a dog for 11 years is a kind heart and her soul deserves forgiveness and acceptance, if she is ever to be judged "up there" for this one last act.

Peace be with you.
 

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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Sorry but I hope you have already found peace. I once tried to sever my carotid artery and failed. I don't know which artery you severed or will going to sever (if you still didn't) but I wish you success.
 
Coateseatsgoatsnboat

Coateseatsgoatsnboat

Member
Jun 22, 2020
8
I think it meant he's gone now he ctb
 
Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Not_Quite_Dead_Yet

Student
Oct 27, 2018
134
I also have all the necessities to exit the same way but fear being "saved" and ending up in some loony bin. Am touched by your arranging care for your horse. That must be hard, leaving a loving relationship, be it with a person or an animal. I hope you find the peace you are seeking.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
I love you coming back to say goodbye

:heart::heart::heart:
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
I'm quite an impatient person anyway, but now Iv decided I want to CTB tonight!
I have some relaxants, and cold spray to numb skin and I'm going to cut an artery!
Iv got all the stuff and arrived at destination, I just now need to wind down, I now have access to money in joint account so going to transfer money to lady who looks after my horse to care for him for the rest of days. I want to thank you all for your help/support/advice over the short time Iv been on here!
I just need one more bit of help if possible??
How do you send a delayed message?? I'm not sure how to do that, but I want to do a few before I go? Thank you and I wish you well for all your onward journeys may you be at peace whatever you choose to do.
xx

Also just to say I am of sound mind, and I know how to cut an artery successfully, and this is a rational decision.

Hope you did it with success and find the peace you were looking for, safe travel.:heart::aw:

Where is the artery you will cut located? They are deep.
Not if you know where to do it, I did plan to do that myself before chicken out, the brachial artery can be' 'only'' half a cm deep max if you find the good position
 
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TheQ22

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Aug 17, 2020
1,097
Oh wow, I'd logged out before Nurse T replied. I'm really sad if she did that, I thought she was just having a momentary crisis and would be okay.
 
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theguineapigking

theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
It scares me whenever someone uses a potentially painful method like that. It's really hard to cut yourself.


If she did attempt, I really hope it went as well as possible for her and I hope that she's found peace.
 
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blackcatnash

blackcatnash

Member
Aug 17, 2020
42
Peace be finally with you, I just hope you did not suffer too much....
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Let's watch to see if someone checks in later or tomorrow.
 
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Nurse T

Student
Aug 23, 2020
100
Hi!! So I was found sat eve by police, been in physical hospital since sat, home today, luckily mental health team are shit and I convinced them it was impulsive, so I wasn't detained. I stupidly turned my phone on to use torch, and apparently I didn't know this but it alerted police to the signal mask my phone had connected to, so it gave them a rough area to search.
the consequences have been hideous, i was missing for over 24hours, it went int the local news, and now a load of people are pissed at me for worrying them!!!
I really now have to knuckle down, not get so bloody impatient and just wait for Sn to arrive!
so my advice to anyone sloping off to CTB turn phone off well in advance of arriving at location and do not turn said phone back on! Lesson learnt
 
BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,636
Hi!! So I was found sat eve by police, been in physical hospital since sat, home today, luckily mental health team are shit and I convinced them it was impulsive, so I wasn't detained. I stupidly turned my phone on to use torch, and apparently I didn't know this but it alerted police to the signal mask my phone had connected to, so it gave them a rough area to search.
the consequences have been hideous, i was missing for over 24hours, it went int the local news, and now a load of people are pissed at me for worrying them!!!
I really now have to knuckle down, not get so bloody impatient and just wait for Sn to arrive!
so my advice to anyone sloping off to CTB turn phone off well in advance of arriving at location and do not turn said phone back on! Lesson learnt
Ah man. I'm sorry things took such a bad turn and people are actually angry at you. That's awful
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
How are you otherwise?
Did you actually manage to cut an artery?
Are you physically ok now?
Would you definitely have ctb'd if police hadn't found you?
 

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